Hi! THis is my first ever fanfiction! Please review!

You remember when you first met her, you knew you loved her, something about her was just so… Unique, she was smart and focused. Natara Williams.

She was fun-loving and adventurous. You loved her too, but never in the way you do now. She was different from all the other girls, unlike any other girl. Blaise Corso.

You hung your head in confusion. You loved them both and you knew they both felt the same way back, you were truly torn. Blonde hair blue eyes, Brunette hair hazel eyes. Both so different, both so beautiful. Your heart raced thinking about them both, you just couldn't help it… You love them both. You knew it was wrong, you knew you shouldn't but that's what your head said. Your hearts opinion was completely different. Every day you fell more in love with them both. You held your fingers to your temple almost as if it would give you an answer.

"Why does love have to be so damn confusing?" You mutter to yourself.

Your phone buzzes. Blaise just sent you a text.

"Hey Mal. Do you want to get dinner tomorrow at 6?"

"Yeah sure!"

You press the send button. Wait, why did you do that? You try everything you can to retrieve the text. Too late, Blaise has already texted back

"Great! I'll meet you at Sean's at 6!" She put a smiley face after the six. Your phone buzzes again. This time Natara, you think she will ask the exact same question as Blaise. You throw your phone across your room before you agree to meeting her at the same time. You start to question if you really trust yourself with your phone right now.

You walk over and pick up your phone, still works. You read her text.

"Hey Mal. Are you ok? You seemed a bit off today at work. Text me back soon. Don't be a stranger, ok?"

"Hey Nat, yeah I'm fine. I'll see you tomorrow at work." You press send. You hated lying but what would you say? Nat I love you and Blaise? You couldn't say that! She'd think you were crazy. You are so confused. What should you do? Should you be with Natara or Blaise? You lie down in your bed and try and get some sleep.

You see yourself dancing with Blaise, She's in a dark red dress. The song broken strings is playing, you spin her and dip. Her bright blue eyes twinkle in the moonlight. You lean in to kiss her. You are millimetres away from kissing her when you hear a familiar voice call out.

"I wont go down that easy!" The entire scene changes. You are now with Natara, your sat on her couch, your watching a movie, her head is on your shoulder and you have your arms around her waist. She leans up about to kiss you when…

You wake up. You open your eyes and yell

"Seriously! Your in my dreams now too!" You sit up. You have a headache, your not sure why though, you didn't drink the night before. At least you don't think you did. You check the time. You mutter a swear under your breath when you notice that your late.

You sit in your car at a red light. You think about your dream and wonder what it meant. You know it's about your love conflict. You think about Natara. You think about Blaise. You think about the future. You wake up from your daze to find the light on amber then green. You drive quickly to work, unaware of your surroundings.

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You arrive at work and you are greeted by Blaise,

"Hi Mal." She looks you in the eye. "What's wrong?"

"Hi Blaise, nothings wrong."

You hate lying. Especially when you want to tell the truth.

"Are you sure? You seem pretty upset."

"Blaise, trust me. I'm fine." You look around "Where's Natara?"

"I'm not sure where she is… But as long as your ok."

She walks away but she turns back around "Don't forget to meet me at Sean's at 6" She winks and turns back around.

You notice that your smiling like an idiot. You quickly stop and walk over to your desk where a stack of paperwork sits. You sit down and start it.