Believe, a shake it up! fanfic

A/N Not sure if this'll work like I want it to, but I'm trying it. I went through quite a few songs before settling with this one. Alternate were, Never Surrender (which I might do), Comatose, and The Last Night. All by Skillet. Like this song. Believe, by Skillet, from the album Awake. Go look up the song on you tube if you'd like. Hope you like this one-shot. CeCe's POV. I seem to like her POV don't I. xD.

I'm still trying to figure out how to tell you I was wrongI can't fill the emptiness inside since you've been gone

It felt like eternity since Rocky left. In actuality it'd only been a week. A long, painful week. At first I thought it was a bad dream, but sadly it wasn't. I'd picked up my cell phone, pushed in her number, go to call her then drop my phone and move away from as if it was on fire countless times. I wanted to apologize, but I couldn't. I didn't have the strength and I knew by the time I did it'd be to late.

She left because of a fight. We'd had them before and I would usually overstep the boundaries, then hug her afterwards and continuously apologize. I said things I didn't mean whenever we fought, but I'd never told her that before.

So is it you or is it me?I know I said things that I didn't meanBut you should've known me by nowYou should've known me

We were arguing about lots of things: she wanted to get married while I wanted to wait, she wanted kids while I didn't know how it would work. There were many reasons why we argued, some little some big, but all were not worth it. This argument I went to far. She said she was leaving, like always, to which I would usually hurt her. She'd start to cry and I'd apologize then we'd make up.

This time when she said she was leaving I said "Fine. I'll be better off without you." She couldn't hide the hurt from showing, or the tears from flowing. But for some reason I kept going. I told her I wouldn't think of her once, which was so far from the truth. I thought she knew I was just saying it from anger. She should've known.

If you believedWhen I saidI'd be better off without youThen you never really knew me at allIf you believedWhen I saidThat I wouldn't be thinking about youYou thought you knew the truth but you're wrongYou're all that I needJust tell me that you still believe

Maybe we weren't as close as I thought. Rocky should've known I didn't mean it. I should call her.

I can't undo the things that led us to this place

But I know there's something more to us than our mistakes

So is it you or is it meI know I'm so blind when we don't agreeBut you should've known me by now

I know Rocky and I have our ups and downs, we both make mistakes, but I love her. I need her with every fiber of my being. I've been lost without her. I picked up my phone and dialed her number without even thinking of it.

"What CeCe?" She asked, icicles dripping off her words. "I'll get my things when I-"

"Rocky. You're all that I want. Don't you even know me at all? You're all that I need. Just tell me that you still believe."

After a moment of quiet she said, "Yes…"

"Please come home to me. I'm so sorry. I know we fight but I love you and I've been shit without you." I heard my voice crack as I started to cry.

Rocky said, "I'll be home soon and we can talk it out, calmly." I think she knew how serious I was. I hardly ever cried.

"Anything you want baby."

A/N sorry if it sucks but I tried. I thought I'd give you this, since I'm stuck with Chapter 6 in My Best Friend, But Girl Friend.