Bella
Seattle is a beautiful city, especially at night. I
adore the streetlights shining, just like a second set of stars.
"So where do you want to eat, Bells?" Jacob asks, putting his
arms around my shoulders.
I lean into his arm, and smile,
"wherever you'd like."
We're
walking down a street full of restaurants on either side. The night
air is a little chilly, but at the same time it feels amazing.
There's no other way I'd want to spend Valentines with my
boyfriend of over two years.
He smiles down at me, and stops
walking to kiss me on the forehead.
My heart flutters, and I
mutter "oh, Jake. Just pick a restaurant."
He grins, but we
both snap our heads in the direction of what had just been an
extremely loud crashing sound.
The
sound makes my heart speed up. I look all around for the source of
the noise, but the only thing out of the ordinary are two boys; one
fair haired, and one very large holding back a scrawny looking
red-head across the street. It appears as though it should be easier
to hold him back, but the two men actually seemed to be struggling.
"Come on, Bella," Jacob starts, his face locked on the brawling
men, "let's get inside before this turns into a fistfight."
I
nod, only half listening. The red-headed man across the street, who
somehow seems less scrawny, and more copper-haired, had his eyes
locked on us. Of course, there'd be no reason for him to be looking
at us, but somehow he still looks as though he is.
I stare right
back into his face, and I could almost swear that he was staring me
down. An almost feral look crosses his face before I turn my eyes
away and Jacob ushers me into the restaurant.
Edward
The
smell of that blood. Her blood. I have to get away before she walks
out of that place… Carlisle… Carlisle.
Emmett and Jasper have
left me. They simply patted me on the back and whispered hopes that
I'd do the right thing. How can they expect me to do the right
thing under a state of such intoxication? Emmett had failed when this
happened to him. I will fail as well…
She walks
out of the restaurant, alone. A cell phone in her hand, smiling and
talking to whoever was on the other end. She plays into my darker
side.
Oh, she makes it so easy…
The girl with the fire in
her blood. The fire that I only I can feel, burning across these
darkened streets. Smouldering a promise so seductively. A promise
that drinking this blood would warm me from this century of ice; make
my heart start beating again.
And my feet are already carrying
me across the street. The monster in my head laughs at the control I
foolishly thought I had.
In only a few moments it will be all
over. The innocent girl with the appealing blood will be lifeless at
my feet. I will be… a murderer once more.
So why won't my
feet stop carrying forward? Why can't I turn around instead of
cornering her in the alley she just walked into?
"Okay, bye
mom," the girl says cheerfully. I've cornered her, but she still
doesn't see me.
She turns around to walk back to her
restaurant. Her eyes move up and see me, and she freezes. Panic is on
her face, and at this point she must be trying to talk herself out of
me being a threat.
She tries to make a neutral face, and she
lowers her eyes. She walks quickly toward the restaurant, trying to
pass me at the farthest possible place to my left.
In one
quick, sweeping motion I run in front of her. Her eyes shoot up in
alarm, and she tries to run to my right.
Again I block her path,
looking down at her with a mixture of a smirk and pity. She panics,
and I lift my arm to her throat. I run us both at a speed far too
great for her to comprehend so that she is against the wall. Her body
smacks with a sickening crunch against the brick.
Within half a
minute, her hands are clawing at the one I have around her neck,
trying to pry my iron grip off. Her eyes are watering, and she's
screaming with what little she can get through her windpipe.
Her
eyes look around frantically as she continues struggling. I wait for
my least favourite part of killing to take place… the thoughts.
The reason I decided to give up hunting humans in the first place.
As someone dies, their mind reveals the most disturbing thoughts
imaginable. Regrets, pain, sadness, memories, and everything in
between. It breaks my frozen heart each and every time.
But I'm
taken by surprise when I hear what I least expected… nothing.
This struggling human with the intoxicating blood cannot even
formulate a thought as she dies.
I take a better look at her.
The emotions are almost written plain on her face, yet not a sound is
issued in her mind. Could this girl be more than her blood? She must
have a family, friends, a life. She probably had goals, memories,
even likes and dislikes. A human being, just as I had once been.
Is she beautiful? I look into her face for real. Her hair is a
normal shade of brown, there's nothing striking about her eyes. Her
mouth is a little uneven, not that it matters with her screaming. She
had a nice face. The kind of face someone's sister or girlfriend
would have. She had a nice smile, too. The kind of smile I would
smile back to in another circumstance.
"Bella?" a male
voice calls from the mouth of the alley.
I loosen my grip around
the girl's neck to see how she reacts. She presses the left side of
her face to the wall and closes her eyes. She sobs quietly.
"Bella? Where are you?" The voice calls more urgently.
"Jake..." she whispers, her voice cracking from the pressure I
had just been inflicting.
She takes a deep breathe, and still I
hear nothing of her mind. "Jake!" she musters a bit more loudly,
"Jake, get help!"
But her Jake doesn't get help. Instead,
the unintelligent man runs into the alley screaming "Bella,
Bella!"
I take a step back, releasing my hand from her throat.
She falls to the ground, and struggles to look up at the man.
He runs in front of me to her, and sinks down to her level. His mind
is as clear as day, while hers still remains silent. I began to
wonder if her mind was no longer attached.
"Oh, Bella… what
did he do to you? Are you alright honey? It's okay, I'm here
now."
"Jake…" She croaks.
Finally, the man
realizes that I have not fled, and that I am still standing within
feet of him and his girlfriend. He stands and faces me.
His
skin is a nice russet colour and I kind of feel like I've seen him
before. There's nothing really striking with him other than that.
He's tall compared to the girl, but average next to me.
"I'm
calling the cops. If you know what's good for you, you'll stay
here until they get here."
I rest my arm on the brick wall,
flashing him a cocky smile. He looks down at the girl protectively,
and then faces me again with malice.
"Are you psycho or
something?" he spits.
Its takes all my control, but somehow I
find the strength in me to walk away from this blood. I don't know
if I'll be able to stay away from it forever.
"I warned
you!" yells the man, countless awful words running through his
mind, "the police will find you!"
I turn back to him in one
quick movement. "Not you, or any police, will see my face again,"
I say in a hiss, taking an intimidating step towards the girl.
The guy runs forward, and throws his fist to punch me. I grab it
midair, and twist it until I hear a satisfying crunching sound. I
throw him to the ground beside his girlfriend.
She crawls
closer to him, her brow scrunched in worry. She runs a shaking hand
over his face. He doesn't respond. He must be unconscious from
hitting his head when I threw him.
Again, no thoughts come from
the girl. Her emotions are plainly written as she stares down into
her boyfriend's face. Love.
I had heard love in people's
minds all my life. From my father and mother, to my siblings. I knew
all sorts of loves, all bouncing around everyone's head but mine.
Never though, had I witnessed such a silent display of love. It
almost seemed that since I couldn't hear what she was thinking,
what she was showing became the focus. I never looked at that before.
Body language. Having to look too see what someone was saying.
Love.
Whatever that is.
And the man beside her, though unconscious,
had his mind brimming of this love as well. Though not as powerful as
the girl, Bella's, silence, it could not be denied either.
I
hear the sound of fabric blowing in the wind, and suddenly, another
vampire stands beside me, everything but his face is covered in a
grey cloak.
"Are these your kill?" he asks with a voice that
makes my skin crawl. I turn to him, and see his nearly bright red
eyes. He's barely more than a new-born.
"No," I answer,
and within a moment I realize I should have said yes. The cloaked
vampire's thoughts shift to torturing the two humans in front of
me. He sends me a smile, and then promptly dives onto Bella, knocking
her onto the ground.
Not her…
But wasn't
I about to finish her myself…?
My body reacts without
thinking, and I dive into the vampire, pinning him against the wall.
I twist and rip off his head, throwing it across the alley.
Then… I smell it. Bella's fresh blood.
I snap my head to
face her, still pinning the creature's body. Bella tries to crawl
to a corner, her shirt badly ripped, the skin underneath lightly
bleeding.
My body
goes rigid… The call of her blood is so strong.
The creature
takes my hesitation, and throws me off him. He runs and reattaches
his head, snarling inhumanly. He crouches in a feline pose, facing
me.
"I thought they weren't your kill," he says
matter-of-factly.
"The girl," a growl ripples through my
body, "is mine."
The vampire growls, but stands out of his
crouch. He nods at me, and gestures for me to take her. He watches as
I step slowly towards her.
I lower
myself to her level. Her eyes look up at me in hatred, as her body
shakes in pain. I expected to see fear instead. Her eyes stare into
mine in defiance, and then she glances to her man and all the anger
melts from her face. That emotion again…
How could I ever
think about killing this love? I would keep her alive for him, and
him for her. I would keep love alive for me, only because I want so
badly to know that love can be real for me. I will find it, even if
it takes eternity. Bella has inspired me to do that.
The thirst
in my throat burns, as I face away from her and to the other vampire.
I glide quickly to block his path.
"Go. These humans will not
die tonight," I say emotionlessly.
The creature's eyes
shine before he crashes into me, battling for his meal. I jump from
the wall behind me and push him to the ground. As quickly as
possible, I rip off his arm and shred it.
The creature pushes
me backwards, into Bella's love. His heart continues to beat, and
his thoughts continue to be of her, however, he is badly injured. I
push us away from him.
I jump up and rip off the creatures head
again, shredding it. Moving as quickly and steadily as I can, I
finish him. I jump on the rooftops, and scatter his remains as best I
can. He did not quite deserve death tonight.
Quickly, I run back
to the alley. Bella has crawled to her love's side, and she holds
him between her arms while calling for help.
Slowly, I walk a
few feet away from her, kneeling at her level.
"Are you
alright?" I ask softly.
She looks up at me, distrust on her
face, but not fear. "I know what you are," she says between
wheezing.
"You're incredibly fast," she says, "and
strong. Your skin… is pale white… and ice cold."
I nod,
looking into her brave face.
"I know what you are," she
repeats.
"Say it," I ask softly, "out loud."
She
looks into my eyes, full of pity and understanding, "vampire."
I
nod to her, watching her expression, "are you afraid?"
She
shakes her head slowly, never taking her eyes off mine.
