~*~Hurt Me Good~*~

By: Julicia

11/2/2009

Alli lay on her bed restlessly thinking about her recent break up with Johnny. It had been a week but she still couldn't get him off of her mind. Even though he lied to her about his past she still had feelings for him that wouldn't subside no matter how hard she tried. She turned on her side, staring at her window as tears formed in her eyes. Memories of how she used to sneak Johnny in and out of her room so her parents wouldn't find out about him made her smile a bit but it didn't stop the tears from falling.

Her phone began to ring on the dresser nearby and she quickly jumped up to get it, her heart speeding tremendously at the thought of it being Johnny.

The name Clare was in the caller I.D. She was a little disappointed but relieved that she was calling so that she can get her mind off of her ex for once. "Hey, Clare." Alli's voice was full of sadness as she walked slowly back to her bed.

"Hey. Are you feeling okay?"

"I'm fine." It was a brief silence between the line.

"Well, I think that you should join me and K.C. tonight. We're going to the movies and it might be good if you come along. It will help get your mind off of things."

"Thanks, but I don't want to feel like a third wheel." Alli plopped down on the edge of her bed, still holding the phone to her ear.

"Connor will be there." Clare added.

"Great." Alli said with sarcasm. "Now I'm going on a date with Connor?" She rolled her eyes, her mind wondering back to Johnny briefly as she sniffled.

"No, we're just going to a movie together. You don't have to hold his hand. Just come with us. It will be good for you."

"Fine." Alli let out a huge sigh, standing to her feet.

"Okay, meet up at my place." Clare hung up the phone and called K.C. and Connor to let them know that Alli was going to be joining them.

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They were all standing in line at the theater trying to decide what movie they were going to see. "How about we see Dungeon Fights of The Elite?" Connor suggested.

"Eww! Can you be any weirder?" Alli crossed her arms, disgusted by the thought of that movie. K.C. and Clare both looked at each other, not wanting to see that movie either.

"It has really high ratings so far. Plus I really wanted to see it." Connor tried to get Alli and the others to change their minds but like always, it failed.

"How about we see Ghost Town?" K.C. suggested. Clare agreed since it would give her an excuse to jump on him during the movie.

"I guess that's okay." Alli shrugged her shoulders, looking away from her friends and towards the ground.

"Whatever, I still think that Dungeon Fights of The Elite would have been best." K.C. held back from laughing as they all got their tickets and headed inside.

Connor walked closely to Alli, making her feel uncomfortable. "You don't have to walk so close. People are going to think we're together." Alli put some distance in between them and headed for the concession stand, joining K.C. and Clare who were already ordering.

Connor was looking at the menu up above, accidentally brushing up against Alli. "Sorry." He said shyly, deciding that he was going to get a pack of twizzlers and a small popcorn. "I'll have a small popcorn and some twizzlers please." He adjusted his glasses, eying Alli as he paid for his food. "I'll be waiting by the arcade with K.C. and Clare." He said awkwardly, walking to join his friends.

Alli was ordering next as her three friends waited near the arcade for her. She couldn't decide what she wanted and everything was so expensive. If only she had a boyfriend to get her whatever she wanted. "I'll have one pretzel and a small lemonade." Alli smiled, feeling a little uncomfortable for some reason. Clare was lucky that she had a boyfriend that didn't lie to her about important things and who was always there for her. She couldn't help but to feel a little jealous as she grabbed her pretzel and lemonade and joined her friends.

"Well, let's go." Alli sipped her drink, walking with her three friends when she spotted Johnny. Her heart sped up. He wasn't alone. He was with another girl. Her hands went numb as her drink fell to the floor. She couldn't believe her eyes. After all this time of trying to get over him, he already had moved on like they were never together.

She watched as the girl flirted and threw herself all over Johnny. What a slut?! I guess those are the type of girls he's really into. She handed her pretzel to Clare, rushing over to the two. "So this is what you've been doing?" Alli was so angry that she could slap him, and she did. Hard. Almost making him stumble back.

"What the hell is your problem?" He frowned. His friends were laughing at him as she made even more of a full of him by slapping him again. "I hope you have a great time lying to her like you did me." Alli turned away, about to walk off when Johnny grabbed her.

K.C. took a step, preparing to defend her but Clare stopped him. "You'll just make it worse."

Connor backed away, sort of hiding behind K.C. "Maybe this was a bad idea? We can see a movie another time."

"Why? Don't tell me you're that chicken." Connor hung his head in embarrassment.

"Let go of me!" Alli shouted.

"No." He pulled her away from his friends who were still laughing and making fun of him. "What the hell is wrong with you? How about I embarrass you in front of your friends?" He looked down at her, seeing that she was really upset. He hated seeing her hurt, but he didn't know how to make it up to her either.

"Whatever you do will just make yourself look even more STUPID!" She raised her voice, drawing in more attention.

"Stop it!" He was beginning to get a little irritated with her. He hated being stuck in situations like this in public. "You're the one who wanted to end it. Plus, I'm not even with that girl if that's why you're jealous. My friends brought her along to try to hook me up with her but I don't like her."

Alli felt relieved to hear him say that. Even though they were broken up she still didn't want another girl stealing him away. "Who said I was jealous?"

"It's obvious. Why else would you slap me in front of my friends?" His cool blue eyes stared at her with concealed emotions. He wanted to tell her how much he still wanted to be with her but what was the point if she made it clear that they were through? "I know I hurt you, Bandhari, but I still..."

"Alli, come on! We're going to miss the movie!" Clare shouted from near the theater room door.

"I got to go." She was turning to walk off and he grabbed her again by her hand. A feeling of warmth was felt between the both of them as he pulled her back to him again.

"I really wanna talk to you."

"Alli!" Connor said in a complaining tone. Johnny glared at Connor like he wanted to hit him, making him back up behind K.C. again.

"Can I call you later tonight?" Alli gazed at his sexy, small lips, wanting to just kiss him and forget about everything. She remained silent, not knowing what to say. "Are you going to answer me?"

"I have to go, okay." She pulled her hand away from his, giving him a sad puppy face unknowingly. He could tell she still wanted him just by the way she was acting. He knew deep down that she wanted to be with him just as much as he wanted to be with her.

Alli joined her friends again and Connor placed his hand on her back, letting her know that everything was going to be okay. Johnny clenched his fists, watching as she entered the room with them. He wished that he could be there for her like her friends always are but she was making it so hard for him.

Stacy, the girl that Bruce brought along for Johnny, walked up to him. "Aw, what's the matter?" She latched onto his arm, running a finger across his chest. He looked down at her, letting out a sigh.

"Nothing. Actually, I think I'm gonna go." He pulled away from her, walking over to his friends. "I'll see you guys later."

"Ah, she's got you that whipped?" Bruce teased, getting everyone to laugh again.

"Shut up. I just changed my mind." Stacy looked a little disappointed. She was hoping that he stayed because she was really crushing on him.

"Aw, stay for me?" She pouted.

"Sorry, maybe some other time." He walked off from them, leaving the theater alone. He wanted to make it up to Alli so badly and if he stayed to watch a movie with Stacy, which was the same one Alli and her friends were seeing, it would probably upset her more. He got in his car, laying back in his seat with thoughts of Alli still on his mind.

~*~*~*~*~

Alli entered her room, shutting the door behind her. She couldn't believe she had ran into Johnny at the movies and to see him with another girl just made her angry inside. She turned on the T.V. and changed into her pajamas, hearing her phone ring.

It was Johnny calling. Her heart pounded in her chest like thunder as she hesitated to answer his call. She really missed him and wanted to talk to him so she decided she would hear what he had to say. It couldn't hurt.

"Hey." She answered, turning off her room light and getting into bed.

"What are you doing?" His voice sounded sexy to Alli and it made her want to giggle like the little school girl that she was but she took a deep breath instead.

"Laying down in my bed, watching T.V." She smiled, feeling a little shy.

"Watching T.V.? What are you watching?" Johnny laid down on his bed, putting a hand behind his head.

"Um, nothing really, just going through the channels. I just got home not too long ago."

"So what was your problem?" She smiled again, twirling a finger in her hair.

"Do you even have to ask? You lied to me and seeing you with a girl already..." She paused.

"Look, like I said before. That girl is nothing to me. She isn't my type either."

"Then what is your type?"

"You."

Alli smiled widely, putting her phone down to giggle. Johnny could hear her giggling, which brought a smile to his face. She still was the same innocent, sweet girl she was before. Alli picked the phone back up, trying to grab a hold of herself.

"I could hear you giggling. I know you still like me." A burning, passionate feeling ran through her. She did still like him but she couldn't tell him that. Plus she promised Clare that she would stay away from him. He was bad news.

"No, I don't. I was laughing at the T.V."

Johnny rolled his eyes. He knew she was lying. "Can I come see you?" He raised an eyebrow, knowing she wanted to say yes by the way she began to breathe a little harder.

"My parents are here."

"You can sneak me in like always." He smirked. She could now hear her heart beating. She couldn't say no. It was like she had no control at all.

"I don't know. What if you get caught?"

"I won't." He hung up the phone, leaving her with a confused look on her face.

"Oh my god." Alli said to herself. She quickly scurried to her restroom to freshen up, not knowing what to wear. She remembered she had bought some really cute pajamas not too long ago. Maybe I should put those on. She walked back in her room, going through her drawer quietly.

Thirty minutes had passed and he still wasn't there. What if he was just playing around? She began to feel a little sad, thinking back to the girl he was with earlier. What if he's with her instead? She walked to her dresser, spraying some of her perfume on.

A light knock was heard on her window. She strode over, letting Johnny in through the window. "What took you so long?" She whispered. She shut the window and then went to go lock her room door.

"I didn't take long. You're just over anxious."

"No, you did take a long time."

"Whatever." He laid down on her bed, looking at the television screen. He looked so cute laying there with just the light of the T.V. shining on him.

"You just gonna stare or are you gonna come over here?" He turned his eyes toward Alli, waiting for her to join him.

She shyly climbed onto her bed, sitting up next to him. She grabbed the remote, changing the channel to something she thought he would want to watch.

"Come here." He pulled her down next to him, holding her close. She felt so safe and warm in his arms, his scent captivating her.

"You smell good." She complimented, making him smile.

"Oh really?" He looked her in the eyes, his smile fading slowly as his feelings for her surfaced. He pressed his lips against hers as his heart pounded, pulling her on top of him. He kissed her deeper, running a hand through her hair. He never felt so...in love.

Alli began to get into the kiss, letting him take control over her. She let out a light moan when she felt him grab her waist, making her grind against him. He was hard and it turned her on by how much he wanted her.

Johnny pulled away from the kiss, breathing heavily. "Maybe I shouldn't have kissed you." He could barely keep a straight face as she rocked back and forth on him, making him even harder.

"It's okay."

"Are you sure?" He licked his lips as his blue eyes filled with desire for her.

She nodded, kissing his lips softly as she pulled off her silky pajama top, revealing her bra. She then unsnapped it, causing Johnny's eyes to widen. "Do you like what you see?" Her voice was soft and sweet and it was driving Johnny crazy. He didn't want to do anything she wasn't ready for but the way she looked at him made him not want to stop at all.

"Yeah." He sat up a little with Alli still straddling him, placing his warm, wet mouth on one of her breast. She watched him with flushed cheeks as he sucked and licked her teasingly, soon switching to her other breast and doing the same. Her hands ran through his hair. She wanted him so badly now but she didn't want to feel like she did when they first had sex.

"Johnny, wait." She pushed him back, looking him in the eyes as the television screen continued to flash through the room. "Maybe we should stop." He looked disappointed, taking in a deep breath and then exhaling.

"So you just wanted to tease me, is that it?" He had a hint of frustration in his voice, his heart still beating crazily.

"No, I just..." She didn't really know what to say, so she just stared at him.

He looked down at her bare breast, then back at her eyes. "I want you." He kissed her again, feeling a burning, passionate feeling all over. His feelings were strong for her, he couldn't deny that and she was one girl that turned him on like no other. He ended the kiss, laying her on her back and sliding off her pajama pants, leaving her in nothing but her panties.

"Johnny." She was breathless, watching every move he made.

He then moved down, kissing her lower stomach and pushing her legs open with one hand. Alli felt turned on, confused, and a little scared all at once. She didn't know whether to make him stop or let him do whatever he wanted.

"Johnny." He shushed her, sliding his hand in her panties, feeling how wet she was for him. He slowly pushed two fingers inside of her, a moan escaping her mouth.

"Shhh." He licked his lips, watching her facial expressions as he slid his fingers in and out of her. It felt extremely good to her. Better than the first time. She couldn't help but to let him touch her.

He pulled his fingers away, sliding her panties off of her while his blue eyes still focused on her eyes, seeing that he had her right where he wanted her. "Try not to be loud." He whispered before running his tongue in between her legs.

Alli's eyes rolled back. She never felt so good in her life as she moaned softly, her hands running through his hair.

He pushed his tongue deeper inside her, sucking and licking her teasingly. "You like that." He quietly said in between licks.

"Y-yeah." She managed to say. He felt her trembling underneath him and it was turning him on more by the way she moaned and pulled his hair. He moved his tongue faster, driving her to the verge of coming and then he stopped.

"Do you want me?" He questioned, his mouth drenched with her wetness. She nodded, feeling weak and shaky all over.

He pulled off his shirt and then slid out of his pants and boxers, tossing them on the floor next to them before pushing open her legs wider and entering her slowly. Oh my god! He thought, as he pushed all the way inside of her. "Damn." He softly said, bringing his lips to hers once again. She could taste herself on him as he started to move in and out of her.

"Johnny." She moaned. "I-It feels so good." She ran her hands down his back, loving every moment.

He started to move faster now, and harder, making her moan uncontrollably as she started to come. "Johnny." She nearly screamed. He covered her mouth, still pushing in and out of her fast and hard. "Mmmm." She moaned under his hand, feeling herself cum all over his dick as he felt his self about to come also. He was about to pull out of her but she held onto him tight, pushing him back inside of her. It felt so good she didn't want him to stop.

He moaned lightly as he spilled inside of her, breathing heavily. "Damn, girl." He said breathlessly. "You made me come in you." He pulled out of her, lying beside her.

"Sorry." She really didn't want to think too much about that, besides she was secretly on birth control anyway so getting pregnant was the least of her worries at the moment.

He pulled her close to him, kissing her forehead. "That felt good though." He smiled, shutting his eyes as they both began to relax.

This time, Alli didn't feel any regret afterwards. It felt...right.

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Author: I hope you enjoyed the first chapter. It's going to get alot more intense so keep reading and reviewing! It keeps me motivated to write more chapters. =)