Disclaimer: I don't own KKJ. Neither Access..sob
A/N: This is my first fic of KKJ. Please bear with me! AccessX Fin (SXN! )R&R please!
Undying Wind Of Black Angel
By Irisgem
" Shinji! Shinji! " I rubbed my eyes sleepily. I squinted a bit as the bright light of sunray blinded me.
" SHINJI!! " A beautiful amethyst head wife shouted, echoed all over the apartment.
" I have awaken, mom! " I gave a signal, thus she would stop calling me. I walked to the door of my room. I found my 'father' and 'mother' on my living room. I had given up my life as an angel for my love.
Yes, she was given birth four years after my soul reincarnated. I didn't remember how many bows I had given to the Merciful God for his kindness. I was just too excited to meet her again.
" Good morning, father, mother. " I greeted them cheerfully.
" Morning, Shinji. You are sixteen already, can't you wake by yourself? " The amethyst teen shrugged.
* I am awake but you still shout, mother..* I sighed.
" Here, have your breakfast. " She sat beside the chestnut man gracefully. I sat as soon as I can. It was pancake! I loved pancake very very much! Well, I still loved Fin-chan more than mount of pancake.
" Mother, I will come home a bit late. You will find me as usual at Aunt Maron's apartment. " I announced my schedule as I brushed my silky dark amethyst hair like my mother.
" Do you still tail Natsuki-chan as usual? She would hate that." I ignored her advice as I saw my brief black watch on my left wrist. " Oh, no! I'll go! "
" Be careful! " I could hear both of the voices of my parents like a choir. I ran a bit to the neighbor door and knocked softly.
" Aunt Maron!! Uncle Chiaki! ( heh, I didn't like to call him like that. I was should be older than him! ) "
" Ah, Shinji! You have come or should I call you Access? " She lowered her voice of her last word. I grinned like usual and came in. Maron was used to me to get in as if this house was mine.
" I would call Natsuki. You may take a seat. Oh, and there are pancakes in the refrigerator. Just don't eat them all." She put some warning tone in her voice. " You would not know it, Maron. " She glared at me half- heartedly and walked to Fin's room.
I wandered inside the house and met Chiaki, the ex-Sindbad, who was once my partner.
" Yo! Taking a trip for your angel? " I pouted at him and took out some pancakes out of the refrigerator.
" I wonder how many pancakes you could have in a day? " He mocked me with some way like the old days.
" Now I am human and I need some food! " I thrust the pancake with a silver fork with some useless effort.
" No one eats a mount of pancakes for breakfast, lunch and dinner THAT much. You also could take them as snack! What do you have for breakfast today? "
" Pancake. " I simply answered him before I put my favorite food inside my mouth.
" And you eat pancakes AGAIN? You are crazier than you should be as a tiny angel. " He reminded me what kind of food that I had lately. All were the same. Pancake. So, what?!
" I was just! " I was stopped as I saw the most beautiful maiden in my amethyst eyes. Her waist length hair was tied with a red ribbon that was very suit to her. Oh, she always suited with everything. She was prettier than any princess that had existed.
" Shinji! You don't have to walk me to school! My friends think that we are more than friends!!" She looked startled with my presence. Oww, that was hurt.
" But I like to walk with you. Why do you care with other talking? " I grinned widely as usual with full mouth. Most people thought that I was an easygoing person. Yes, maybe I was. I tried to cheer everyone. I hated to see a gloomy face.
I still remembered my hurt feeling when I knew that Fin was banished from heaven. I just didn't want to experience it again.
She frowned and sighed deeply. She took her chair and sat as far as she could from me. My smile lost from my face. Why does she always dishearten me? I knew she loved me, but the way of her act made me thought that she reaaaaallly hated me. I couldn't count how many times she had said that she hated me. Luckily I could just left it over without put her word that as sharp as a knife in my heart.
I looked my watch as soon as I finished Maron's handmade. " Oh, no! Natsuki! We're late! "
" Ehh?! "She curtly turned her head back to search the only clock in this room. " But I haven't finished my breakfast! " I giggled softly, watching her in rush. I led the way and walked to the front door. " I'm going, Aunt Maron! Uncle Chiaki! "
" She is your reflection, Maron. " Chiaki laughed softly, watching his only daughter following Access' reincarnation.
" What do you mean, dear? " She asked innocently but menacing with a vein out of her head.
" You may think it by yourself. " The blue head took a sip of his tea. Soon he was choked as Maron slapped him on his cheek.
" Mother, Father, I'm going!! " the young lady ran to the front door and closed with a 'BANG' sound.
* Like mother, like daughter.* Chiaki sweat dropped.
I waited for her in front of the building. She surely was slow. Finally I saw her got off of the lift. She looked in relief as she saw me, waiting for her.
" Do you think I would left you behind? " I spoke near her ear as she caught up. Even for a second, I still could saw her blushing face. I would fly through clouds to watch her smile and her red face in embarrassment.
She was still too young for me as a human to have a crush on her. But I didn't care. I had asked her to marry when she was baby. Every people may think that I was ill or something. I still remembered Miyako's pale face, my present mother when she heard me that I would marry Natsuki-chan. Haha.she was almost faint.
As we ran together with the green wind that blew with us, I kept my pace with her. If she got late, I would happily accompany her with some punishment. I loved to see her immature face yet beautiful with some tangled of her soft hair in front of her face.
She soon realized my attention was rested on her for long time. She flushed a bit and pouted. " What are you looking at? "
I smiled with the content of my heart. " I'm watching the most beautiful angelic face in every world right now. " But all I got was a hit on my head.
" Baka! (means : stupid) Watch your words! " I knew that she was embarrassed that her face was as red as a rose.
Soon we arrived at our school. Though there was a class for elementary and high elementary, still we were split. Why I didn't give birth on the same years?! It meant I had to be separated for half of a day. I moved my head down for a disappointing moment.
I shouldn't be like this. I should be as cheerful as the bright golden sun, so I could cherish Natsuki's days. I slapped my cheek softly and waved her as I walked to my class. " Bye, Natsuki-chan! I'll wait for you in front of the gate this evening! " I ran and left her with some friends that soon surrounded her.
I always wished the same thing all day. I wished that school would over soon. I wanted to see her again. Luckily I still could be able to catch up with the lesson. When I was thinking of her, I also listened to the teacher. I couldn't fail class for Natsuki. It would be a shame if I failed the class.
I looked out side. The fluffy cloud moved lingered lazily. I lost my mind where my past was laid. The beauty paradise of Heaven, I had left it for sixteen years by now. I put my eyes straight, where the class of Natsuki or Fin should be.
" Natsukiiii-chan!!" I spread my hand and ran toward her class. Soon I met Toki and Celcia wandered in front of her class. I decreased my speed and panted a bit. I watched them impatiently. " Where is Natsuki-chan? "
" I don't know. She has been got out when we arrived here. "
I didn't really like Toki as he was my eternal rival of Fin, but we still best friends when we were in Heaven. He and Celcia also the ones who helped me to give Fin some power, so she could live. They had to give up their Holy Power when I had to cut my magical amethyst hair for her.
I was once a pure Angel with the power of God that was granted to me. And I had to lose such an amount of power soon for her. I just too loved her to give her everything. I didn't regret it though. I asked the God for the blessing of power, thus I could help her. The power that I obtained was for her then I just returned it to her.
I couldn't just stand here. I had a very very bad feeling. I hated the feeling that hurt in my chest. I had to meet her to make sure that everything was fine. I ran along the corridor for one woman. Natsuki..
( Author: Should I finish here? ^_^) Just kidding! What do you wish for me to do?
The break time was almost over. I still could not find her. The only place that I never took a peek was the roof. I ignored my tiredness and ran up the countless stairs. Then I bumped someone. We both fell helplessly and felt ache.
" Shinji? " I heard a melody voice that I knew very well played in my ears. I watched the one that bumped me.
" Na..Natsuki?!" I felt as if some burden had been lifted from my shoulders. Or maybe not..
" What are you doing here? " I could hear some embarrassment in her soft voice, and it wasn't because of me. Then another student came toward us.
" Are you okay, Nagoya-san? " I saw a younger teen than me helped Natsuki to stand up. He touched her!! How could he!?
" Are you okay, Natsuki-chan?" I tried to stand between them, but failed because of Natsuki. She acted very strange now.
" I'm FINE! Let me go, Shinji! " She slapped my hand when I tried to reach her. She never scolded me that rude. Natsuki..?
" You must be Minazuki-kun. I know you very much. Every morning I could see a lot of your fans waiting for you.( Author: Hey, I'm also your fans, Access! ) " He greeted politely, which still I didn't like him.
" And you're? " I felt curious of this young man.
" I'm Miwari Aki. Nice to meet you. " He smiled toward me. My bad feeling worsened. I shook his hand that he offered though. He still Natsuki's friend. At least I should behave.
" Oh, Nagoya-san. I'm waiting for you answer soon. " He left with red face of Natsuki. I frowned without able to say any words.
" What answer? " I asked the shorter girl.
" You don't have to know. Why do you always interfere with me?! " I was hurt with her word. I didn't mean to bother her. All I had done was searching her all over the place until I even couldn't run anymore and all she said was that?! Was I wrong to worry?
" Why..? I was searching every place for you and what I get?" I couldn't put my cheerful mask anymore. She was the only one that could make me kill myself. She was also the one who could make me shed tears.
" I don't ask you to worry about me! I don't need you! "
I stunned like a freezing statue of angel of despair. She soon put her hand in front of her pink lips. I tried to hold this agony but I couldn't. If she was the one who said that words, it hurt me twice than it should be.
I ran aimlessly in this confusing school. I just had to go and left her. I couldn't let her saw the other side of weakness of the bright perfect sun. I even couldn't follow the lessons very well. The teacher's voice was heard vaguely. Everything was like a misty air.
" Yes, Natsuki-chan said that Miwari-kun had just asked her out. She said that she would give the answer at the end of school. I am also surprised. Then what would you do, Shinji-kun? Natsuki-chan has been admiring him long enough. " Celcia spoke as third of us went home, leaving Natsuki behind.
Natsuki admitted everything to Celcia, but not me?! We were very close since I always played with her. Since she was a baby! Soon I realized that she was no longer the little baby that I knew.
And what I feared most..that she was no longer mine only. That her heart had changed. That my beloved Fin had died nineteen years ago. That she would never be at my side anymore.
I didn't want that to happen, but Natsuki seemed fell in love to him. She blushed redder than when she was with me. She was angry as I disturbed her and Miwari. Why would she choose him over me? Weren't we fated to be united? Wasn't that why I reincarnated?
Everything was like a subtle confusion. I just wanted her. Why this only wish was hard to be fulfilled? Why I should suffer this much, only to have her in my arms? My thought ripped apart my heart to fragments of despair of mirror.
Fin-chan nor Natsuki-chan..I couldn't have them..We once separated by death and now by a human boy. Was our red thread not entangled each other?
Wow, a bit sad. I like Access veeeerrrrryyy much! Fin too! ( More than the main character itself. ^_^6 ) Mostly this fic based on the manga and Access' POV! Please let me know if there is some mistake. Remember! I'm a beginner!
A/N: This is my first fic of KKJ. Please bear with me! AccessX Fin (SXN! )R&R please!
Undying Wind Of Black Angel
By Irisgem
" Shinji! Shinji! " I rubbed my eyes sleepily. I squinted a bit as the bright light of sunray blinded me.
" SHINJI!! " A beautiful amethyst head wife shouted, echoed all over the apartment.
" I have awaken, mom! " I gave a signal, thus she would stop calling me. I walked to the door of my room. I found my 'father' and 'mother' on my living room. I had given up my life as an angel for my love.
Yes, she was given birth four years after my soul reincarnated. I didn't remember how many bows I had given to the Merciful God for his kindness. I was just too excited to meet her again.
" Good morning, father, mother. " I greeted them cheerfully.
" Morning, Shinji. You are sixteen already, can't you wake by yourself? " The amethyst teen shrugged.
* I am awake but you still shout, mother..* I sighed.
" Here, have your breakfast. " She sat beside the chestnut man gracefully. I sat as soon as I can. It was pancake! I loved pancake very very much! Well, I still loved Fin-chan more than mount of pancake.
" Mother, I will come home a bit late. You will find me as usual at Aunt Maron's apartment. " I announced my schedule as I brushed my silky dark amethyst hair like my mother.
" Do you still tail Natsuki-chan as usual? She would hate that." I ignored her advice as I saw my brief black watch on my left wrist. " Oh, no! I'll go! "
" Be careful! " I could hear both of the voices of my parents like a choir. I ran a bit to the neighbor door and knocked softly.
" Aunt Maron!! Uncle Chiaki! ( heh, I didn't like to call him like that. I was should be older than him! ) "
" Ah, Shinji! You have come or should I call you Access? " She lowered her voice of her last word. I grinned like usual and came in. Maron was used to me to get in as if this house was mine.
" I would call Natsuki. You may take a seat. Oh, and there are pancakes in the refrigerator. Just don't eat them all." She put some warning tone in her voice. " You would not know it, Maron. " She glared at me half- heartedly and walked to Fin's room.
I wandered inside the house and met Chiaki, the ex-Sindbad, who was once my partner.
" Yo! Taking a trip for your angel? " I pouted at him and took out some pancakes out of the refrigerator.
" I wonder how many pancakes you could have in a day? " He mocked me with some way like the old days.
" Now I am human and I need some food! " I thrust the pancake with a silver fork with some useless effort.
" No one eats a mount of pancakes for breakfast, lunch and dinner THAT much. You also could take them as snack! What do you have for breakfast today? "
" Pancake. " I simply answered him before I put my favorite food inside my mouth.
" And you eat pancakes AGAIN? You are crazier than you should be as a tiny angel. " He reminded me what kind of food that I had lately. All were the same. Pancake. So, what?!
" I was just! " I was stopped as I saw the most beautiful maiden in my amethyst eyes. Her waist length hair was tied with a red ribbon that was very suit to her. Oh, she always suited with everything. She was prettier than any princess that had existed.
" Shinji! You don't have to walk me to school! My friends think that we are more than friends!!" She looked startled with my presence. Oww, that was hurt.
" But I like to walk with you. Why do you care with other talking? " I grinned widely as usual with full mouth. Most people thought that I was an easygoing person. Yes, maybe I was. I tried to cheer everyone. I hated to see a gloomy face.
I still remembered my hurt feeling when I knew that Fin was banished from heaven. I just didn't want to experience it again.
She frowned and sighed deeply. She took her chair and sat as far as she could from me. My smile lost from my face. Why does she always dishearten me? I knew she loved me, but the way of her act made me thought that she reaaaaallly hated me. I couldn't count how many times she had said that she hated me. Luckily I could just left it over without put her word that as sharp as a knife in my heart.
I looked my watch as soon as I finished Maron's handmade. " Oh, no! Natsuki! We're late! "
" Ehh?! "She curtly turned her head back to search the only clock in this room. " But I haven't finished my breakfast! " I giggled softly, watching her in rush. I led the way and walked to the front door. " I'm going, Aunt Maron! Uncle Chiaki! "
" She is your reflection, Maron. " Chiaki laughed softly, watching his only daughter following Access' reincarnation.
" What do you mean, dear? " She asked innocently but menacing with a vein out of her head.
" You may think it by yourself. " The blue head took a sip of his tea. Soon he was choked as Maron slapped him on his cheek.
" Mother, Father, I'm going!! " the young lady ran to the front door and closed with a 'BANG' sound.
* Like mother, like daughter.* Chiaki sweat dropped.
I waited for her in front of the building. She surely was slow. Finally I saw her got off of the lift. She looked in relief as she saw me, waiting for her.
" Do you think I would left you behind? " I spoke near her ear as she caught up. Even for a second, I still could saw her blushing face. I would fly through clouds to watch her smile and her red face in embarrassment.
She was still too young for me as a human to have a crush on her. But I didn't care. I had asked her to marry when she was baby. Every people may think that I was ill or something. I still remembered Miyako's pale face, my present mother when she heard me that I would marry Natsuki-chan. Haha.she was almost faint.
As we ran together with the green wind that blew with us, I kept my pace with her. If she got late, I would happily accompany her with some punishment. I loved to see her immature face yet beautiful with some tangled of her soft hair in front of her face.
She soon realized my attention was rested on her for long time. She flushed a bit and pouted. " What are you looking at? "
I smiled with the content of my heart. " I'm watching the most beautiful angelic face in every world right now. " But all I got was a hit on my head.
" Baka! (means : stupid) Watch your words! " I knew that she was embarrassed that her face was as red as a rose.
Soon we arrived at our school. Though there was a class for elementary and high elementary, still we were split. Why I didn't give birth on the same years?! It meant I had to be separated for half of a day. I moved my head down for a disappointing moment.
I shouldn't be like this. I should be as cheerful as the bright golden sun, so I could cherish Natsuki's days. I slapped my cheek softly and waved her as I walked to my class. " Bye, Natsuki-chan! I'll wait for you in front of the gate this evening! " I ran and left her with some friends that soon surrounded her.
I always wished the same thing all day. I wished that school would over soon. I wanted to see her again. Luckily I still could be able to catch up with the lesson. When I was thinking of her, I also listened to the teacher. I couldn't fail class for Natsuki. It would be a shame if I failed the class.
I looked out side. The fluffy cloud moved lingered lazily. I lost my mind where my past was laid. The beauty paradise of Heaven, I had left it for sixteen years by now. I put my eyes straight, where the class of Natsuki or Fin should be.
" Natsukiiii-chan!!" I spread my hand and ran toward her class. Soon I met Toki and Celcia wandered in front of her class. I decreased my speed and panted a bit. I watched them impatiently. " Where is Natsuki-chan? "
" I don't know. She has been got out when we arrived here. "
I didn't really like Toki as he was my eternal rival of Fin, but we still best friends when we were in Heaven. He and Celcia also the ones who helped me to give Fin some power, so she could live. They had to give up their Holy Power when I had to cut my magical amethyst hair for her.
I was once a pure Angel with the power of God that was granted to me. And I had to lose such an amount of power soon for her. I just too loved her to give her everything. I didn't regret it though. I asked the God for the blessing of power, thus I could help her. The power that I obtained was for her then I just returned it to her.
I couldn't just stand here. I had a very very bad feeling. I hated the feeling that hurt in my chest. I had to meet her to make sure that everything was fine. I ran along the corridor for one woman. Natsuki..
( Author: Should I finish here? ^_^) Just kidding! What do you wish for me to do?
The break time was almost over. I still could not find her. The only place that I never took a peek was the roof. I ignored my tiredness and ran up the countless stairs. Then I bumped someone. We both fell helplessly and felt ache.
" Shinji? " I heard a melody voice that I knew very well played in my ears. I watched the one that bumped me.
" Na..Natsuki?!" I felt as if some burden had been lifted from my shoulders. Or maybe not..
" What are you doing here? " I could hear some embarrassment in her soft voice, and it wasn't because of me. Then another student came toward us.
" Are you okay, Nagoya-san? " I saw a younger teen than me helped Natsuki to stand up. He touched her!! How could he!?
" Are you okay, Natsuki-chan?" I tried to stand between them, but failed because of Natsuki. She acted very strange now.
" I'm FINE! Let me go, Shinji! " She slapped my hand when I tried to reach her. She never scolded me that rude. Natsuki..?
" You must be Minazuki-kun. I know you very much. Every morning I could see a lot of your fans waiting for you.( Author: Hey, I'm also your fans, Access! ) " He greeted politely, which still I didn't like him.
" And you're? " I felt curious of this young man.
" I'm Miwari Aki. Nice to meet you. " He smiled toward me. My bad feeling worsened. I shook his hand that he offered though. He still Natsuki's friend. At least I should behave.
" Oh, Nagoya-san. I'm waiting for you answer soon. " He left with red face of Natsuki. I frowned without able to say any words.
" What answer? " I asked the shorter girl.
" You don't have to know. Why do you always interfere with me?! " I was hurt with her word. I didn't mean to bother her. All I had done was searching her all over the place until I even couldn't run anymore and all she said was that?! Was I wrong to worry?
" Why..? I was searching every place for you and what I get?" I couldn't put my cheerful mask anymore. She was the only one that could make me kill myself. She was also the one who could make me shed tears.
" I don't ask you to worry about me! I don't need you! "
I stunned like a freezing statue of angel of despair. She soon put her hand in front of her pink lips. I tried to hold this agony but I couldn't. If she was the one who said that words, it hurt me twice than it should be.
I ran aimlessly in this confusing school. I just had to go and left her. I couldn't let her saw the other side of weakness of the bright perfect sun. I even couldn't follow the lessons very well. The teacher's voice was heard vaguely. Everything was like a misty air.
" Yes, Natsuki-chan said that Miwari-kun had just asked her out. She said that she would give the answer at the end of school. I am also surprised. Then what would you do, Shinji-kun? Natsuki-chan has been admiring him long enough. " Celcia spoke as third of us went home, leaving Natsuki behind.
Natsuki admitted everything to Celcia, but not me?! We were very close since I always played with her. Since she was a baby! Soon I realized that she was no longer the little baby that I knew.
And what I feared most..that she was no longer mine only. That her heart had changed. That my beloved Fin had died nineteen years ago. That she would never be at my side anymore.
I didn't want that to happen, but Natsuki seemed fell in love to him. She blushed redder than when she was with me. She was angry as I disturbed her and Miwari. Why would she choose him over me? Weren't we fated to be united? Wasn't that why I reincarnated?
Everything was like a subtle confusion. I just wanted her. Why this only wish was hard to be fulfilled? Why I should suffer this much, only to have her in my arms? My thought ripped apart my heart to fragments of despair of mirror.
Fin-chan nor Natsuki-chan..I couldn't have them..We once separated by death and now by a human boy. Was our red thread not entangled each other?
Wow, a bit sad. I like Access veeeerrrrryyy much! Fin too! ( More than the main character itself. ^_^6 ) Mostly this fic based on the manga and Access' POV! Please let me know if there is some mistake. Remember! I'm a beginner!