Disclaimer: I do not own Vocaloid
Between Two World
It's dark
It's cold
Inside this fathomless cage, I bound to infinite pain, bruises and wounds coloring my body. I am a shell, a shell used as experiment. The Kingdom has sentence me for forever imprisonment inside this cold cage. How long it has been? I can't … remember it anymore. I am a sinner, a demon. Therefore they need to keep me here.
I look out from the small hole on the corner of my cage. Using my entire strength to raise myself, I peek from the hole. The outside is bright and warm. I could see many people walking back and forth crowding the street. Carriage crossing, bard singing, merchant selling, kids playing, it's a busy street. But it's better than my lonely cage. Sometimes I think to go outside, accepting the radiance from the sun, receiving breezes from the sky although I know … its impossible dream to achieve. I live in different world from them. Besides … people will feel disgusted when they see me. My green hair is dirty and messed up. My skin has dark spots and stinks. In addition, prisoner don't have right to choose, they should wait inside their cage till they decay.
It's a cold day today. Outside is raining cats and dogs. Today I could not see the scene of busy street. The rain gets in my way to see my favorite view. The rain has isolated me once again from outside. The wounds in my thigh I receive today hurt so much. It's completely leaves a mark on my skin, the guards gets angry because I don't eat the food so he whips me. Although he should know that I can't even reach the food placed in front of my cell entrance cause the condition of my feet. I already forget since when it's broken. I am afraid that the guards will hit me again, so I try my best to drag my heavy body towards the food. Luckily my hands could still barely move. I must finish the food before he comes back.
The spring season gonna end soon as I keep sitting here. Summer will arrive soon, roasting the street's brick. I want to see dandelions, so today I beg the guards to take me outside. I failed. In return they give two more scars on my back and no food for 3 days. I should have known it's impossible, so … why did I bother to try? Once again I am back in my cage.
Three days without food render me to a lifeless state. Lying on the floor, I try to lick the dust on the floor, eat the small rocks with my heavy body in my way. I try any possible method to survive. I drink the water puddle which comes from drops of water leaking on the ceiling. Anything is ok, as long I could survive. I can' stand the hurt on my stomach, but it's better than starving. One of the guards laugh at me saying my life is no different than a dog. I ignore it, why should I deny it? He is right, I am no more than a dog right now. A dog should act as a dog. I already lost my pride. Lowering it a bit more won't hurt me much. I already hurt too much.
I try to remember the reason I was inside this sad and cold world. But I don't remember, maybe it's been too long already. Definitely it has eaten 5 years of my life, its starts from 12 till 17 now. I hope someone would tell me about it. Misery is yet another world I don't want to enter.
The blue light stream through the fence of my prison, it's enlightening my cage with blue lights. At that moment, I know … it's a full moon. The blue glows calm me. I am surprised that actually I could still see something like this. Perhaps it's not all bad staying here. If I go outside, could I see this scenery again? It's not long before I notice someone enter my cage. She is … not a guard. The way she dresses is completely different from them. She is more like … a princess I think.
Pink hair and luxury clothes, what's a princess doing here?