don't own Naruto or Fear street

I stared into my girlfriends open grave. "My friends, how can we comfort ourselves after such a lost?" Hokage, Tsunade, asked. "A young girl, her whole life ahead of her, taken from us in a senseless accident."

I felt tears sting my eyes. I didn't want to cry. Not with my parents, Sakura's parents, and all of our friends standing there.

I forced myself to gaze at the Hokage. I focused on her mouth opening and closing, opening and closing, as he talked about Sakura.

What does he know about her? I thought. I'm the only one who REALLY knew about Sakura.

The Hokage's word's began to slur. I'm losing it. It's too much.

Why, Sakura? Why? I looked into the Deep, Dark hole Sakura's coffin was being pushed into. It reminded me of the night sakura died...

It was a hot night. I talked Sakura into sneaking into my neighbors' yard to use their pool. The house stood empty. The backyard dark and silent. Ominous

We stripped down to our bathing suits. Then I grabbed Sakura's hand and led her over to the pool- a black hole in the darkness.

Sakura climbed up the ladder to the diving board. She turned and waved. I could barely see her face, but I could tell she was smiling. I waved back.

The board creaked loudly as she took three steps and sprang high in the air. Sakura did a perfect swan dive.

She hit the cement bottom of the pool head first.

I stood very still for a minute,listening. Then I carefully climbed down into the empty pool. I knelt beside Sakura on the hard cement.

She was still breathing. Her eyes were open and shiny in the darkness. Gazing up at me.

Thick purple blood oozed out of her head. It smelled like metal.

I watched her.

Waited until she took her last breath.

Then I screamed for help.

Now I stared into Sakura's open grave. I pushed the memories of that night away as I watched the funeral workers. They used a big metal winch to lower Sakura's coffin into the ground.

Oh, Sakura! Why did you make me do it? Why did you make me kill you?

No, I scolded myself.

No,no way!

I didn't kill her. I didn't! I knew the swimming pool was empty- but I didn't push Sakura. She dove in all by herself.

I glanced around at the people surrounding the grave. no one suspects me. Everyone feels sorry for me. It is the perfect … I smirked.

I started to say "crime". But it's not a crime at all.

It had to be done. I had no choice. Anyone would agree with me.

When I first started dating Sakura, she seemed like a nice girl. Such a sweetheart. I loved her so much. But then she went over the line.

Way over.

She started wearing those short skirts. Spreading rumors. Becoming bitchy and bratty with the other girls, mocking them because she had won me. Wearing all that makeup. Acting so wild, it was disgusting.

Oh, Sakura! That was no way to behave. No way to Behave!

Dirt and pebbles showered onto the coffin as the workers filled the hole.

Next time I'll know. Next time I'll stay away from girls like Sakura Haruno. Girls who don't know how to behave.

Because I don't want to watch another girlfriend die in front of my eyes.

I don't.