Okay, first chapter of the sequel to Reality is Finally Better Than My Dreams! The first few chapters will be diary entries of Elena, Damon, and Stefan following what happened in the last chapter. Review, please, if you want to make me happier than Damon will be when Elena finally admits her feelingd for him! (Because it IS enevitable!)
~~~Elena's P.O.V.~~~
I still can't believe it happened. I keep goig over it in my mind, and I can't figure out what pushed me to tell Damon I loved him. I don't know why I did. But I'm more sure of anyhting that I meant it. And that scares me more than anything. Loving Damon is dangerous. He seems like he loves me. And in some ways I'm more that he loves me than I was sure that Stefan did. But that's just it. I'm positive that Damon thinks he loves me. But whether or not he really loves me ot not is still unclear. So, should I distance myself from him, tell him it was all a mistake? Or should I take a chance on him, hoping he doesn't break my heart? Should I break his heart or wait for him to break mine?
~~~Damon's P.O.V.~~~
I don't usually resort to all this 'dear diary' crap. I'm not THAT person. But, considering the sheer epicness of what happened between me and Elena, I need to voice my thoughts if I want to stay sane. I've considered telling Alaric, but he would just give me that "kissing-your-brother's-girlfriend-was-wrong" look, or "Elena-might-just-be-having-post-traumatic-dream-disorder". And I'm really not in the mood to hear all his disaproving comments. And then, of course, there's Andie. But, talking to your girlfriend about the woman you love is not ideal. Especially when the woman you loves isn't her. So I guess that just leaves me with Stefan...Yeah, that conversation wouldn't be akward. Seriously, though. Elena is driving me crazy! One day she's disciplining me for not being a team player, and then the next she's telling me she loves me! How am I supposed to react to that? And what was up with the dream? Where did she even begin to dream THAT? Anyway, after we stopped making out, she tells me, "Damon, I need some time to think.". I backed her up, of course. But I'd be lying if I said I wasn't confused. She obviously loves me, apparently everyone these days knows I'm in love with her, so what's stopping her? Why is Elena Gilbert so afraid to love me?
I hear ya, Damon! Seriously, Elena, WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU? My goodness, this show gets me crazy. I mean, look at this story I wrote, for fun! There is got to be something wrong with me in the brain. So, tell me what you guys think! I promise the next chapters will be better than this one! It gets intense!
Oh, WHAT THE HECK DID YOU GUYS THINK OF THE FINALE? Please, please, please, review or private message me. I'm dying to know if you guys are as freaked as I am!
