this takes place aftet Tsuchiura confesses his love for hino
Tsuchiura stood straing at me with hope filled eyes as they glisend my heart sank Tsuchiura awaited my reply my face flushed in crimson red from shock and confusion i dont know what to say his eyes now burned shades of amber he swiftly turned away as he ran towards the door i called for him but to no avail in his anger rediden state he left why say it now i pondered bells * the door opened and the shop keeper walked in thank you hino he begain to speak more i am sorry i asked such a favor of you my thoughts still racing i quickyly replied its ok i am going to take my leave good bye hino and good luck at the contest grabbing my jacket and bags i walked out the door door closes
i should practice more as i walked towards the school my thoughts ran wild had tushiura felt this way all along?
but why now of all times ? why say it now i shouted in my head is it because len is leaving?
oh ya' len my eyes felt heavy as if i were to cry why does it hurt to think of him?
he doesnt care about me i am nothing more then a burden to him could he care that little to not even tell me he was going to leave?
walking into the practice room memories became real there i sit in the corner with him a sleep his hand grasping mine i shook my head then there we fade from the memory the music stand lay waiting with sheet music laying open avea maria that song flow through me i should play it one last time my bow raised i began to play the scene began under the moon lit sky a soft breeze blew and petals fall asi fall into the melody the notes play my heart is filled the song so compelled by emotion another violin joins in there he and i stand as if only he exsists in my world are melody becomes one softly the song brightens the night
bang
the scene drops as if being woken from a dream my eyes open and my thoughts race back i cant practice in this state heart throbing and teary eyed i begin to walk home
Tsuchiura
could it be that she doesnt feel the same way?
i love you hino he murmered to him self she probably just needs time to think len is leaving today she is probably just upset his eyes lit up could it be shes in love with him?
he bangs his fist into his palm im not loosing to that cold hearted guy hino deserves better
len
why did i have to hurt her?
shes the only one i care for the only one i...
pause len are you almost ready to leave coldly yet respectfully he answere yes as he packed his bags into the car his mother questioned why do you look so sad are you unhappy about leaving your friends?
its not that he replied he got into the car and it started
hino
i walked up to my room and closed the door this is the dress i want to wear the one from the first concourd i put it on this dress is the one i wore when it all started memories drifted into view i stand planted on the stage playing with all my heart i was so brave then why do i dought myself now?
i rely to much on len no wonder he thinks i am such a burden
i finished getting dressed and headed for the contest its so cold but i can clear my mind a bit i know what i want to play tonight for my final piece i stopped at the park to get a couple minutes of clarity i wish he was coming tonight i want him to see me play slowly i said under my breath my hands touched my face and i began to cry
len would you like to get a last look before you leave?
why should i care about this place
just then
len turned his head to the side there he saw hino sitting on the park bench crying into her hands why does it hurt so much to see her cry his cold heart melted his faced flushed his eyes turned wide i i love her he studdered he spoke but i have to go she will be happier with out me she will find someone good for her a spark flew and then he spoke again
(sorry to leave you at this part)
hino i stood up and began to walk finally i was at the contest hall so brightly lit up with lights the sky glisening silver in the moon light i walk in everyone is already here i exclaimed filled with joy i begain to walk to them
Kazuki
hinochan my heart raced her face sweet and soft her cheeks pink her smile filled with joy the face i see every where i go it lingers in my eyes even when shes out of sight i am going to tell her tonight confess my love my bodys nervous my emotions taking over i began to speek hi hinochan! i shouted with joy good luck tonight! even though i wished her luck my thoughts are more concertrated on my feelings for her
Yunoki
hello Kahoko i grabbed her hand and kissed it softly i wonder if she is still upset about me kissing her on the head that annoying girl why does her sad face catch me off gaurd so much what does everyone see in her hino smiled at Yunoki un easly grabbing her tightly to hug her i wispered in her ear why so sad are you scared?
or could it be because len left you all alone?
her eyes lit up her mouth opened as if she had been choking
hino he always says things to me like this yet every one thinks he is a prince he is faking everyone
suddenly
a scream rang loud
GET YOUR HANDS OFF OF HER!
it was Tsuchiura !
my body pulled back as he grasped my arm thank you i stated softly why was he doing this he was so furious today Tsuchiura pulled me aside i am sorry for my behavior today i have pondered your answere for sometime now i would like you to give it to me after the concert oh no i thought in my head my hands fell flat upon my dress
speakers rang
next contestestant hino kahoko
everyone took there seat
good luck they all shouted in one grand yell i bowed politly and said thank you
a small voice screamed i love you!
it was kazuki i stood shocked this is to much
the speaker rang again
snap
my mind focused back on the contest i slowly walked towards the stage overlooking the crowd i saw everyone but not len so i decided to look again quickly but again i could not see him now i am left alot to face my choices tonight i have to answere them Tsuchiura and kazuki there my friends they have both been there for me when i needed someone most but now i dont know what to do...
the speaker annouced her selection
the lights dim in the contest hall a single soft pink light shown on hino she lifted her bow heart broken she started out slowly he didnt come she said in her head they want me to choose her heart broke more then she felt it ever could
screech her vioin cracked thrown off by her sudden note the crowd wonders what will happen next
oh my god what do i do shouting in my head over and over i have to do this my bow raised again i began to play and as i did
shock!
a familer sound joined in
the room grew dark for me spinning threw the sound to figure out with was playing such a soft sweet sound my heart raced and a blue light another spot on the stage
i was scared if i opened my eyes would that sweet sound fade i shook for a minute before desiding i have to see who is playing this way to me
LEN my heart raced my eyes filled my happiness back
hino he said softly
we played together like before the scene had set but this time a new one began i picuted us there him infront on me his had reached out like a comferting friend those soft eyes iv seen so little of lately
len there she stood beautiful soft sweet all the things i found so annoying now how i loved them so she choose this song why this of all things
(this is len thoughts before he went on stage)
i'll make my way behind the stage i want to see her beauty as she plays she began to play this face is not the hino i know what has troubbled her his mind moved round the answers he finally stopped when he herd a off note oh know he said as hino started to cry and play again she has tears in her eyes her sound so sad and hurt
suddenly it was like my body took over i grabbed my violin and began to follow her as i walked all i could think was hino im here with you
avea maria rang through out the hall
as it ended hino and lens gaze met
they stopped to bow quickly and ran off stage
hino im so sorry please for give me i will never leave you again i will never hide anything from you please forgive me! begging and pleeding
i stopped and grabbed hino tightly i held her close to me and whisper softly in her ear hino ill stay for ever beside you
hino i felt his soft hands around me squeezing me closer to him as if i was his world i looked up to see his face the pain in his eyes was almost unbearable tears flowing they fell on me he was cry!
my eyes turned wide had he really cared this much for me ?
my thoughts emptied as he leaned towards me and pressed his lips to mine slowly yet passionatly i pressed my lips back to his the kiss broke he begain to speek i love you hino i have loved you since the day we met and i will love you for ever more
i love you len
his eyes lit with happiness and mine as well
len did she really say she loves me? this is a dream still if its only a dream this is one i would never wake from
the moment came to a hault as the crowd aplladed they walked back on stage holding hands and took another bow
kazuki shocked he looked at hino and len on stage his heart crushed with hurt he began to sigh if it makes hino happy but still his feelings fell as did the tears on his face
Tsuchiura standing to go meet hino for the answer he so seeked took glance at her and len why him i pondered? why does it have to be him? why does it have to be her he loves? i sat back down to think a burst of emotion ran through me my hands clasp my face to mask my pain
the speaker rang loud i believe we have a shut out winner congradulations to hino and len winners of the contest the apllause rang again
kazuki and Tsuchiura stood to leave as they walked out the door they stopped to stair at the tree lit outside a little voice rang "it will be ok"
where is that coming from they both said at the same time
here shouted lilly
dont be sad it was destined to be this way with a wave of his wand he erased there feelings of hurt and replaced them with ones of joy
len and hino after the contest
hino len said i have waited to long to find this feeling i searched for will you be mine? his eyes waiting for her words
yes hino replied
please come stay with me tonight
my faced turned red as she realised what he had been talking about
i pondered and then replied with a yes
we headed to the front and entered into the car awaiting lens return
what are you going to do about your dreams i will tell you another time but for now lets just enjoy this time together
we reached his house and entered
i tripped as i was walking up the stairs as i began to fall i shouted for len
he quickly grabbed me and put me in his arms
ill protect you from now untill forever hino
i smiled at him and swiftly pressed her lips to his
he kissed me back softly his eyes closed embracing the moment
he walked her to his bedroom and slowly put her down
hino? i love you are you sure you want to do this?
i then begain to reply i might not see you for along time and for now i want to give all my love to you
the door closes
the next morning i awoke to the smell of cooking food
good morning lens voice rang
are you feeling well?
soar i replied but very happy
we sat and ate breakfest i parted from him that morning with a passionate kiss then went home
2 WEEKS HAD PAST IT was the CHRISTMAS PARTY
we all gathered happily
i am so glad to see you all i stated lens hands wrapped around my waste and his head leaning on mine
the party began the night was filled with joy as we sang and played music finally we sat to exchage gifts
len exclaimed may we save yours for last
yes i replied although i was feeling impatient
finally it was time for me to open it
it was a box with brillant colors
len hugged me softly
i began to open it inside there was a jewrly box golden music notes covered it and then i opened it inside the music played
avea maria
the song that brought us together
slowly i turned to hug him but he was not where i had left him
i look down on one knee there sat len his eyes gleeming as they met mine
hino? you asked me what about my dreams my only dream is to be with you your my song the reason for my being will you be mine for ever?
my heart started racing again my lungs tight as if i couldnt breath is it possiable to explode from emotions
tears ran down my face
still he waited for me to say something
if you will be mine forever to? then i will never leave your side
len stood up and kissed me like i have never felt before his lips warm soft full of excitment and shaking all at the same time
2 days later len received a phone call
hello he muttered
hello len his mother began to speak
dont you think this is to sudden ? your giving up everything for this girl !
do you really think your not going to regret staying and missing out on everything you have worked to hard for?
im sorry i must go len then replied
regret such a ill placed word in the word
still the word ran through his head
choices
there sit the problem
i have hurt her so much already
would she ever forgive me if i choose now to leave?
my dreams slowly turn to nightmares
i have to live with out this regret
ill do my best for our future
she will hate me but this is for the best he sighed
the door bell rang
hino ! my heart felt full then sank
hello she said softly
" we need to talk " i said as she walked in
her eyes went from lit to sad and her faced blushed in auburn red
whats wrong she began to panic
i am sorry but i must leave you
she sat still sobbing to hard for me to bare to look
I LOVE YOU LEN! she yelled
i will do what ever it takes to make you stay
its not you i said softly
i have to do this . i cant live with such regrets
what about our future and your dreams as well will they end here to?
slamming my fist on the couch it has to be this way i am sorry
len she began to say
i have something to tell you
she sat still
i-i she hesitated
len interrupted before she could finish
hino.
please dont hate me for my choice i cant begin to express the pain not seeing you will cause
will you wait for me?
no she shouted
my face filled with anger
i thought you would understand
i thought of all people you would stand by my side!
her faced flushed with tears
if only you had stood by mine
hino shot the ring and stormed out the door
as she ran through the streets she stopped to ponder
why do i have to love him?
i didnt even get to tell him what i had to say
i guess i never will now
its over
len
len started packing his things in a rage
i love her so much
why does it have to end this way?
he reached for the phone to call her
3 rings passed
no answere
if this is how she wants to be
i will leave and never bother her again
he finished packing and left with out saying good bye
7 years later
len had just finished his last year
he headed to his home
as he walked in the door his eyes set on the picture of him and hino
i wonder how she is doing?
its not the same since she has been gone
my heart is empty with out her smile
the phone rings
lens mother spoke
len? honey i am doing a concert in Japan i would mind coming to be my surprise guest?
i will he said coldly
dreading the thought of seeing that place again
hino
Tsuchiura rang the door bell
hello hino
hello Tsuchiura
would you mind if you and Lenkun would come with me to a recital
Lenkuns eyes lit up
can we go mama?
please?
hino so willing to please him nodded
the day of the concert
Lens mother had just finished preforming
the speaker rang
Len tsumire
hinos eyes lit up as len took the stage
her heart raced faster
he looks so mature
his hair shinned in the blue light of the stage once more
Len
not staring at the crowd he had forgotten how comferting this stage had felt to him
this stage the one him and hino had once shared
the memories flooded through him
flash backs of her smile , the way she kissed him softly the way her lips softly spoke i love you
and sent his heart a flutter
he raised his bow not yet aware that hino had been sitting in the fifth row
softly he began to play with every note his feelings for her flowed
he drifted farther into the song
it has finally came to an end
applause filled the room
his eyes finally opened
he looked up to see
Tsuchiura and hino sitting
next to hino a little silver haired boy poked his head up
len ran off stage
who was that boy hino was with?
why was she Tsuchiura?
was it him she had replaced me with in her heart?
he darted for the seats it was to late!
the crowd was piling
in all the confusion he spotted a woman with red hair
hino had turned to make sure lenkun was still near by
its her its her! faster he ran shoving everyone in sight out of his way
len had finally gotten close enough to grab her
he reached his had out
hino he called hino!
who is calling me she thought to her self she spotted len trying hard to reach her
coldly she looked at him and ran out faster
lenkuns hands grasping to keep up with his mother
finally they were out
len
why hino why would you turn away from me?do you hate me that much?lost in his own confusion he headed back to meet his mother
she looked somberly at len seeing great sorrow and grief on his face she began to speak
are you ok? did something happen?
no he replied cold as ever
if you dont mind i would like to stay in japan a while longer
his thoughts still focused on hino and that strange boy
after bidding his mother fairwell he went back to his house
i should call her i doubt she would want to speak to me
he picked up the phone and started to dial
hello hinos voice rang softly into the phone
lens heart skipped a beat still hanging on the sound of her voice
hello hino
why are you calling me she said quickly
i wanted to speak to you about today
a small voice on the other end rang in the back ground
mama who is calling?
please go play lenkun hino smiled softly at her son
who is that you were speaking to len asked furiously
i am sorry i have to go
hino no hino please dont hang up!
it was to late
len grabbed his keys and headed for the car
he raced over to hinos house
i hope she is there but then the thought of her cold stare danced through his head
he rang the bell
no answer!
where could she be?
he walked towards the back
there he saw hino playing her violin her eyes closed softly
the melody stopped suddenly
what are you doing her?
len darted towards hino as fast as he could
he grabbed her swiftly pulling there bodies closer
she is so warm .how i miss her body pressed with in mine
can we talk he ask?
no she shouted pulling away from him
hino i am not asking again i am telling you now
no she said once more
len stared coldly at her his heart breaking at her refusel
filled with anger he grabbed her and shot her over his sholder
you are coming with me now
she punched his back kicking and now screaming
leave me alone i hate you
that still did not stop len
he shot her into the car then got in him self
i have to stay ! i have to be home for him after school she shouted
len slowly reached for his phone
please pick up the boy a hinos residence he call and told his butler
he pulled into the driveway of his home
taking hinos hand he began to drag her into the house
you not leave he shouted
finally he reached the door he now walked in pulling hino roughly behind him
sit down now he commanded to hino
she sat eyes filled with tears begging len to let her leave
she ran towards the door
len pinned her at the wall now blocking her from moving
why do you hate me so hino?
you left me she screamed filled with hurt and anger
you left me here not even caring that you took my heart with you!
i hate you !
len stared calmly . please talk to me
i wanted a life you would of been proud of .
hino sighed i would of been proud just being with you
lens thoughts subsided
please hino
you only care about yourself she began to say more but len pressed his body towards her
your with Tsuchiura now!
what does it matter?
it didnt take long for you to move on
it have been 7 years since i saw you and for 7 years my heart has ached at my mistake
hino tried to speak
to no avail len had not cared to let her
i wont let you be with him
i wont loose to him
he grabbed hinos arms tightly
i will not give you up to him
you are mine and will stay by my side from now on
your hurting me let go she shouted
no hino
do you not understand? do you not know how much i love you?
he gritted his teeth filling more and more with anger
please len hinos eyes filled with tears
len now panting pulled hino towards the couch
now standing there he pulled her in to his embrace
his lips pressed passionately on hers
the kiss broke
tears of hurt filled his eyes
i am sorry hino i did not mean to hurt you
ashamed of him self he placed his hands softly on her now rubbing the marks he had left
softly he pressed his head against hers
who is the boy?
its none of your business she exclaimed
did you ever care to call? or that i could not see you anymore?
the bell rang
lens butler walked in with the boy
you may take your leave now he told him
this small boy
he looks so much like me
he cant be mine . could he?
mama the boy called as he hid behind hinos leg
len bowed down to the boy
what is your name he reached his hand out to him
lenkun the young boy replied
how old are you? 6 the little one hesitated to say
would you like to hear a song?
your mommy and i will play for you
please mama will you play for me
she sighed so not to worry him
yes
len and hino raised there boys as the boy sat on the bed in the guest room
len played cannon
hino followed as he played
the two danced in the song together there melody as if they were one
the song ended and lenkun was fast asleep
hino
why could you not tell me he hugged her softly
i tried but you would not stop to hear
you could of called ! you could of wrote
i would of been here i would of been by your side
she shot her head down
so that is what it would of took to make you stay here with me
she shot her head back up
len was shocked at her sudden thought
you think this is fair huh i leave and you keep a child from me?
it didnt matter to you either way
besides i was not alone i had Tsuchiura for help
len blood boiled
how could she say something like that to me? raising my son with that filth
get out he shouted at hino
what about lenkun
he is staying with me len replied
no she pleaded
you have kept this boy from me raised our son with that scum
his hand raise as if he was going to slap hino
instead he grabbed her bag and called for the driver
take her home and pack my sons belongings while you are there
her eyes filled with hurt
i have hurt him. why did i say such things to him?
her eyes met lens
he looked back at her coldly
his eyes filled with tears
hino take your leave i will return the boy when i am ready
hino finally gone
len
the boy sleeps so peacefully
len stared as he softly touched his sons head
i have never felt this way
whats this emotion? hino
mine and hinos son...
len sat for hours staring at the boy
i have missed so much
suddenly a small voice coughed and cried
mama where are you
len spoke calmly
i am sorry she is not here may i speak to you?
lenkun sat up
who are you?
before i answer that i would like to ask you some questions lenkun
how have things been with your mother?
good i love her alot...sometimes though
its ok please tell me lenkun
i hear mama cry she tries to hide it
but she is always so sad
sometimes when i fall a sleep with her i hear her say len over and over in the sleep
lens eyes filled with shock
had she not replaced me at all?
still that
Tsuchiura
he balled his fist up
how dare he touch my son !
how dare he see what my eyes have missed
thats all for tonight i need to sleep sorry if i jump alot first time writing and lack of time to put lots of thought into things will finish soon