summary: Who doesn't fake in high school? Some more then others though.

pairings: AxelxRoxas and more hehe

Disclaimer: I don't own anything but the plot

this was actually inspired by the song "Fake it" by Seether. I love their stuff!! I kinda just formed in my head from the lyrics and I figured I'd just type it up and see what I got. lol, so enjoy X3

.:The Crack:.

What do you do when you don't fit in? When no one notices you, no one acknowledges you. When you feel as though the world itself has turned its back on you. You fake it, put on a façade and hope no one tries to go deeper then that mask. You hope that no one notices a crack, even if it be a hair line one. You hope that no one sees who you really are. What you really think of them all.

A blonde sat quietly at his desk, writing something in a planner. His pencil scratched quickly, his desk was next to the window, he could see out into the front of the school yard. Other students milled around, talking and chatting before school started. He closed his planner and set his pencil down, sighing as he looked outside the window, spotting students moving toward the school from the lawn.

"Roxas!" a slightly girly voice called. His eyes narrowed but as he turned to see who it was a pleasant smile replaced the expression.

A girl with brown hair walked over. "Hi Olette"

She smiled and bounded over to his desk, her small regulation skirt pulling up on her thighs as she walked "How was your weekend?!"

God, could her skirt be any shorter, jeez, what a freaking skank

"It was good, I did homework. You?" he asked. Probably went to some strip club

"Me, same as you, algebra is killing me!" she sighed making a face.

I bet your bra is killing you too he thought trying to keep the smirk off his face.

"Where's Hayner and Pence?" he asked. Like I care

"Ummmm, there in the cafeteria I think" she tried to recall.

"Oh, okay" he gave her a hollow smile.

"Well, I'm going to go see Selphie, bye then" she giggled and gave a wave before turning and walking away.

God, Selphie, the most annoying person in the world!

He returned back to staring outside the window. It wasn't just the first day of school, he was a junior now. He absolutely hated the first day of school, it didn't matter what year it was, everyone was 'happy' to see their friends again. But then there was Roxas, who felt as though the first day of school was a convention of freaks. He hated being there, he just wanted to keep to himself, not have to be surrounded by jocks, nerds and pretty girl bimbo's. His blue eyes traveled over the groups that were traveling in. He could name them just by looking at them, emos, jocks, drama kids and so on and so forth.

"Roxas!" someone else called. He grimaced. Now who's bothering me?

He looked over putting on a smile to see a blonde walking toward him, a boy named Tidus. He was very sporty and participated in extra curricular activities often. "Hi Tidus"

"Have you seen Wakka?" Tidus asked Ugh, Wakka, his annoying accent drives me crazy

"No, sorry, he might already be in his class" he offered.

"Oh, okay, thanks anyway. See ya Roxas!" he smiled and turned to leave.

Tidus, almost all the girls fawn over him. Although I gotta say, he's got a nice body

Roxas smirked and turned back to the window. What do we have here? The notorious students who are always late it seems.

He watched a group of kids rushing in through the front gates. A red head Resident playboy Axel. A mow hawked dirty blonde was walking beside him Slightly famous guitarist Demyx. A girl with bleach blonde hair walked behind Well known all around in your face bitch, and last but not least. A guy with a swagger and pink hair followed close behind. Heart breaker Marluxia. They all scrambled in as the school's gate closed. He could see them laughing and talking.

The bell for school rang out and their teacher walked in. A tall man with short brown hair and an almost distracting scar that marred his face. Though also saying most of the girls giggled and made eyes at the handsome man. But no one ever dared ask about what happen lest they be told to be quiet and threatened with extra work.

"Morning class" he called.

"Morning Mr. Leon" some of the suck ups called. The teacher began his roll call.

Teachers pets is all they are, trying to subliminally bribe their way with a good word or two. Makes me sick to think about it. Just work for the stupid grade and man up to some homework.

He looked back out at the front yard, the red head was still out there and apparently smoking, on school grounds. Leaning his chin in his hand he watched, smoke curling up from the cigarette in the morning air. He didn't personally know the red head, but how could you not live in Twilight Town and not know about the infamous Axel. The guy was known for his exotic red hair and the amount of woman he'd been with. But it was hard to tell just when the play boy had dumped his girlfriend and was suddenly with a new one.

"Roxas!?" Leon called.

"Here!" he replied.

He continued to stare, even if he was on the third floor he could see just how tall Axel was. The red head breathed out looking around. He often wondered if the teachers even cared if he showed up. With a last look he turned back to the class and whatever challenges it would present him.

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He was thankful for the bell when it sounded. Packing his things up he quickly left the room, he didn't want to be caught by any of his 'friends'. It was one thing to carry on a quick conversation during passing periods but he really didn't want to talk to any one, it just annoyed the heck out of him. There wasn't much to his feelings, sure, he hung out with them but its not like he was an enormous contribution to their creative thinking. They invited him to their usual hangout often and he would force himself to go, he'd say a word or two, tag along. The only person he really showed any emotion to was Hayner, he found the blonde somewhat attractive and he was a little inclined to act friendly to him.

Jogging down the stairs to the lowest floor he dashed down one of the many hallways of Twilight High School and entered the boys locker room. The boys locker room….. What to say about this, stink and nosy neighbors he thought.

His locker was near the back, he slung his bag down, attacking the lock with the memorized combo it popped open. P.E. wasn't his most favorite of classes, it meant group activities and forced upon him curriculum. It just about killed him inside because Tidus was in his class, which meant everyone, in their teacher, Mr. Strife's eyes, was under him. Tidus was the kid who was lean, had muscles and was tan, a regular everyday Adonis to the girls. It annoyed the heck out of him that Cloud pushed everyone to meet Tidus's stature.

He pulled off his shirt and pants, standing in his boxers he could just feel some of the boys looking over and around. None of them admitted it but they all looked, comparing themselves and everyone else to each other. He grabbed his P.E. outfit and threw it on. But he really didn't care whether or not he was just as good as Tidus or better, he just wanted to pass the class. Hanging his backpack in the locker he shut it and walked away. He let his eyes pass over the boys for a second, he spotted familiar red hair from before and grimaced inside.

Ugh, Axel's in my class this year, perfect. he thought as he passed by, glimpsing the senior's slightly tanned back, the slender lines leading down to the regulation blue plaid pants that clung low on his hips as he stretched, pulling his white shirt over his head. He pulled his eyes away quickly and left to join the class in the gym.

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Cloud, what could be said about Cloud? A tall, statuesque man with blonde hair and cold green blue eyes. If you even hinted at going against his word you were sent to do laps around the gym or around the track depending on where you were. Roxas had escaped that torture a couple times but he had seen some who were caught. Although also saying Tidus had never once been called to do laps, but then again he never did talk back, he was always encouraged.

They stood in their roll lines, waiting and talking as Cloud took roll. Tidus was next to him, Argh, please don't start up a conversa-

"Hey Roxas!" he smiled. Too late, I'm trapped

"Hey Tidus" he half smiled and looked around.

"How was your weekend?" Tidus asked. I fucked like a bunny all night

"It was pretty good, how bout you?" heh just kidding, oh yeah….. He didn't hear that. Ugh, me and the voices in my head.

"Mine was okay, I did a marathon on Saturday and homework on Sunday" he replied making a face. Oh get over yourself pretty boy no one cares, damn jock

Tidus looked away suddenly when Cloud came over, Roxas scowled, glaring at the blondes back. But it soon disappeared when their teacher called everyone over.

"Since it's the first day of school, we'll take it easy and play some capture the flag, everyone out on the field" he called.

Oh just fucking great, just whoop dee fucking great, I' am so not giving any effort into this he thought as they all made for the door that lead outside.

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The morning sun had risen and was sending its hot rays over the field. Half the class wore jerseys, the other half without. Roxas stood quietly near the middle line, he was making the least effort of everyone. Sure the other team saw him but they didn't dare cross the line where he was since he was hovering. Crossing his arms over his chest he watched the boys run themselves ragged. Skirting back and forth over the middle line, taunting each other.

What're we? Cavemen? I certainly am not. Oh my god look at Tidus, laughing and chatting with someone on the other team. Jiminy cricket is this a gentlemen's club or P.E?

"Do you always glare at your friends?" a voice asked with a laugh. Roxas felt his heart jump, he hadn't even realized he was making a face. He looked up and could've died right there. Axel was standing next to him, they were both wearing purple jerseys.

"Wh-what!?" he stuttered, he looked away blushing slightly from embarrassment. Aw shit, did he see it?

"You were glaring at Tidus like he was your nemesis or something. I though you guys were friends" he laughed crossing his arms.

"I don't know what you mean, its really bright out here, the sun was in my eyes" Roxas lied. what does he know? He doesn't know me, damn slacker

"Well there are two thing wrong with that answer" Axel replied with a smirk. The blonde just kept looking ahead, hoping to god Cloud didn't notice them.

"A) The suns behind us and B) you gave him that same glare when we were in the gym" the red head chuckled.

"I-I….. there was something in my eyes" Roxas flat out lied, his heart was pounding. Why am I so worked up!? Even if he did tell Tidus, who would he believe!? Me or this slacker!? Just calm down!

"Sure, and I'm a saint" he laughed heartily gaining the attention of Cloud.

"Axel! Roxas! Quit talking and start playing!" he yelled from the side lanes before looking back over to his absolute favorite student. Oh go fuck yourself you egotistical son of a-

"There it is!" Axel said. Roxas's head whipped over to look at him.

"What!?" he squeaked. Get a hold of yourself dammit!!!

Axel poked him in the forehead "You were giving Cloud that death glare when he turned away" Axel laughed and started walking towards the middle line.

Roxas's featured settled but then he scowled before catching up to the red head No one talks to me like that!

"Do you have something against me?" Roxas asked standing next to him.

"No, I just noticed your extreme mood swing" he chuckled.

"Mood swing!?" Roxas asked. What am I a woman!? I certainly hope not!

"Yeah, you were totally happy in the gym and now your staring everyone down like they're your enemy, I'm just commenting" Axel shrugged.

"Maybe I was thinking of something and I made a face and Tidus was in my line of sight, doesn't mean it was directed at him" Roxas stated. God dammit I' am going to defend myself from this-this slacker!

"Oop! There it is, not quite…. There we go!" Axel laughed looking down at him, and indeed Roxas was glaring up at him.

He was about to say something when the red head cut him off again "Help me get the flag and I'll forget it happened"

Roxas opened his mouth then paused. Wait what!? "Huh?" he squeaked.

"Help me get the flag and I won't tell Tidus you were trying to blow him up with your mind".

"How do you know he'll believe you?" Roxas asked coolly crossing his arms. Axel laughed.

"You may not know it but I happen to be friends with that little blonde over there" he smirked.

"I don't believe you" Roxas challenged.

"Oh yeah?" Axel looked over in the direction of Tidus. "Ehy Tidus!" he called.

Oh my god, crap! Crap, look….. Normal!?

Tidus looked their way and waved. "Hey"

"How's your ankle from Saturday!?" Axel asked.

"It's a lot better!" he smiled.

Axel gave him a thumbs up and turned back with a smug smile. "Anyone could've asked about that" Roxas growled.

"Yeah well also saying that me and him participate in most of the marathons, you strike up conversations ever now and then and I bet you don't even know his favorite food" he chuckled.

"….."

"So, help me get the flag, and I won't tell Tidus" Axel laughed.

Roxas scowled "You've got to be kidding me, why the flag?"

"Because I want to see you work" Axel retorted. Roxas blushed slightly and pretend to look for the other teams flag. Damn Axel and his smart ass comments. Smart ass comments that are just too….. Gay for words

"Fine, but only because….. I could use the exercise" Roxas lied once more.

"Good." and to Roxas's unfortunate ears Axel went into a speech about how they were weak on their right side and didn't have anyone really guarding in the back except near the flag.

What's with this guy? Does he play stratego for hours on end?!

"You ready then?" Axel asked as they meandered to the right side of the field, making it look as though they were just talking.

"If I must" Roxas sighed.

"Ah don't be a spoiled sport, you'll get to put a dent in Tidus's perfect armor for capturing the flag before he did" Axel smirked.

Roxas looked up at him. Was he out to get Tidus or something? Or maybe he just likes toying with people.

But then he stopped and suddenly shouted "Go!" the other team looked over at him and a group of their own jersey people burst onto the opposing field to their left.

Roxas looked around confused Had he been planning this before hand!?

"Come on lets go Blondie" he laughed and Roxas felt himself being pulled across the field, he found his feet and took his stride. Most of the opposing team had been caught off guard by the sudden advancements but at least six of their own purple jerseyed people were hovering at the flag. Constantly shifting and moving, baiting and faking the other team.

"Roxas this is it" he laughed as they hovered just out side of the flag, being eyed by the team. Axel ran forward, baiting two of them to try and take him leaving a good hole. Roxas burst forward, diving for the flag he snatched it up.

Screams erupted around him and he knew he was being followed the second he took off. His heart was pounding in his ears. Why the fuck am I even doing this!? he kept thinking. He stopped and faked a left before sprinting right and passing it off to someone on his team. Ducking he avoided being tagged and sprinted towards his side. There was a commotion over where the flag was leaving him a good amount of space to escape through.

"Roxas!" someone yelled, he looked over his shoulder to see Axel running with the flag, four people of the other team behind him. "Catch!" he yelled and tossed the flag. Roxas outstretched his arms, feeling the fabric in his hands he clutched it, barreling over the middle line.

Cheers erupted from his side. He slowed, his breath coming in gulps and suddenly someone threw there arms around his shoulders and his other teammates came up to him. Clapping him on the shoulder. The flag was taken from his hands and they soon scattered but the arms that held his shoulders loosely didn't. He looked up and blushed slightly, it was Axel with a smug smile on his face.

He pushed the taller boy off and crossed his arms "What're you so happy about?" Smug ass lazy slacker

"Nothing, nothing, you were smiling you know" he commented shifting his weight.

"Y-yeah so?" What, never seen anyone but you smile?

"It was really cute" Axel laughed and started walking away. Roxas spluttered and stood still.

C-cute!…. He said I was cute! Roxas blushed slightly as he watched the red head wave to someone. Wait, settle down Roxas, just because that really hot guy said you- Wait!? No! I like Hayner!

He bit his lip and started walking. He returned back to where he had been standing in the beginning. Waiting for the period to be over, waiting so he can return back to just sitting and soaking in his thoughts.

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When Cloud finally blew the whistle for everyone to go in Roxas gave a relieved sigh. They handed Cloud their jerseys and returned to the locker room. Oh my god, someone needs to douse this place in deodorant Roxas thought as he stood in front of his locker. But he didn't attack the lock this time, he slowly turned it. His thoughts had been jumbled since the field. Did he really make threatening faces when he was thinking? It made him ponder if he had done that before. He pulled his locker open and pulled his shirt off.

Maybe I'm slipping, its been awhile since I've been faking everything, but then I should be used to it. It should come naturally if I've been doing it for so long.

"You know the bell already rang" someone said. He jumped and looked back to see Axel standing, leaning on the lockers behind him.

Roxas blushed slightly and turned back around "You going to watch me?" he growled. Damn pervert

"Just hurry up shortstuff" Axel laughed.

"I' am not short!" Roxas exclaimed looking back as he hooked his thumbs under the waist band of his shorts.

"Sorry! Sorry, didn't know you were so sensitive Gary Coleman" he snickered. Roxas glared as he pulled his shorts off.

"Why do you keep talking to me?" Roxas asked as he grabbed his uniform pants.

"Why…. I don't know… I'm bored" Axel replied. He watched as Roxas pulled on the blue plaid pants. Oohhh, even in plaid pants his ass looks good Axel smirked.

Roxas pulled on his uniform shirt, buttoning the white buttons he grabbed his tie. "So what am I? Something to amuse yourself with?" he asked pulling his back pack out and shutting his locker.

He turned to glare at Axel, he really didn't care if he was late to his next class and apparently neither did Axel. "Your certainly speaking from the mind aren't you?" he laughed.

Roxas evened his tie out and then stared at it for a second. His mom usually tied it, he tried to remember how it went. "I guess, you already saw through my façade twice, why try again?" he asked.

Axel laughed and walked forward, taking the tie from the boys hands. "Hey!"

"That's true, but they say third times the charm don't they?" Axel laughed and started to do the steps for the tie.

"Really? Oh well" with a forced smile he spoke "Oh Axel! I throw myself at your feet! Won't you help me with my tie!?" he begged. Axel stopped in the middle of a step and looked down at him. Roxas batted his eyes.

"Wow…. You are a piece of something" he laughed hard and pulled the tie close to Roxas's neck.

"Thanks" he dead panned but Axel didn't let go. Roxas hesitated but looked up at him. When the hell did he get so close! Holy shit!…….. Dayum …. Look at his eyes!

"I get the feeling you don't like me" Axel whispered. Roxas raised an eyebrow pulling back slightly but felt the tie tighten around his neck and stopped.

"Not really….. I just don't…. know you" he replied cautiously.

"That's true….. Maybe we should get to know each other then?" he smirked and leaned down slightly, the gesture reminding Roxas of just how short he was compared to the red head.

"Oh yeah? What makes you think I want to get to know you?" Roxas asked. Aw shit he's close, keep calm….. Aw fuck he's hot!

"I don't know, you and me just seem like the people who should know each other" he purred and leaned down further.

OH MY GOD IS HE GOING TO KISS ME!? Roxas closed his eyes waiting for it but felt lips on his nose instead. He felt Axel let go of his tie and he opened his eyes. The red head was standing by the locker again.

"Your going to be late if you stand there all day you know" he laughed. Roxas blushed and then scowled, he pulled on his backpack and pushed past the red head who only smiled. The bell rang and both left the locker rooms, each a little curious about the other.

you should really go and listen to their song!!! It's really good!!!