Just a Little something I wrote with the random lyrics out of may different songs that caught my attention for some reason or another.

Your random little secret

S

I don't want to fall in love

With you~

But Sebastian did fall in love. Ridiculously.

It must have been sometime after he had come to terms with the fact his young master was a demon. After he began to feel that maybe, just maybe, having the young one around wouldn't be such a bad thing.

~I'd sell my soul to the Devil

If I had one to give~

Sebastian found that he would. He'd sell his soul just to be able to kiss those sweet, everlasting lips of his young master's.

~Go on and kiss the girl~

Or the boy, as the case was. Sebastian wanted to. He did but fear stopped him. Fear of. . .rejection? Humiliation? Mortification?

~Stay with me~

It was one of the young master's order's. A simple request he had made on few occasions. Sebastian could never predict when the young one would ask but he always lingered for a moment in case the younger demon did ask.

~If I could melt your heart~

The elder found himself longing to touch his master, to melt his cold heart.

~She can kill with a smile and wound with her eyes~

It was something the young lord was good at. A smile would make Sebastian's black heart skip a beat and those eyes could shoot daggers from a distance. It still amazed Sebastian after years of witnessing such a feat.

~What makes you different

Makes you beautiful~

Ciel could never understand. He was beautiful. Even as a human he had been so beautiful. He was different. Different from any mortal Sebastian had ever met.

~Bless my soul, you're a lonely soul

'Cause you can't let go

Of anything you hold~

Sebastian could see the young demon was lonely. It was in the young one's eyes. Those sad mismatched eyes that flashed red when he was hungry or angered. The boy had no one to talk to, no one to confide in except Sebastian and that was never going to happen.

And the young lord had a habit of looking back. He couldn't let go of what should have been.

~I will give you everything

I will treat you right~

Sebastian did everything and anything his master asked of him without question. Ciel had once tested the theory, cruelly asking Sebastian to burn himself on candle wax out of curiosity. The elder did it, of course, and Ciel never ordered him to hurt himself again.

~I hear you call my name

And it feels like

Home~

Sebastian always came when his master called but it was no longer against his will. He came swiftly, eager to be in the young one's presence.

~Just like a muse to me

You are a mystery~

It was always difficult to determine what exactly the young lord was thinking. Sebastian had always been good at guessing people's thoughts, judging what someone would do or say next but Ciel was a mystery to him. Unpredictable. Dangerous. Exciting.

~Just like a dream,

You are not what you seem~

No, the once-earl was definitely not what he seemed. He looked innocent enough, save his ancient eyes. But Sebastian knew that, behind that perfect porcelain doll face, lay a cunning intelligence that the boy had gained by the time he was ten years of age.

~In the midnight hour

I can feel your power~

And he was still plagued with nightmares. By midnight, Sebastian could feel the demonic waves of power rolling off the young one as he attempted to fight off the dreaded dreams.

~I'm a little bit lost without you

And I'm a bloody big mess inside~

Sometimes Ciel would wonder off. He would disappear for days, weeks. Sebastian would go mad with worry, searching every nook and cranny to find his young master. Ciel would call eventually.

~Baby, when you're gone (when you're gone)

I realize I'm in love (so in love)~

Once, when the young lord had called from wherever he was hiding, the young one had kissed Sebastian softly before falling asleep. That was the first night in several years that was not riddled with nightmares.

~I lie awake and try so hard

Not to think of you

But who

Can decide what they dream?

And dream I do~

Sebastian had many fantasies when he fell asleep. All involving a certain young demon. All filled with the darkest desire of his heart:

To Touch.

To Taste.

To Love.

To make love. To make love to his master.

~Never thought the way you look at me

Would ever mean so much to me~

Ciel smiled once. A genuine grin just for Sebastian. The elder didn't even remember what he did to achieve such a thing but he didn't care. The young one had smiled just for him.

~I've searched the universe and found myself

Within your eyes~

Oh, those beautiful mismatched eyes. Sebastian found himself falling into them again and again. Sometimes the young lord would stare back as if equally captivated but Sebastian knew better. He was not foolish enough to imagine something so hopeless.

~So why can you see

You're all that matters?~

That was something Ciel couldn't see. Ciel couldn't see Sebastian's hopeless devotion.

~Hopelessly devoted to you~

It was true. It was odd. It was. . .it was . . .it just was.

~I'd take the stars right out of the sky for you

I'd end the world, give you the sun the moon

For all of time, forever loving you~

He would do anything for his young master.

Sebastian was in love.

He would do anything.

~Everything I do

I do it for you~

And he did.

~Tease me

By holding out your hand

Well, leave me

Or take me as I am~

"Then. . .kiss me, Sebastian."