A/N: Hey, it's Bellaraina here! Alright this is my first Code Geass fan fiction, it has been bugging me for awhile since I read a lot of kallylulu so hopefully this will be as great as the ones I read!

Disclaimer: although I love CG I do not own, if it were Kallylulu would be all the way.

"Wait…what just happened?"

Red tainting the flesh and white robes that was his clothing, droplets of red staining his lips as he looked back at her with mauve eyes and tears falling from his face as his vision blurred. Nothing could prepare her for this, the last thing she wanted was for him to love her and go back to Ashford Academy with him; she struggled in her constraints trying to free herself and go to his rescue. Her ear started to ring as the cheers of "Zero" echoed aloud the crowds.

"LELOUCH!!!!!!!!!!"

Her tears had gone nowhere that day, where her heart had gone cold and lost in that heartbroken Abyss that was called loneliness. She finally glanced at herself in the mirror for the first time in months after that day, her crimson locks fading from the lack of treatment but still had that red glow; her eyes were now soulless in her opinion cerulean blue. She straightened her skirt and buttoned the black buttons on her yellow blazer jacket, she smiled a little trying to see a change in her eyes. She looked over at a picture that was hanging in the corner of her mirror, it was of him…Lelouch smiling at her with those purple eyes of his, she cringed as she looked tears started to swell up at the corners of her tear docks but she dare not let them fall.

"Damn you…lied to me, you promised you would go back with me!" she huffed as she quickly grabbed her bag and headed downstairs.

She ran out the door squinting her eyes from the intensity of the bright sun, but she inhaled the fresh air and began walking along the streets. She sighed as she remember the days her and Lelouch would walk these streets heading to school many years ago. She whipped her tears as she saw a tall man with blonde hair that was short but had four braids connecting in the back with cerulean eyes glancing at her and then smiling wide. He wore a uniform close to hers indicating they went to the same school. As he ran up to her, she cleared her throat of any sadness and whipped her sorrow away with her sleeve.

"Well, good morning Kozuki!" he smiled a goofy smile and embraced her tight.

"Let go of me, Gino!" she said coldly releasing herself from his grasp.

"Awe…Kallen, what plains do you have for the student council, Pres?" he asked as they started walking.

"How is Naunally doing?" Kallen asked as they saw the school in the horizon.

The sun shined on Ashford Academy as if it was holy, the building was remodeled but still had that bronze golden color, the windows were made bigger to let more sunlight in and air. She sighed as the thought of him going to school with her was ever possible and walked with Gino inside. She walked inside seeing faces that she knew were all made to show no remorse' her day went by as a blur but was snapped back to a reality as she was forced to show a new student around the campus. She walked to the front of the school where she assumed the new kid was, Gino walked up behind her and embraced her tight startled by how cold she felt.

"Cheer up…Kali… I hear the new kid is your type."

She felt nothing as he held her, her heart only sinking deeper into that Abyss she half lidded her eyes as she imagined Lelouch embracing her like he did all those times before. She departed from Gino and mumbled a "See you later" and continued her walk towards the entrance. Her mind replayed that horrible scene over and over.

He stared at her with mauve eyes as he stepped closer, tears filling his eyes as he muttered over and over how sorry he was to her, reaching his hand out to her in hopes she would forgive him and continue to give him the love she showed him when no one else did. Blood spilled on the red carpet as he tried to move, hearing the desperate cries from Kallen and Naunally; as his knees grew weak and his blood emptying from his wound he uttered three words that seemed like it was directed to her…. Wait for me.

"Ms. Kozuki?"

Kallen dissipated from her train of thought, hearing her name being called out she glanced up and noticed she wasn't alone anymore. There was a young girl in front of her with chocolate brown shoulder length hair and deep mauve eyes starring at her with forthcoming glowing form her. She was wearing an Ashford girls uniform and her hands were behind her back as if she was afraid of her for a short minute before Kallen smiled at her.

"Hello….you must be….."

"My name is Chantal…Chantal Jarred…nice to meet you, I have been wanting to meet the legendary Red Lotus forever now!" she gleamed as she pulled loss strands of her hair behind her ear and clipping it with a strawberry barrette.

"thank you…but I am just like anyone else…." Kallen started before being interrupted by Chantal grabbing her hands.

'It must of broke your heart to find out that Mr. Lelouch betrayed the black knights."

"NO!… I mean, no… Lelouch would never do something like that to me…he loved me, it was all part of his plan to bring down the Royals."

Kallen focused her gaze on her shoes, saying his name after all this time hurt her a little, usually when she said his name he would pop out of no where and pout at her. Her thoughts disappeared as she looked back up at Chantal and noticed the love and caring in the girl's eyes and knew that she understood Kallen's pain and heart break. She smiled at the new girl and decided that she will make her, her friend since all the people she hung out with were too scared to talk to her because they knew she once was a Black Knight or were just like Gino and was too close for comfort for her taste as a friend; although she never told him they were friends. She showed Chantal around the school like a good "president" should and offered to have lunch with the girl as the lunch bell rang.

"Of course! I would love to have lunch with you Ms. Kozuki!"

"please…call me Kallen."

As the girls head for the garden in the court yard, Gino seemed to be staring at them from the distance and smiled to himself, flipping the many brads he had in the back of his head; his eyes seemed to be fixated on Kallen as she walked to a bench with the other girl and sighed.

"Oh…Kali…if only I could make you smile like that!"

"So… why did you pick this spot, Chantal?" Kallen asked as she pulled out her red and black bento box and chop sticks.

"I don't know… I like the view… and the flowers are nice." pulling out her purple bento box and matching chop sticks.

"Me too….Lelouch planted those flowers for me…when I got sick and missed a lot of school."

"That's sweet…. I hope you find someone who is as sweet as him."

Kallen keep staring at the horizon as the sun stared to set, announcing the end of the day, she sighed as she placed another piece of sushi in her mouth, the array of oranges and yellows from the sun's beams seamed to sooth her mood for the day, her mind wondering to the place she had promised herself many times over and over again; but only to reanimate in her mind as she stared at the beauty that was bestowed as the wind began to play with their hair and skirts. "Tomorrow will be another day….another day you broke your promise to return with me Lelouch." as they packed up their bags and said their good byes her heart seemed to ache as Chantal waved to her.

"Don't give up, Kallen!!"

AN: ok! That was tough writing took me long enough to finish it!! I am sooo glad that I finished it!! For now at least!! So what did you think about it? Not bad for my first CG story right? Ha!!! Hope you'll leave a review for me! I want a know what you guys thought of this so I can decide what to do for the next chapter!! Ok!! Hope you review!!!

Sayonara!!