I was bored...boredom leads to many things which lead to this. Still, I hope you like it.

-Alexkatia

"I could never hate you." I breathed

He stood there and glared at me with cold eyes. I loved those eyes but they hurt me so many times. No, it still doesn't matter. He told me he loved me. That's all that matters to me.

I didn't understand why he was angry at me. He asked me one simple question and I answered it. I didn't fidget when I said it. I wasn't lying. I could never hate him. He came closer to me and held my arms tight.

"Don't lie to me." snarled Sasuke.

He was really angry. I could feel the tremors in his hands. He was cutting off my circulation. His teeth were threatening. I was scared. What did I do wrong? Sasuke was hurting me. Why was Sasuke mad?

"You're hurting me." I cried.

He threw me to the floor as if I was a defected doll. I held back my tears. It would make him more furious. Whatever was going on tears would not help. They never seemed to do.

Sasuke swept his arms across the table and dishes landed on the floor. Dinner fell to the floor. The dishes broke into many pieces. The candles I set were on the floor. It started a huge fire. I was frozen. I couldn't move a limb of my body. I didn't even care if the fire engulfed me. I didn't want to do this anymore. I wanted all of this to end. My heartfelt dinner was ruined and Sasuke was steaming hot. The fire was getting close but I didn't budge.

I guess Sasuke cared. He threw a bucket of water to douse the fire. The water splashed me as if it was a thousand needles stabbing my skin. My dress clings to me and my hair embraces my face. If someone had a camera I'm sure they would take a picture of me. They would have pity on me. I felt so weak. This was the worst way to celebrate our anniversary.

"Get up."

I didn't get up fast enough for Sasuke. He yanked me up to my feet and started shaking me.

"What's wrong with you Sakura?"

I think he was trying to get some sense out of me or into me. I couldn't fight back the tears now. I covered my face and cried while he shakes me. I feel so worthless, so stupid. I could never do anything right. I'll never be good enough for Sasuke.

"Why can't you answer me?"

I cry and cry while my husband is infuriated. I didn't understand why he was doing this. It's our anniversary and all I wanted to do was to celebrate it with my husband. He is barely home or spends time with me. I just wanted a special dinner with him. What was wrong with that? Isn't that what normal couples do?

"Stop it! All right all right!" I yelled.

Sasuke let me go and I moved from his grip. He was staring at me with expectations. What did he want me to do? I didn't know what to do. I just yelled at him because I was tired of him shaking me. I stopped crying and stood up straight.

"What do you want from me Sasuke?" I asked.

Sasuke didn't come closer to me. His hands balled into fists. I was terrified for my life. Was Sasuke going to hit me? Why didn't I just shut-up?

"Why do you love me Sakura?" wondered Sasuke.

I was silent for a minute but I thought of an answer quick. "You're my husband."

"Is that all?"

"You are kind to me."

"Lie."

"You've always been there for me."

"Lie."

"You are the most important thing to me in the whole world. Without you there is no reason for me to live."

"Lie, you are smart and beautiful. There is a reason for you to live without me."

I bit my lip and held my wrist in my hand. Why was Sasuke saying such things? I'm not lying to him. These are honest answers.

He eyed me for a moment and took a deep breath. "When was the last time I told you I love you? I remember, two weeks ago. When was the last time we really talked besides now? Three months ago. When have I been home for more than three hours? I can't even remember."

"I…don't know…."

"Exactly, you don't even know the last time we slept together. I am not the good husband you describe me to be. "

I was confused but I saw the truth at the same time. I knew it all along. I know what Sasuke does when he's not with me. I know who he is with and they do. Ino was always in the way. I knew it all along but I pretended like it wasn't true. I just don't want to confront it.

"Do you love me?" I whispered.

Sasuke came closer to me. He rubs his thumb across my cheek. I stare into his eyes, hoping he won't break my heart any further.

"Yes, I love you Sakura."

I held onto his jacket. I held onto my life. Sasuke is all that I know. I don't know what to do without him.

"Sakura, I don't think we can make this work. You deserve someone better than me. I know it will hurt but you can make it Sakura. You're strong."

"No…no….no…don't leave me." I repeated. "I need you…I need you…I need you."

"Sakura, let's be realistic. This marriage can't continue." Sasuke ended.

He took my hands off his jacket and started to walk away from me. I was helpless. I was only 24 and my marriage is falling apart.

"THEN KILL ME!" I screamed.

He ceased to walk and turn to glance at me. He was fuming but I was frantic. He thinks he can walk away like it's nothing. I built my life on this marriage. My marriage was the foundation of my life. Now that he leaves it all crumbles. He's all I have.

"KILL ME SASUKE!" I shrieked. "I PROMISED TILL DEATH DO US PART."

Sasuke walked out of the door. He walked out of my life. I didn't know what to do next.

"I love you Sasuke. Isn't that enough?"

I grabbed a knife from the counter. I held it to my stomach.

"Good-bye….."

And the world went black.

Ok this story can go to ways. I have two more chapters I can upload and make this a full story or it can stay as a oneshot. Your choice so leave it with your review.

-Alexkatia