Okay, this is diffrent from everything else I've written. I have a fair idea where I'm going though. It's based on the song Titanium by David Guetta ft. Sia. I think it fits this story perfectly. Look it up if you havn't head it. My interpretation (fancy word!) on the song is that you are strong and get through everything no matter what.

So I hope you enjoy it. I'll try and make chapters at least 1000 words - a from my class is litrally staring in my widow. His dad if friends with my dad and he is here talking to my dad. I'm trying not to look at him. Anyway I hope you enjoy the story, it should be 30 chapter-ish. I should update once a week at the minuim.

Disclaimer: Who would sell Victorious to a girl who isn't even old enough to get a job. I don't own it or the songs I use.

Cat's POV

The minute I got home I ran up to my bedroom and slammed the door. My mom and brother were downstairs with family and friends. I dived down on my bed and cried. Why did this have to happen to me. I miss him so much.

My friends tried to come in a few times but I just told them to go away.

I put my head phones in my ears and turned my pear pod on.

Of course one of the saddest songs that you could imagine came on.

You left me with goodbye and open arms

A cut so deep I don't deserve

You were always invincible in my eyes

The only thing against us now is time

Could it be any harder to say goodbye and without you,

Could it be any harder to watch you go, to face what's true

If I only had one more day

I lie down and blind myself with laughter

A quick fix of hope is what I'm needing

And now I wish that I could turn back the hours

But I know I just don't have the powerI'd jump at the chance

We'd drink and we'd dance

And I'd listen close to your every word,

As if its your last, I know its your last,

Cause today, oh, you're gone

Like sand on my feet

The smell of sweet perfume

You stick to me forever, baby

and I wish you didn't go,

I wish you didn't go

I wish you didn't go away

To touch you again,

With life in your hands

It couldn't be any harder

When the song was over I drifted into a light sleep.

About an hour later my mom and little brother Zeke, came in.

"Hey Cat," my mom said. "Would you like some ice cream?"

"No," I mumbled from under the covers.

"How about chocolate?" she asked.

"No."

"Cookies?" I just cried harder.

She sat down on my bed.

"I know you miss your dad but you have to come out sometime," she told me. She rubbed my back comfortingly. I sat up. "I miss him so much," I wept.

"I know you do sweetheart, we all do," she said pulling Zeke onto her lap. He struggled trying to get away from her but she kept a firm grip on him.

"How did daddy die," Zeke asked innocently. Since he died, we didn't mention how.

There was an awkward silence before my mom finally said something,

"Well he was driving in his car late at night, and there was this man, he was drunk and he was driving an big truck, and he hit daddy with it," My mom explained with a tear rolling down her cheek. That just made Zeke burst into tears. Soon we were all hysterical.

"It's okay," my mom said swinging an arm around me. "We'll get through it."

3 months later

Finally! School's over! I'm going to spend the day with my boyfriend Beck because he is going to visit his aunt in Cancun next week.

The last few weeks I've been noticing that my hair seems to be shedding. Like tiny red hairs all over the place. It's weird. Really weird. I should tell my mom but I think it's best to just ignore it. It could hardly be anything important.

I knocked on the door of Beck's RV. He opened the door and hugged me.

"Hey babygirl," he said kissing my head.

"Hi," I smiled.

"Come on in, I have the movie ready," he told me. We were going to watch Snow White because it if one if my most favourite movies ever.

We sat down to watch the movie. I cuddled up to Beck and we ate popcorn.

Before long the movie was over.

I yawned and said that I was tired.

"Come on, I'll drive you home," Beck told me. He leaned down and kissed me. I kissed back.

He rubbed my hair.

"Cat," he said nervously.

"Yeah?" I wondered why he was nervous.

"Your hair," he said. I knew what he meant. I reached to the back of my head and rubbed it. A chunk of hair came out.

"No," I mumbled. Little bits of hair had already fallen out but not this much.

"Cat," Beck said. "Why is your hair falling out?" he asked.

"I don't know," I stuttered. I ran to the mirror in the bathroom and pulled my hand mirror and held it out behind my head.

There was two tiny bald patches on the back of my head. They were barely visible but they were still there. I started crying.

"Why is this happening?" I wondered out loud. "What's wrong with me."

Beck walked in and put his arms around my waist. I turned around and sobbed into his shoulder.

"Don't worry," he whispered into my ear. "It will be alright," he assured me.

"You have to tell your mom though," he told me.

"I will," I sighed once I had stopped crying.

"Promise?" he asked.

"I Promise."

That was just a starting off chapter. More drama in the next one. Favourite, Subcribe, Review, Hate on Cheese, Chase your dog, whatever. :-)