Fall into Darkness by hybridphoenix

I sit
And write this letter.
I fear
That things won't get better.

I think
Cogito Ergo Sum.
Therefore I am nothing
Save the brand on my arm.

I rant
For I am in extremis.
Never dreamt
That it would end like this.

I perceive
The future even in this room.
For you deceive
And lead me towards certain doom.

I hoped
That dawn would break.
While I moped
With my greivous heartache.

I gaze
Far away at the setting sun.
To raise
My troubles to no one.

I looked
Away from deprivation.
From the setting sun to the rising moon
For salvation.

I sink
Into depression.
I cannot feel and cannot think
Thus my utmost confusion.

Nameless
I wander with no place to die.
My plight is hopless
For everything around me is a lie.

Believed
That you would lend a helping hand.
Greived
Cowardice-your not taking a stand.

Endless faith
Given without condition.
Greater than the Milky Way
Which survived without explanation.

A seed.
Miraculous germination.
Became a weed
And now to termination.

Your smile
Hid a lethal knife.
Plotting behind while
I struggled to survive.

Hibernation.
You took your chance to strike.
In desolation.
What is wrong and right?

Backstabber.
Empty ringing in my ears.
Whatever.
There is only room for fears.

The setting sun
The falling rain
What I want-
The end to my pain.

Love.
My final defence.
The shield from above
To turn your lance.

Denouement.
Even love has fell.
Your triumphant moment
My descent into hell.

No reason
For my redundant existence.
No more a beacon,
I am falling into blackness.

Sunset surrender.
Night has descended.
No more defence to render,
Anyway I never mattered.

Hatred I feel,
But it is ebbing away.
Darkness-tempered limbs of steel,
Which both hatred and love cannot sway.

I seek no more
To wreak my vengeance.
I heed its call
And fall into darkness.

A/N-This is from Snape's point of view and his depression.Darkness is not having bad feelings,but the lack of it.