Part 1

Spike went outside to get his mail, and searched through the letters while he walked back along the path to his frontporch.

He closed the front door behind him and shuffled into his kitchen to make some coffee. His heart began to pound as his eyes fell on one letter he´s holding in his hand It was from England and the sender was William Pratt, his twinbrother!

It's been a while, since he's seen him…four years to be exact…and he wondered why Will wrote to him.

He sank into one of the chairs in his kitchen and opened the envelope.
With wavering hands he drew the letter out and read it.

Dear Spike!
I know that it´s been a while since we've seen each other, let alone spoken to each other. I hope you have a good life , and that you find someone special. Mine is okay, but something is missing. I'm not sure what exactly it is, but I think it might be you.
Why did you go away…all those years ago? Mom and Dad think it was for a better job but I know why you left us…left me.
It is because of us… because of what happened that night.
I know that what happened between us was wrong, but I can´t forget that night with you. And I need to talk to you about it.
Im wondering if you have any special plans for Christmas?
I like to come to California, if you don't object, that is.
Do me one favour, Spike
Call me!
You have my number… it hasn't changed.
Sincerely yours
William

He laid the letter on the table and wondered what the letter could possibly mean. William was right…that one night was one of the reasons why he had left his home. He had feelings for his brother…still has…but he wasn´t gay.

The proof of this was the two lovely girls currently lying in in his kingsize bed.

For three years Buffy, Faith and himself have been an item. They do all the things a normal couple would do… except that they are a threesome.

Not all the time, however…Faith needs her adventures with other men and women... whereas Buffy is drawn to him like a bee to honey.

Every now and then they have hot, extreme threesomes... And then there are times when Buffy and Spike simply cuddle sweetly on the couch and make out while watching TV.
He was so deeply involved in his thoughts that he didn't even realize that somebody else had entered the kitchen.

Two arms came around his neck and a warm body was pressed against his side.
"What are you thinking about", whispered Buffy in his ear, before she caught his earlobe and tugged on it with her teeth.

Spike turned slightly on this chair and she sat astride on his lap. He wrapped his arms around her and layed his head upon her shoulder.

She drove her hands instinctively through his bleached locks and sighed. "You know that you can tell me anything, don´t you?"

He nodded and lifted his head.

"I got a letter from England. It´s from my twinbrother!"

Buffy stared at him. "You have a twinbrother?"

Spike nodded again

"You're telling me that there is another young, extremely hot man out there who looks like you?" said Buffy as a grin appeared on her face.

Spike smiled at her. "I don´t know if he still looks like me…but he did when we were kids."
"What do you mean you don´t know if he looks like you? You are twins…he must look just the same…even if…"

"I bleached my hair, right before I came here…he never saw me this way…we havn't talked for about four years now." Spike interrupted Buffy.

"Why?" was all Buffy said.

"Lots of different reasons'…maybe I will tell you when the time is right."

"What did he want?"

"He wanted to come here…for Christmas…but I don't think I´m ready to see him." Spike sighed and laid his head back on Buffy's shoulder.

"Oh…Come on, Sweetie. What's so bad about that?" Buffy´s hands stroked his back up and down, soothing him.

"You will hate me when I tell you what happened between me and Will." Spike declared , his voice no more than a whisper.

"I don't think I will, but that's my problem, not yours. Spill" said Buffy and clambered from his lap.

Spike cleared his throat and looked deep into her eyes. He wondered if she will still like him when she finds out what he and Will did on that night …four years ago. Will she look at him with the same love in her eyes? Will she still want to be with him?

The best thing he could do was try to explain it to her…and Faith…and hopefully they will both understand.

He drew in a deep breath.

"I had sex with my brother!"

Buffy stood in the middle of the kitchen and looked at Spike with huge eyes. Her mouth began to water as she thought about two sexy hunks all sweaty and moaning.

Spike hid his face behind his hands. "I can understand if you don't want to be involved with someone who has slept with his brother."

She moved slowly behind him and stroked her hand over his well muscled back. "Why in the blue hell would I want that? Why would you think such things …nothing in this world will keep me from you…I love you, Spike. I hope you know that."

With his face still hidden behind his hand he shook his head slightly. "How can you love someone as disgusting as me?" he asked, his voice slightly muffled.

"You're not disgusting, Spike! You know that I done things with my cousin, when I was younger! So you see, it's the same."

"It is not the same…I had sex with my brother…even if it was mind-blowing…it was wrong!" Spike rubbed his eyes and tried to stay calm.

Silence hung over the room for a few minutes and the only thing that could be heard was their heavy breathing.

Finally Buffy stepped alongside Spike and tried to shove his hands away. After a little while she succeeded and saw that Spike had tears in his eyes. "Why are you crying, honey?"

Spike looked her in the eye for a moment and then he lowered his gaze to the tabletop. "I'm so frightened that I will loose you and Faith… especially you, luv."

Buffy crouched beside him and searched his eyes. "I can't speak for Faith, but I will never leave you…hell would freeze over before I'd leave you. I already told you that I had sex with my cousin Monica, didn't I?"

Spike nodded and sighed. "But that was not the same…we didn't make out like teenagers…we didn't just jerk off in front of each other.

"Who jerks off in front of each other?" came Faith's voice from the doorway. "Did I miss something?"

Spike shot a look at Buffy that told her he didn't want to tell Faith what happened. "No…nothing happened…I'm talking about an X-rated Movie I saw last week", said Spike and slipped from his chair to get three coffee mugs out of the cabinet.

Faith took the mug Spike handed her. "Too bad…because I woke up and felt a little horny…so…what do you think?" she said while loosening the belt of her dressing gown and slowly approaching Spike.

He backed away. "I don't feel well…Sorry, sweetie…maybe later."

With that he took the mail and left the kitchen with the steaming mug of coffee.

Faith stared at Buffy. "What on earth is wrong with him? Normally he can never resist my charms."

"He has some problems right now…I think we should give him some time", retorted Buffy and pick up her mug that Spike put on the table. She didn't understand why he hadn't told Faith about his encounter with his brother.

Faith took a large gulp of coffee. "I think I'll take an ice-cold shower to cool me down…except, of course, if you can help me out with my little problem. She waggled her eyebrows and opened her gown.

With a huge grin Buffy approached her best friend and slipped her hands under her dressing gown. She stroked the silky skin of Faiths belly and began to kiss her. Their tongues duelled with each other as both girls began to moan.

Both of them fondled and touched each other for a while, before Buffy sank to her knees. She pulled Faith's black string down and pushed her legs further apart.

She looked up and saw that her friend had her eyes closed, because she knew what was coming. Buffy separated the inner lips of Faiths pussy and slid her finger back and forth.

"Oh Fuck….Buffy…so good…push your finger inside me…fuck me with your digits…oh please…I need it….", moaned Faith and Buffy did what she wanted and pushed two fingers into Faith's sobbing hole, while she tongued the clit.

Neither of them had realized that Spike was standing in the doorway, watching his favourite girls get it on. He knew they did that sometimes, but he'd never seen it from at a distance before…every time he was involved somehow.

His cock began to harden as he saw that Buffy's left hand slipped down between her legs and she had begun to touch herself. Spike loved it when Buffy and Faith touched themselves…he always got pretty hard when he saw that.

Slowly he approached the two girls and stood behind Buffy. He slid her nightshirt over her hips and massaged her asscheeks. She began to moan and lean into his touches.

When Faith opened her eyes and saw what was going on a devils grin appeared on her face. "Have you…fuck…have you made up your mind, Blondie? Right there B….yeah suck my nub" moaned Faith. "Go on…fuck her…right here while she's licking me….oh yeah….ugh…!"

He didn't need to be told twice. Spike quickly got out his sweatpants and stroked his cock for a while.

Buffy stopped her ministrations to look at him; she licked her lips and showed him how to get to her. He stood beside the girls and Buffy took hold of his shaft to take the purple head into her mouth while she still had two fingers in Faiths snatch.

The three of them moaned and enjoyed the tender loving care for a couple of minutes. Suddenly Faith gave Buffy a sign that she should remove her fingers. Buffy looked puzzled at her friend but pulled her fingers out. She continued to suck at Spike shaft, while Faith jumped onto the kitchen counter and spread her legs again.

"Come on, Blondie…fuck Buffy from behind…She should moan in my pussy while she's licking my clit…." panted Faith.

Buffy released Spikes cock and recaptured the place between Faiths thighs, as Spike moved behind her and teased her while he slid his dick between her labia before he pushed into her sopping cunt.

Buffy and Spike moaned loudly and Faith wasn't able to hold back. "OH FUCK…..YEAH….I`M CUMMING….HOLY SHIT….!" Her whole body shook with pleasure as the orgasm raced through her.

Buffy continued her licking and sucking while Spike pushed his dick into her…She loved it when he took her from behind. One of her hands reached between her legs and rubbed her clit wildly.
"Oh God, Buffy…you are so tight…always so tight…it feels like you want to squeeze me till I pop like warm champagne." Spike leaned over her back and whispered in her ear: "I love you, sweetheart…You make me feel so good…I could fuck you all day long." He made sure that it was quiet enough so Faith didn't hear it.

Fortunately she was still on her high and didn't hear a word. Faith looked at her two lovers through clouded eyes. Slowly but surely she came back to earth and jumped from the countertop.

She took a position between Buffy's legs and watched for a while at Spikes cock disappearing and appearing in Buffy's pussy. It made her hot again and she began to lick Buffy's labia before she sucked hard on the clit.

"AHH Faithy, I love when you do that….HARDER…BOTH OF YOU….HARDER…" she screamed and both Spike and Faith obeyed.

Spike pushed hard into her slick passage. "OHHH…I can't hold it back….I'm gonna cum….Ugh…" he breathed in sharply, before he shot his load into her.

He continued his pushes and stocked Buffy's back as Faith sucked and nibbled at her clit. "GOD DAMN…AHHH…YESSS…!" Buffy's orgasm rushed through her body and she felt like she was in seventh heaven.

Faith was the first one who got up. "That was one hell of a breakfast", she said with a grin.
The two blondes stood on shaking legs and nodded…because that was all what they could do at that moment.

"I think I'll take a shower…and then I will go to meet Wesley…I think I will be a very happy girl tomorrow." With that she bounced out of the kitchen leaving Spike and Buffy alone.

Spike withdrew his soft cock out of Buffy, pulled his sweatpants up and sank exhausted onto one of the chairs. He grasped Buffy's hand and drew her to him. She straddled his lap and they both cuddled till their breathing was normal again.

"I love you, Spike", whispered Buffy in his ear.

Love you, too Sweetie…love you, too