ok guys...this is new to me...i never done a song fic beofre and i was listening to the song Good Enough by Evanescence...so yeah...please read, review and rate...
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As you walked away from me, I watched. Your hips swayed, your hair bounced and your leg muscles flared with each stride. You know it makes me melt. How could I have ever denyed you a thing? I know you want me; you practically flaunt it. But I'm here for you, I now realise I can't deny you anything.
As you stasnd infront of me, like those countless times; your plunging necklines and outfits that hug every curve; I realise you have been teasing me, tempting me, tourturing me for more. You know I want more -- I just can't let go of this dream. I feel that you have given me (and the rest of the hospital, for that matter) enough signals of your feelings. I've denyed and objected mine, but now I feel ready. I feel ready for you.
I see you staring at me from your office -- I smile to myself __ rake it up honey, you might get to see more of me. No, you WILL see more of me; I've decided I can't say no to you. Maybe my drug addiction isn't because of pain, maybe it's because I've told myself for 20 years that you're to good for me -- I've gone nuts, but I don't care. You've driven me crazy -- no one else. But I will tell you this in time.
I've gone completely insane. You have fuelled my addiction so now I hallucinate you. You've taken over my mind and as I sit on the bed where I thought I made love to you that night, I realise I'll never let it go. It's probably the closest thing to you I'm ever going to have -- so I feel good. It's taken me over 20 years, and one year in a mental asylum, to finally convince myself that I need you. It feels right.
You remember when I emerged from Mayfield, a year after my hallucination of you, a year after I asked you to move in with me, a year after you fired me and a year after you saved me? Wll, you are my life, now. I thought -- no, wait -- I know I can't hold on to you after I told you about the hallucination. You saved me, yet I don't feel good enough.
You turned up on my doorstep later that night. A spark in your grey-ish eyes, you smiled and raised your arms to embrace me. I flinced and took a step back. Am I good enough for you? I'm the ex drug addict, I'm a barstard and I undermine you. I'm not good enough to love you.
If you ask me that question, I can't say no to you.
"Do
you love me, House?" you asked.
I gulped. I'm in over my
head, but deep down, I know we can make this work. "Yes," I
replied before I brought my lips to yours. "I love you, Lisa."
THE END
These are the song lyrics, by the way:
Under your spell again, SHouldn't let you torture me so sweetly, Drink up sweet decadence, SHouldn't let you conquer me
completely, And
I'm still waiting for the rain, So take care of what you
ask of me,
I can't say no to you.
Crave
my heart, and it's bleeding in your hand,
I can't say no to you.
Now I can't let
go of this dream,
I can't breath, but I feel good enough.
I
feel good enoigh, for you.
I
can't say no to you.
And I've completely lost myslef, but I don't
mind,
I can't say no to you.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
Can't believe
that I feel good enough,
I feel good enough, for you.
To fall; pour real life down on
me.
'Cause I can't hold on, to anything this good, now.
Am I
good enough, for you to love me too?
'Cause I can't say no.