Hey this is my first story.

Disclaimer: I don't own ANYTHING (yet) HAHaHA

This focuses a lot on Rogue's past (her fake past i made up for her) I used the 1990s TV show X-men so its word 4 word with a little twists.

So without further a due What If...

It started with power, unlimited power. I had the power of the phoenix in my hands. Until I had to make the biggest choice of my life. The choice of life and death.

"All X-Men report to the War Room. I repeat all X-Men report to the War Room" Charles Xavier said thou our mind telepathically.

I was on the roof of the Xavier Institute, in my usual uniform, when he said this. Thinking about what happened many years ago, when I was 4. Having nightmares and blaming my self. I just needed some alone time. With a family gone you feel...alone. I flew off the roof to the door and walked inside. As I was going to the war room I ran into Storm,Ororo, who was wearing a African T-shirt, orange with blue stripes and gray sweat pants.

"What were you doing outside?" she asked with worry.

"Oh, um I was having trouble sleeping," I said fast as I headed tords the War Room.

"Oh," she said with sadness in her voice. Good old Storm always trying to help.

As I entered I saw Cyclops, Scott, in a orange robe siting by Professor X, Charles Xavier, who was in a blue robe. I sat down and Ororo shortly followed. About 10 seconds later Wolverine,Logan, Jubilee, and Beast,Hank, came in. Logan had a green robe, a white T, and blackish brownish shorts. Jubilee had a gray T and gray sweats on. Hank had his normal uniform, black shorts.

"So... what's the big deal that couldn't wait till morning?" Logan asked angrily and sleepy as he walked in.

"I...I'm sorry,Wolverine, but I wouldn't have disturbed you if I didn't fell it was important," As Professor X said this Logan took a seat next to Jubilee.

"(sniffing) Zit cream?" Logan asked.

"Oh, no! I forgot," Jubilee said as she was wiping it off. Embarrassed, she turned away from us.

"Jean is still on a mission." Professor X said as I sat next to him and Scott, "Dose anybody know were Gambit is?"

"Probably on a date," I mumbled angerly.

"Look like I come home just in time," Gambit,Remie, said as he leaned aginst the door of the War Room. He was wearing a button up T shirt (I can't believe he buttoned that up by him self!), a blue dress coat, and black pants.

"Late date,eh,Gumbo?" Logan asked turning twords him. Gumbo, Logan's nick name for him. My nick name for him is Swamp Rat.

"Not for me," Swamp Rat said. (OH, I HATE HIM!)

"The space shuttle starcore is scheduled for launch tomorrow," Professor X continues as Swamp Rat sat next to me. But, of coarse I ignored him.

"Yes, I just recently spoke with Dr. Corbeau," Hank said who was sitting on the table, "He intends to study a unique solar vortex phenomenon," As Hank said this Pro. X looked like he was getting a vision.

"Professor Xavier?" Jubilee said worried.

"Professor," Scott said with worry in his voice.

"You must get aboard that shuttle and go to the Eagle One Space Station," Pro. X said. We all gasped with fear in our eyes, "or Dr. Corbeau and his crew are doomed!," he coutenued angrely. As he smashed the table with his fist.

"Breaking into government installations is not usually our style," Remy said. Thats right. The last time we broke into government installations Beast got arrested and Morfe died. Well he didnt realy die that nasty Sinster brought him back to life...for a price. He became evil until he saved my life a few mounts back.

"What are we supposed to do on Eagle One?" Scott asked. (scoff) Teacher's Pet!

"I...I wish I could tell you..." Pro. X said.

"I don't..."Logan started before I interrupted him.

"What! Don't you trust us," I screamed, "We could die!"

"Rogue," Pro. X said calmly to me, but I didn't listen.

"Hey next time you want us to die or get arrested," I pointed to Hank, "give me a warning!." I stood up and walked out.

"Rogue," Pro. X said but I still didn't want to hear it.

"Petite," Gambit called back to me but it was to late I was gone.

I walked to the frount door,no, I ran to the frount door crying. When I got out side the sun wasn't seeable yet but you could tell it was rising because the sky was pink and purple. I flew up to the roof and cried for about an hour before Storm came and found me.

"Hey," she said calmly.

"Oh, Hi," I said wiping tears of my face with my sleeve, "How was the meeting?"

"Oh, well, um, after you left he dissmissed us to get suited up," her voice was still calm as she looked up at me, "then he said I needed to stay behind."

"What!" I looked shocked, "Why?"

"He wants Jubilee to be the destacion and after she gets arrested I save her," she looked so beautiful as the sun rose over her head.

"Oh, so now Jubliee to get arrested," I said angry.

"Rogue, it's not what you think we NEED this desaction," she was calm, "Rogue,your usually up to the challenge. What's wrong?"

The question shocked me I was surprised then mad again. I pushed her out of the way, "Nothin, nothin's wrong." I flew off the roof and left.

I was still mad as I walked thou the hallway to Pro. X's study. But not at Storm or at Pro. X but at myself. I let him fall...every time I close my eyes I hear screams...my brother screams...my fault...it was my fault. And I had to make it up! I was going on that shuttle weter I die or not!

I hoped u liked. Plez review :D *sorry 4 misspelled words if u have a complaint tell me and ill fix it*