A/N: Hello! I'm back! Yea! Well I'm starting to write a fanfiction with short chapters. Perhaps this will be easy? Anyways this is about how Rukia and Renji have lost so much time together after her older brother took her into his home.
Disclaimer: I do not own bleach!
And suddenly I felt stupid. I had not realized I had been the only one that felt things like regret or sadness. I thought for the longest time that you had hated me for everything. The fact that I had walked away and not physically looked back. I never wanted to hurt you, and yet I did. The more I think about our past the more I see all the problems I caused for you. I loved you, I have loved you since we were kids but now we are adults that still cannot face what the heart wants.
People had constantly told me that you still missed it, the relationship we had and I said whatever. I was trying to move forward and not think about all the things we had, had. It was a sad thought. You had been my best friend and had known me more than anyone. We had been through so much together and now it seemed that we still were going through it together. We still had the same thoughts of what if, and where, and when. When did things go wrong and why did they? I had always thanked someone else for saving me and being there for me, but in all truth you are the one behind the curtains making sure I was okay. I guess that true love never goes away, but now we are two different people with two different ideas. We live in two different places of the heart. I've started something and I have to finish it now. I opened my heart up to a kid, and now he has taken it, but I have left you with nothing. I'm sorry.
Renji for all the times I was wrong I wish I could go back and fix things. I wish that Somehow I could make things right. But the past is the history we regret. I can't find a better reason not to look back. I have said my goodbyes in the past, but this is not a goodbye of friendship, just of love. I say good bye to our love and all that we loved. I never knew you felt the same way; I only now wished I had. Goodbye love, and hello to a friendship that can never be complete.
A/N: Let me know how I'm doing guys!