okay, so i know it's not a good idea to start another story while having one already in the progress, but this idea just popped into my head and i just have to write it, besides, i'm going to have chapter seven of Diary of a Broken Heart up soon ahha

anyway, enjoyyyy and review!

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Dear Diary,

Hey there, how've you been? I know you're probably angry with me, it's been at least five months since I've touched you. But I can explain. My life has been so crazy and unexpected, and I know that sounds bad coming from the girl who has two vampires in her life, plus another jealous physco ex girlfriend who's in the process of trying to kill me. Did I mention that she two is also a vampire who just happens to look exactly like me?

Last time we left of, I believe, was right after Bonnie's grandmother passed away due to the amount of energy she had to use to lift the seal which was holding Stefan and Damon in the tomb. Till this day, Bonnie has refused to associate with me unless I completely drop Damon and Stefan. She really does hate them more than anything, and since that's coming from Bonnie, it really means something because she's one of the nicest girls I know. I guess she's trying to find someone to blame for her grandmother's death, and sadly, Damon and Stefan are the two easiest candidates. I do miss my best friend more than anything, since I've lost her friendship I don't have anyone to talk to anymore. I mean, sure, I can talk to Damon and Stefan, but that's just it, I don't want to talk to the brothers about themselves. For one, Stefan would probably feel like he did something wrong and spend hours over analyzing on how to fix whatever problem he may or may not have caused. As for Damon, well Damon would allow the fact that I even want to talk about him get to his head, and I wouldn't hear the end of it. And trust me, Damon knows how to keep at it even when a person tells him to drop it. It's his own personal game.

Like I said before, a lot has happened within the past five months. To begin with, I found out that I was adopted. My birth mother, Isobel, had me when she was in highschool. She bailed on me and left me without a mother or father. For a while, I lost all hope of talking to her or at least finding out about her. No one knew of her, or if they did, it wasn't much. After about a week or two of knowing about the adoption, I was informed even more news. Isobel, had been turned into a vampire on her own request. Wait - it gets even better. The vampire who turned her? Yup, you're right. Damon Salvatore himself. At first, I was extremely confused, hurt, upset, angered, and pretty much every other emotion in the book. I wanted to kill Damon. Alaric, Isobel's current/ex husband, helped me through it all though. He had also just found out that Isobel was now a vampire. He explained to me how she always had this fascination with them, and would spend hours researching them. Lucky for her, she found a vampire who didn't care about anyone but himself and got him to change her.

After about a month, Isobel showed up. Can't say I was excited, because honestly, I never wanted to meet her after a stranger came up to me and informed me about how Isobel wanted nothing to do with me then got himself hit by a large eighteen wheeler. However, we all know that when a vampire wants something, it won't stop until it gets it. She wanted to meet with me at the local coffee shop. I agreed to go, but not alone. I had Stefan in the corner the entire time, although Isobel had already known the moment she walked through the door. She was exactly what I expected her to be like. Cold, heartless, and unkind. I hated her the moment we first talked. She explained how she was looking for a device that Jonathon Gilbert had given to Pearl, who had then given the device to Damon. Isobel demanded that I get the device from Damon, or else she'd kill Jeremy. As soon as Stefan and Damon learned of her threats, they weren't too happy. Stefan was the supportive boyfriend who was there for me if needed someone to talk to, while Damon, well Damon was ready to rip someone's head off. I didn't know it at the time, but I later learned that he paid a visit to Isobel and threatened to kill Isobel if she laid one hand on me. She then informed him how the device was for Katherine, which only angered him even more. I never thought it was possible, but Damon Salvatore was finally over Katherine. Anyway, I ended up learning that the device was a device used to kill vampires. Bonnie agreed to help me remove the spell. That way, Damon and Stefan would be safe, and Isobel would have never noticed the difference. We then had a meeting to exchange. She threatened me by arriving with two large humans, however, I was smarter than that. I remember nodding to behind Isobel as Damon and Stefan appeared behind her. It was going as planned, until Isobel dropped the bomb.

"But you took a risk with Damon. How'd you know he'd give it to me?"

"Because, he's in love with you."

It replays in my mind, over and over, like a song stuck on repeat. I'm not sure how I feel about the fact that Damon's in love with me, I didn't let it sink in enough yet. I know that Stefan's uncomfortable with me and Damon's relationship, he's told me and Damon many times. But Damon needs someone, and I can't just leave him alone like that. I'd basically be doing what Katherine did to him after all these years.

Anyway, I'm ahead of myself. I forgot to tell you about how Damon and I even started talking. Well, you see, after we all went into the tomb, Damon threw a bag of blood at the wall whenever he discovered that Katherine was no where's to be found. The other vampires locked inside the tomb used that blood in order to escape. They were all enemies with the Salvatores, duet to the fact that Mr. Salvatore was the reason they were all buried inside the tomb to begin with. So naturally, they set out for revenge. Vampires don't take betrayal lightly. For example, Damon and Stefan. Even after 145 years, they still aren't completely over their fight. Anywho, one of the vampires, kidnapped Stefan and tortured him until he was on a thin line between death and his un-dead life. Surprisingly, Damon pulled through and rescued Stefan. It was really an interesting site, actually. The minute Damon walked into the house he begin staking vampires, warning them that when they mess with one Salvatore, they have to deal with the other. Seeing him fight the head vampire was a story in itself. I never seen Damon so aggressive and so angry. He was literally beating the vampire's head from one side to the other. Anyway, because of all the pain they caused Stefan, he could barely walk or move. There was only one way to make him stronger so he could save not only his life, but also mine while Damon was busy fighting in the house. I had to give him blood. One problem - I wasn't in a pet store, which left one more option, me. I never thought or expected it to get as bad as it got. Little did I know that after years of no human blood, the moment you taste it, you become addicted. His problem wasn't really noticable until the Founder's Day pageant. Whenever I looked down at the crowd before walking down the stairs, and didn't see Stefan, was when the fear set in. At first I thought I'd be embarrassed without a partner, but thankfully, Damon rushed to my side and did the entire dance with me. I believe that at that moment in time, my feelings for Damon started to grow - just a little. After the dance, we went searching for Stefan and found him attacking Amber. Once Damon had him under control, we discussed ways to fix the problem. Damon brought up how Stefan had locked him into the cellar to control his problem whenever he was feeding on Caroline, and suggested that we do the same for Stefan. Seeing Stefan locked up was a horrible sight, I felt so helpless and so at fault. From that day on, Damon and I continued to grow closer and closer. We were there for each other and really opened up.

In addition, my brother now knows about vampires as well. A few months back, he met this young girl named Anna. She was new in town and instantly clicked with Jeremy. Little did he, or even I know that she was also a vampire in search of her mother Pearl who was also locked up in the tomb. At first, she was using my brother for his blood, but slowly, she developed real feelings for him. When we first met, we hated each other because she tried to kill me and all. But now, I don't mind having her around. She makes Jeremy happy and she's actually really sweet. At first, Jeremy hated me. He read my diary and learned about how I had asked Damon to erase his memory of Vicki, and let's just say he wanted me dead. But slowly, he realized my intentions were good and forgave me. It's kind of weird seeing my brother around when crazy events go on, but then agani it's also nice because now I don't have to hide anything from him.

Equally important, turns out Uncle John, really isn't my uncle. In fact, he's my father. I freaked out when I found out too. And you'll never guess who was the one to break the news to me. Damon. That's right, instead of my own boyfriend informing me, his brother had to. I took it hard at first, but then I slowly got used to it. Now, we're pretty cool but I tend to stay away from him. I mean, he tried to kill Stefan and Damon.

As soon as I confronted Stefan about not telling me, he became all jealous and thought I was lying to him about how often Damon and I saw each other. He had really changed since the blood incident, and it wasn't for the better either. I decided to drop the subject because honestly, I wasn't in the mood to fight. But the attitude continued for days at a time, and finally, I grew tired of it. So we both decided it was time to take a break, but we'd remain close friends, and when the time was right, we'd try us again. Due to the break up, Damon's been around more often. But not like that, well at least not on my part. He has been dropping so many hints, it gets annoying after hearing kitten at least fourty times a day. He keeps trying to flirt with me or seduce me, it's kind of cute in his own twisted way. So far, I'm doing pretty good at avoiding any feelings for Damon. Don't know how much longer I can last though.

Yeah, well you see, October begins in two days, and since October is "Halloween" month, the brothers have invited me to stay at the mansion for the entire month to show me how a real creature of the night celebrates the month. Of course, Damon and Stefan have different ideas on how to celebrate it with me, which is why they've agreed to split the month in half. So for one half of the month, I'll be celebrating with Stefan, and the other half with Damon. I'm kind of worried about Damon's half, one of his days include Halloween itself, which means I'm probably going to be dressed slutty. Thank God he can't force me to wear anything I don't want to. I'm also worried he'll make me do something evil, like kill a human or something. That'll never happen. Anyway, I've got to start packing. You wouldn't believe how much clothes a girl needs.

Love always,

Elena

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Okay so I know this entire chapter is Elena's diary, but I thought it'd be a cute way to start of the story. I won't include every single day of october in this story cause honestly that'd be too long of a story, but I will include a few days for each brother. anyway, tell me what you think