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Chapter 1
It was another dull grey day in Forks. I wasn't sure how many days straight it had been raining without a break. But it wasn't often that it didn't rain here. It was March, so it would start warming up soon. If you can call summer here warm.
After school, Jacob and I were going to Port Angeles to catch a movie. Sam had let him have the afternoon off. There wasn't much for the pack to do anymore since they got Victoria at the beginning of Spring Break, and the Cullen's had left Forks last year. They only patrolled out of habit.
I was so relieved when Jacob and his brothers caught the red haired vampire who wanted to kill me. I was even more relieved when she was the only one that was hurt. I remember checking Jacob over inch by inch to make sure he wasn't injured. He just sat there laughing at me saying,
"Bella, I'm Fine", over and over again.
He clearly didn't understand how I worried I was for him. He was my personal sun. If he left me, I don't think I would survive.
I enjoyed hanging out with Jacob. The friendship we had was easy, effortless. Although I knew he wanted more, he said he wouldn't push me. And that was fine by me. I knew Edward was never coming back, and I knew Jacob and I could be happy. But I was still broken. The edges of the hole still burned in my chest threatening to tear through me again.
I was selfish, for using Jacob to keep the pain away. So any additional emotions on his end were purely my fault. I had let it go too far, and I didn't want to go back. He deserved a whole person, not an emotional wreck.
I got out of bed, and opened my cupboard. My jeans were lying over a big black garbage bag that contained old clothes, old books that I read but didn't really want to read again, and a mangled car stereo. I only glanced at the bag for a brief second, and then quickly closed the cupboard door.
I walked downstairs and found Charlie opening the front door to leave for the day.
"Hey Kid, you're up early".
I was only then that i glanced at the clock. 6.30 Ugh.
"Yeah couldn't sleep".
"Well you have a good day. Ill see you tonight". And he closed the door behind him.
I looked around the kitchen. I should have breakfast. I wasn't hungry but I knew I needed to eat. I placed 2 pieces of bread into the toaster and opened the newspaper Charlie had left on the kitchen bench.
The Forks gazette never had any stories that interested me. And today was no exception. The toast popped and made me jump. I concentrated on slowing my heart beat while I smothered Peanut Butter over the slightly burnt bread. I really needed to get a new toaster. I grabbed my tattered copy of Wuthering Heights and sat at the table.
I was totally immersed in my book, when i glanced at the clock. Oh No, 8.05am, I'm going to be late. I raced out the door, saying a little prayer in my head that my truck would start today. I stopped just before I climbed in, and looked around me. I swear I could feel eyes on my back. But the street was empty. There I go again. Imagining things that weren't there.
I got to school just as the bell rang. I had to run to English. When I walked past Mikes desk, he smiled at me. I gave him a quick smile back and quickly rushed to my desk as the teacher started talking.
The day past like any other, slow. I could have been invisible for all anyone cared. I shouldn't say that. There was Angela and Ben who had forgiven me for my zombie phase. And there was of course Mike. Now there was a boy that couldn't take a hint, but at least I still had friends at school.
My last class, gym was always horrendous. I think that Coach Clapp just wanted to torture me. Today he took us all outside, to run. Running was not my forte, actually anything that entailed me being on my feet, was not my forte.
I felt uneasy being outside however, not just because I knew what horror was waiting for me on the Oval, but I still felt like I was being watched. Yet I couldn't see anyone around except for my class.
I was very lucky today. Coach Clapp must have realised that making me run was a bad idea, because after I fell down three times in the first 5 minutes, he told me i could sit this one out.
When I walked to the side of the Oval, only then did I realise it wasn't raining. I looked up and the clouds were parting with rays of sunlight peering through. I felt warmer instantly with the idea of actual sunlight. I couldn't sit on the ground however because it was still damp.
I could see the road from where I stood. Parents were starting to arrive to pick up their kids when school finished. A group of mums were standing at the gate laughing. In the corner of my eye I saw a glimpse of a silver car. I quickly turned to see what type, and it was gone. I probably imagined that as well. There is only one person who would be driving that fast, and I knew it wasn't him.
As we walked back to the change rooms, I saw it again. Now I knew that I was going crazy. This was just my mind playing tricks on me. Probably because I hadn't seen Jacob in a few days. When he wasn't around, the hole in my chest burned and I start getting a little paranoid. I couldn't wait to see him this afternoon. He would make the pain cease for a few hours at least. I was really looking forward to it. Guilt started to rise in me then. I love hanging out with Jake. But I still felt like I was abusing the friendship we had.
I ran to my truck after getting changed, and drove home much quicker than I should have. The sun was beaming now and I had to take my jacket off because It was getting to warm.
When I walked through the front door, I checked the time. Only 45 minutes til Jacob picks me up. Just enough time for me to get changed, throw on a load of laundry, pull Charlies dinner out of...
I didn't get to finish that thought because there was a knock on the door. Jacob was early.
I ran to the door and swung it open. As my eyes lay on the figure standing in the doorway, my breath started coming in short bursts. I felt my head get dizzy and everything went black. As I fell, I felt arms grab my waist.
'Bella', the familiar voice said.
And then there was nothing.
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