Hi so this is my first fanfiction I've been waiting so long for the one and decided I should give it a try after reading so many amazing fanfics!

Hope u enjoy!


Its was nearly 12am when i heard a chaotic sounds,and guards burst through the its not my near elimination and my choice to stay ,me and him haven't been on such good doesn't guard my door anymore so i rarely seem last time we talked was when i told him i was leaving and need a break.I still owe him an explanation to why as to why I stayed.

''Miss'' the guard said. ''You have to get to the safe room''. I quickly grab my robe and a pair of flats and hurry on out. I hear guns and the shouts of the must be the southern there had been several attacks ever since i got here i'm still scared out of my mind around and seeing i kriss along with Maxon goes right through me i just want to kick something right now .I eventually catch up to them and so does Elise.I think I see the relief in Maxons eyes but he looks away as soon as we made contact with each other's eyes and i shatter all over again. We all make it safely to the safe room along with the king and queen and Celeste. We all sit down right away exhausted.

Maxon talks to all the other elites expect me i kinda saw that coming he goes to kriss first its so funny because they act like there already makes me want to win this even more.I already knew this was coming when he told me to wants me to gain his trust back!How am i supposed to do that when he keeps avoiding make no sense. He slowly made his way through every girl.

After a good half hour he finally make his way to me.I had so much to talk about but i couldn't say anything with everyone staring at i attempted to talk a guard comes to inform us that the rebels are gone. Maxons stands with no emotion on his face.I quickly tug my shakes his and all i want to do is kick and scream and shout or all of the above.I try to clam myself down and tell myself he has meetings.I try to convince myself but i simply can' he absolutely wanted to see me he would've just nodded and then see my doesn't he want to see me? I know i want to be the one but do i really love him?I finally reach my soon as i enter its a bed it totally upside down and my makeups all over the maids are already there attempting to clean everything up.I start to help the room is back to knows what time its is?I plop down on my bed realizing i won't be able to go back to sleep.

I start pacing the room.I wish i could just play the piano and poor my heart out or i could just sit there and cry but i have no tears left to poor out.I know its late so i can't play the piano.I finally decide its time to get some fresh air i can't go to the gardens since it right after a rebel attack but i can she walk around the palace and admire its looks.I put on a pair of jeans and a white silk top and braid my in case i see someone.I slip into a pair of flats and head out the door.

As i walked out the door i suddenly bumped heads with someone.I looked up and it was someone i didn't expect to see at all!