Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter in any way!! Now read on: )

Façade

By: Candace

I look happy and full

of life, but deep down

I am and emotional wreck.

I'm hyper and spontaneous

But sad and depressed at

The same time.

My Friends are around me

All the time but even though

They're with me I feel utterly,

And completely alone.

I feel like dying inside, no it

Feels like someone took a

Knife and stabbed me in

The heart.

I have all this energy but all

This energy is just a façade.

It's all of my pent up emotions

Escaping, and flowing freely,

But they have to get out in a

Good way or they'll know

Something is wrong.

My boyfriend has left me to

Go fight, but I want him back,

No not want…need. I love

Him with all my heart.

I miss his touch, his kiss, his

Voice, I miss the feel of his

Lips against mine, I miss HIM.

If he doesn't come home I don't

Know what I'll do. I'll never get

Over him, that's for sure, but I

Will move on because that's life,

And life is screwed up. But, the

fact of the matter is…life is, and

always will be…a façade.

A/N: This is only my second fanfic so dont be too harsh. I really hope you enjoyed this. :) R&R please!!