A/N: Oh my goodness! I haven't posted in such a long time! Well just so you know, this story is based off my other story called Letters to Romeo (Events). This story just the letters that Clare's writes to her Romeo, Eli. My other story includes events not seen here. Please leaves reviews. I am planning to have only 5 chapters so this will be the first story I complete. Thank you everyone!^,^
'November 1, 2016
Dear Eli,
It's me, Clare Edwards. I hope you haven't forgotten about me just yet. You know, the last time we saw each other was so long ago. It seems like it was just yesterday though. We haven't spoken in three years and that is mostly my fault. You have no idea how much I would like to talk to you in person. I want to tell you everything that I need to tell you. I made a mistake back then but I guess I just never knew how to apologize for it.
Remember that day when I surprised you in New York? I don't know what to think about that day anymore. I mean, within the first second I saw you, I was so happy. Then suddenly, all that happiness faded away. I am still confused about that day. Did I do the right thing by going there? Did I make a mistake? Maybe I had thought we were meant to last forever and I got way too excited. I guess I never noticed the signs from before.
Eli, that day that I walked away from you, I didn't know what to think anymore. You called many times but I never answered. I had hoped to never see you again. I just wanted to disappear off the face of the planet. Seeing you with someone else caused so much pain. You have no idea how much I loved you then. The sad part is, I still love you to this day. I really wish you could understand that.
Sending this letter to you will be very difficult. You probably have a girlfriend now and sending this letter will just be a repeat of what happened three years ago. I am going to be honest with you. I secretly ask Adam how you're doing. When I get the chance, I ask him if you've mentioned me. He's told me you have and that's why I write this letter to you. I write this to tell you that I still think of you. I still love you. No matter how many times I've tried to move on, it's impossible. I want to let go of you. I want to forget about you. I just can't. I can't forget everything we went through. You mean so much to me. I still think it was dumb of me to write this letter. I could just call you and tell you all this. I don't know. A part of me wants me to just walk away from you, forever, but then there's this one part of me that misses you like crazy.
Eli, you have no idea how much I love you. You will never know. Maybe one day we could be reunited. I hope this happens soon.
-Yours Truly,
Clare Edwards.