Big Time Confusion & Big Time Heartache (Chapter 1)

This is a sequel to Big Time Love & Big Time Headache. If you haven't read that story first then you need to in order to figure out what's up.

Just when you think life couldn't get any better, something comes along to change it from good to bad. I used to think that but everything can change in a heartbeat. I'll start from here, Malaya Montez is my name and don't forget it. I came to Cali a year ago to start my singing career. As I stand in front of my vanity mirror trying to fix my hair, all I could think about was how much my life has changed in a year. My singing career shot of like a fast rocket in space. I've had four hit singles and three of them stayed number one for five weeks! I couldn't believe it when uncle Gustavo told me that. Besides the fact that my album did great, Kendall and I have been going strong. Big Time Rush finally became a hit boy band. They've had great hit songs and became every girl's fantasy girl. I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock and looked at the time, it was eight thirty. Today was a special day for me because today is my 19th birthday. I got up to take my shower and changed into a red choker halter top with dark blue jean shorts. I was almost done when I heard my cellphone ringing.

"Hello?" I asked waiting to see who was on the other line.

"Hey Laya, we're waiting for you in the lobby." The voice told me and it belonged to Kendall. I got a smile on my face hearing his voice.

"I'm on my way babe. See you down there." I told him as I finally decided to have my hair half up in curls. I left my apartment and quickly ran down stairs. I stepped out of the elevator looking around the lobby for Kendall, he told me he was here so where is he? I felt someone wrap their arms around my stomach so I turned around and saw Kendall was the one. He was holding something behind his back so I couldn't see it.

"I think you need to learn how to be sneakier Kendall." I told him as I gave him a hug trying to see what was behind his back.

"I know how to be sneaky, but you need to learn how to be patient." Kendall said as he saw me trying to see behind him.

"I am patient, I just want to know what my boyfriend has behind his back." I told him.

"Well I shouldn't be mean, by making you wait." He told me.

"Yes, you shouldn't be." I told him.

"Close your eyes first." Kendall said, I closed them and waited. "Okay now open them."

I open my eyes and saw Kendall had a bouquet of pink tiger lilies in his hands. I was shocked to see them.

"Happy Birthday Malaya." Kendall said as he gave e a kiss on the cheek.

"Kendall, how did you remember? Pink Tiger Lilies are my favorite flowers!" I squealed as I hugged him harder and gave him a kiss.

"I remember everything you told me when you first moved here. Plus I had to go to a lot of florists to find them." Kendall said as he gave me the lilies. I didn't think Kendall would remember everything I told him.

"Okay, Mr. Memory. Tell everything I ever told you." I said while he had a grin on his face.

"Okay, well your favorite color is blue, you sleep on your stomach and you have a beauty mark on you-" I stopped Kendall from going on. I didn't everyone at the Palm Woods knowing about where that mark was.

"I get the point. Now where are we going?" I said Kendall as we got to his car. Kendall and the guys were finally able to get their licenses and bought cars. Kendall bought a black 2010 Lincoln Navigator. We drove to Rocque Records. I forgot my uncle needed me to do a photo shoot with the guys. Kendall and I walked into my uncle's office where he was waiting on us but he gave me a crushing bear hug lifting me off my feet.

"Happy Birthday Malaya! You're another year older and very successful!" Gustavo screamed.

"Thanks Uncle, I need to breathe." I choked out. Gustavo set me back on my feet.

"Kendall, I need to speak to Malaya in private right now." Gustavo told him and Kendall left the office, we sat down facing each other.

"I've great news and bad news for you. The great news is we're doing a music video for your song 'Space'. Griffin and I worked together and here's what we got planned." Gustavo told me as he handed me the idea. I would be working with a guy for this so I knew they'll have Kendall playing that role.

"So when do Kendall and I shoot this?" I asked Gustavo, he had a look on his face that read 'about that.'

"See that's where the bad news comes in, Big Time Rush will be touring in Europe when we shoot the video. We'll be shooting in two days." Gustavo told me, I felt confused.

"Do they know about this? Better yet I'm not touring with them?" I asked him.

"Yeah they know, in fact they were completely happy. Your tour will be in America" Gustavo said. I can't believe this. Kendall will be leaving and he didn't bother to tell me. I tried to keep a straight face but I don't think I can. After Gustavo and I were done talking, I walked out of the office. Kendall was waiting for me.

"Did everything go fine with Gustavo?" Kendall asked me as he wrapped his arms around my waist.

"Kendall we need to talk." I told him but he stopped me.

"Sure but there's another place we have to go." Kendall said as he pulled me out of the building back to his care. We made it to an Italian restaurant and when we made it to the back where parties where usually held. It was dark so I couldn't see anything.

"Surprise! Happy Birthday Malaya!" I heard, suddenly the lights went on and I saw everyone there, James and Soleil, Carlos and Selena and Logan and Camille. I was so happy that I forgot I was mad at Kendall. He gave me a kiss on the cheek.

"Surprise baby." Kendall whispered in my hear making me giggle. Mrs. Knight came from behind me holding a large birthday cake.

"Okay you two there's a child in the room so enough of that." Mrs. Knight said referring to Katie.

"Oh please mom, I've seen worst." Katie said making me giggle.

"Anyway, blow out the candles and make a wish Malaya." Mrs. Knight told me. I had to think for a minute what I wanted but I blew the candles out. Soleil, Selena and Camille ditched their boyfriends and came up to me.

"What did you wish for?" They asked but I knew it was bad luck to tell them. We were having a great time and while no one was looking I pulled Kendall out of the restaurant onto the boardwalk.

"Thank you so much Kendall, this was great." I told him.

"I'm glad you had fun, I think Gustavo told you about the tour right?" Kendall asked me.

"Yeah, I was so mad at you because you didn't tell me yourself." I told him honestly trying not to cry.

"I tried to find a way to tell you but I didn't know how, but I through you a party to show you that I love you and I wished I didn't have to leave." Kendall told me as he held me in his arms.

"How long will you and the guys be gone?" I asked him and he scratched the back of his head, this was his bad habit when he didn't know anything.

"Gustavo said maybe a month or two." Kendall told me uncertain.

"See, Gustavo didn't tell me that part. He and I will have a little talk about forgetting to tell me more important things." I said.

"I think he didn't want to feel your wrath because I sure don't." Kendall said still holding me.

"What am I going to do with you?" I asked him sincerely.

"Love me and not kill me." He said as I looked him in the eye.

"I'll love you but I will kill you. Soon." I told him as I kissed him on the lips. Even though today I was suppose to happy, I can't help but feel something is about to change with it's a good thing or a bad thing.

End Of Chapter 1.