Disturbed, confused....hungry. The thirst was slowly killing me, slowly creeping upon me. I was slowly going crazy. I looked around silently praying nobody could see what I was about to do. Sucking in a breath I dove head first off the side of the building. Most would think it was a suicide attempt but I couldn't die. Grabbing on to the fire escape I swung around twice before crouching on the thin bar. Swinging in the window below I landed gracefully and silently on the windowsill. Moving so I was sitting on the dresser I smirked and just sat there staring at him with my glowing red eyes. I racked a claw on my bottom lip carelessly letting the blood trickle onto the dresser. I watched as he stirred ever so slightly. He sat up, and It only took a moment to find me, and with one flick of my clawed fingers he froze. Jumping down from my spot I sashayed over to him and flicked my finger again. I chuckled deeply and spoke in my husky voice.

"So so naive to leave your window open" I purred into his ear. He glared at me with his espresso eyes.

"Why are you here...and now of all times!" he he spat/hissed out. He turned to me our faces just centimeters apart, barely touching. I leaned in so our lips were but millimeters apart.

"Why am I here? Because the death doesn't call on me, and for that the black blood of the white rose doesn't do its deed in what it was created for" I said sadly.

His eyes softened as if he understood.

"Just because your time will not come doesn't mean your blood is black , the white rose may be useless to you but it is only a matter of time until the white petals take you away" he said knowingly. I gave a curt nod and lied down in his bed.

"I just wish that time was now, because I'm sick of what Ive become" I whispered. He lay down next to me.

"You shouldn't hate what you've become you should hate you should hate how you've come of it" he said. The tears came like a broken dam. Sobs racked my body.

"But why me, why did I have to be there at that time!, I had to watch the innocent suffer and die, why did I live" I sobbed looking at him. He gave a bitter smile.

"Fate, fate is to blame" he whispered softly. I looked at him smiling bitterly, then at the small crescent moon on his ear lobe showing his destiny. I closed my eyes as I touched it. Blackness took oer my sights as a single white petal fluttered to the ground. I pulled my hand back and gasped. He looked at me.

"What" he asked worried. My eyes turned white with a blueish silver lining as always when I saw the persons future.

"Death...." I whispered. He paled.

"What.." he whispered.

"Not to you, but to a girl, she will be very close to you, but beware she is not what you will think, she is of my kin family, her crest the same as mine, but she has a pure heart that has not been tainted for she was born with the vampire blood and with the powers of a seer, you need to go to her" I said in a monotone voice.

"Where?"

"Stars Hollow Connecticut, I believe your uncle lives there, her name is Rory Gilmore, and your the only one that can save her jess" and with that I kissed his cheek and flew off not caring I didn't get my thirst quenched, I had seen the death of my own kin, my dear sister, Rory Gilmore. I sighed.

"i really need a drink"