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Here's just a two shot, I wrote this a while ago and just kind of revised it and decided to post it. I'll post the second part either later tonight or tomorrow. Let me know what you guys think!

It's a dark cold day out at Hollywood Arts. The sky looks as though it will open up at anytime and flood the world. It looks like it feels in my chest. I stare at my locker. This will be the last day I ever look at this locker. My heart ached, I was sad over my parents divorcing and I was even more sad over Jade. Part of me wanted to move with my mom so she wouldn't be alone, and the other part wanted to get away from my heart break when Jade got back together with Beck last Thursday. What did I really expect though? Did I really think we would stay friends after I helped her? I guess stupidly did. But I should have known that's not how Jade was. Every time I helped her she would go right back to her ganky ways. This time though I couldn't take it, I was in love with her.

They had broken up for almost two months. I thought Jade was finally getting over him. Beck had told me Jade and him were fizzling out, he was also positive she falling for someone else. It hurt me to see Beck hurt over this but I was sort of glad they had broken up; maybe I would have a chance with her. How naïve I was. Jade wouldn't admit anything to Beck though. I wasn't surprised when Jade showed up at my house begging for me to help. She had promised me that if I helped her this time she would be nicer and we could be friends. She promised it wouldn't be like the other times. She stayed that night that night. We stayed up late watching horror movies to help cheer her up. She only teased me for how scared I got but I didn't care she was actually smiling and laughing a little. I hated seeing her sad.

It killed me that Jade told me she wanted Beck back but I knew that even if she ever wanted me it wouldn't be right away. We spent the following week trying to figure out ways to get Beck back. I talked to Beck during that week trying to just be a good friend to him even though I was insanely jealous of him. He told me though at one point that there was nothing Jade could do to get him back because she didn't love him anymore. I knew he wasn't using it as an excuse he actually believed it. I have never seen him so sad. A week and a half after the break up Jade got word that Beck was going on a date that night with some girl from Northridge. Jade decided she was going to move on and throw it in Beck's face instead of trying to get him back. She pretended that it didn't hurt her that Beck was moving on but I knew it did. A week after Beck had his date they were official. He really didn't take long to move on with someone else. I questioned if he was just projecting his own feelings for someone else on Jade. Surprisingly Jade handled it well when we heard Beck being official.

A month after the break up I started to believe Jade was getting over him. We would hang out on weekends and some nights after school. Jade actually voluntarily hugged me and didn't make fun of me burying my head in her shoulder during horror movies. She teased but it was in a joking manner.

It wasn't long after the month mark that Jade started acting weird around me. She suddenly made up excuses for us not to hang out. I was shocked but I knew not to push her. If she wanted space I gave her space. After a couple of weeks of Jade's strange behavior, she showed up at my house one night crying begging to talk to Beck to beg him to take her back. I knew he wasn't with that Northridge girl anymore. As much as it hurt my heart I told her I would and she hugged me it felt nice I hadn't hugged her in a while. I thought maybe we could go back to our friendship if nothing else. The next day I found Beck.

"Hey Beck got a second?" I caught up to Beck.

"Hey Tori I do." Beck said with a smile. I could see why Jade fell for him he is one of the nicest guys I had ever met.

"Beck Jade still loves you."

"No Tori, she really doesn't she is in love with someone else, it sucks." Beck said with sad eyes.

"I don't think she is Beck, it's been almost two months since you guys broke up don't you think she would be with the person she loves. She wouldn't have begged for my help more than once to get you back. Jade begged Beck you and I both know she doesn't beg." I pleaded with him. "Just think about it and at least talk to her."

"You know Tori you are the most selfless person I know. Only you would help the girl that has treated you like shit since you got here and never expect anything in return." Beck smiled and hugged me. Beck deserved to be happy because she was selfless himself too.

The next day Beck told Jade he wanted her back and to give him another chance. Jade hugged him tight and said how happy she was. She looked happy except for her eyes having a brief look of sadness flash through them. I just ignored it and gave them some privacy.

I went home that night to my parents saying they needed to talk with Trina and I. They decided on finally getting a divorce. I was devastated I knew they weren't getting along but I was really hoping they would fix things. I locked myself away in my room that night. I wish Jade was there with me but I wouldn't call her and disturb her when she just got back with Beck, it wasn't fair.

"Hey Jade." I say walking up to Jade at her locker the next day.

"Ugh what do you want Vega?" She snapped at me harshly. I was taken aback. Jade hadn't talked to me like that in weeks.

"Um I just wanted to know if you wanted to do something this weekend." I asked feeling nervous. Jade slammed her locker shut and turned around.

"Vega, why the hell would I want to hang out with you? I have Beck back now I don't need you anymore. You can go scurry off and go do Vega shit and stop breathing on me and bugging me." Jade said with a disgusted look before walking down the hall to Beck. My heart broke. I just left school right then and there. I walked until I found a park.

I must have stayed at the park for an hour crying and just hating my life. It was around 12 when the rain started pouring down on me. I didn't care hopefully it would wash away all the bad shit from my life. I knew that's not how it worked. I started getting up from the swing I was on when my phone rang. It was Andre.

"Hey Toreeee, where did you go? You weren't at lunch. "

"Um hey I just had to leave." I said trying not to cry.

"Where are you? I'm coming to get you." I told him and waited 5 minutes later Andre was there. I went into his car and immediately broke down. I explained my parent's divorce, which I hadn't told anyone about, I told him my love for Jade and what she said to me. Andre held me and then took me home like I asked.

I arrived home and took a hot shower I was freezing from sitting in the rain. When I was done I heard my mom downstairs on the phone. I went down when I heard her hang up to talk to her.

"Honey, why aren't you at school?" My mom asked concerned she knew I never just skipped school or left early.

"I just wasn't feeling well." I said. "Mom, I want to move with you." She was shocked to say the least.

"Tori sweetie are you sure? All your friends are here, Hollywood Arts is here."

"Mom I don't care I'll my friends when I visit dad, and as for Hollywood Arts, I don't care enough to stay just for that school." My mom knew something was wrong. She isn't a prying parent so she let me be and just hugged.

We told my dad and Trina that night that I would be moving with my mom. I didn't know exactly how long ago it was they decided on the divorce because she already had an apartment. My mom was moving to Clarksville; which was only about an hour drive from my dad's house. I skipped school Friday to start getting packed and because it just didn't matter if I went; I wouldn't be staying there. Over the weekend Cat, Robbie and Andre came over and we hung out. I told them the unfortunate decision I had made. They were sad I was going but I promised I would stay in touch and wouldn't be that far plus I would be back to visit them. Jade and Beck didn't come over either day the rest of the gang came over. That was good because I couldn't face them.

So here I am staring at my locker this Monday morning. My last day at Hollywood Arts. I see Beck walk in he always gets here a little early before Jade, I wonder why they didn't ride together today though.

"Hey Beck, can I talk to you real quick?" I ask softly avoiding his eyes.

"Of course Tori!" He says with a smile.

"Okay thanks, How are you and Jade doing?"

"We are good we spent the weekend together it was nice I really missed us." Beck says looking a lot happier then the last time I saw him.

"Uh that's great Beck I am really happy." I said trying to be cheery. I know he is going to be sad I am leaving. It was tough to see Cat cry when I told her and Andre and Robbie tried to joke and laugh when we all hung out but they were just as sad. "Um Beck, today is my last day at Hollywood Arts, I am moving with my mom to Clarksville." I say I feel like I could cry. Beck is shocked.

"Uh, oh wow. Really? "

"My parents are getting a divorce. My mom was offered a job out there and I don't want her to be alone since Trina doesn't want to transfer out her senior year." Beck stares at me and has a sad look in his eyes again.

"Shit Tori, I'm going to really miss you." He pulls me in for a hug. Like Andre he saw right through my lie but didn't pry because I obviously didn't want to talk about it. A few tears left my eye but I wiped them away before he could see them.

"I'll miss you too. Um please do me a favor and let me tell Jade okay?" He nods and hugs me again. I walk away just as Jade walks in the doors. I leave before she confronts me or Cat came in and saw me. I hide in the bathroom until class starts. The day goes by painfully boring I just want it to be done. I am shocked at how much I just want to leave. I am more anxious is to see Jade and talk to her. I don't know what is wrong in my brain that makes me think she is going to be nice and beg me to say but I have hope. Beck and Jade aren't at lunch, which is a good thing because I don't want Jade to find out about the move before I tell her.

The rest of the day went painfully slow from lunch. Sikowitz class he gave us basically a free period so of course Jade and Beck left. I just stayed and talked to Andre, Cat and Robbie.

"Are you leaving because of Jade?" Andre comes up to me at my locker at the end of the day.

"I just can't do this anymore." I said through tears. "Don't worry we are best friends Andre I am going to talk to you so much you are going to be sick of me." I say trying to be cheerful. Andre just looks at me like a kid that had his favorite toy broken.

"I'll miss you Tor. Well here's your chance Jade's alone at her locker." Andre says hugging me tight before walking out the door. He is going to come over tomorrow morning before I leave. I make my way over to Jade's Locker.

"Hey Jade, do you…."

"What the fuck do you want Vega? " Jade cuts me off. I didn't think I could hurt anymore after last week.

"Jade I just wanted to talk, I need to tell you…."

"Vega, I couldn't care any less about anything you have to say. Beck is waiting for me and like I said before I don't need you anymore." Jade hisses at me, slamming her locker. Any doubt I had about leaving is gone. I can't wait to move the fuck away. Fuck you Jade West.