family fraud
Hi, i'm Natalie, i'm 19 years old and born into a so called "family."
my life has been full of step moms, sister, brothers and dads. if your wondering why my parents like to go to court alot of the costody of me!
I've been back and forth between them since i was about 3 yrs old this was up untill i was 7 when my dad left without a single note, mention, phone call or letter just up stakes a left.
back them life was hard and i felt i need to get and bit of ease into my life, so my mom decided to move out of yorkshire. bad choice! we had no money dad had it all when he emptied the account two days before he left, so we got stuck in essex.
i'm a singer which kinda helps with the pain you know but a song writer with dyslexia ... puts me off completly but writing help which is why i have this diary, on the computer though, SPELL CHEck duh! see i'm not a complete dufus, smart cookie here, staring right a ya.
writing though come with it's ups and downs like some things are so easy to write and sing about others tug at the heart strings and you burst out tears before you know it, like the subject of divore, break ups and love... the day my dad left was the i vowed nevver to sing of love if did does not exist i also vowed love would never worm it's way into my life and it never has. i hate my dad and hate is a strong word and you should never say it about your family but he doesn't give a DAMN ABOUT ME AND MY MOM SO WHY SHOULD'T I SAY IT, sorry my dad get me so air rated i could kill someone, i guess underneath all this hate is and girl who just hurts and need someone to love her more than anything in the world, but this hate and anger hides her and never lets her out beacuse she afraid she'll get hurt to. but the hate and anger listen one day and decided so more hate was to control anymore...
this is where our story starts...