A/N:
I'm really sorry for the long delay but finally it is here: my Angst story...
I'm really happy I was finally able to upload it... I would have uploaded it earlier but my PC had to get a f... ... (sry FFN doesn't let me make stars) virus and was out of order... and then it had to be beta-ed... well I'll stop rambling so that you can start reading.
Disclaimer: I don't own PoT... even if I wish I wouldn't... TT
So let's start with the prologue
Eiji stood there, not moving at all.
'No, that can't be true! No, no, no!'
The tears were forming in his eyes and slowly sliding down his cheeks. He looked at the person he loved the most, the person he thought he would never lose his entire life.
"You can't be serious, can you?" He asked, unsure, but no answer came, just a hard, cold glare.
Eiji finally broke down in desperate tears and sobs. He couldn't believe it, he wanted to think that it was all a nightmare, but deep inside his heart he knew better.
Sometimes he had wondered why Fuji was with him in the first place, he always thought that Fuji was too good for him.
Eiji looked one last time at Fuji, before Fuji left his apartment. He still couldn't believe what just happened.
He cried and just couldn't stop. He cried until he fell asleep in his bed, cheeks still wet from tears.
Fuji closed the door, he could hear Eiji's pained sobs inside. Leaning against the door frame, Fuji tried his best to keep from crying himself, but his eyes felt watery and he couldn't stop the tears from falling.
Did he do the right thing?
...He couldn't answer.
The only the thing he knew at the moment was that he regretted it, even while he tried to convince himself that it was the right thing to do. The first months would be hard, but Eiji would get over it and get a better future than he would have had with Fuji... well, that was what Fuji hoped. But the problem was Fuji himself, he didn't know if he was actually able to get over the bouncy, eccentric red-head.
Fuji slowly slid down the frame onto the floor, holding his face in his palms. He couldn't think clearly.
It was the pain he saw in Eiji's face that wasn't easily forgotten, at least, not by him. He never wanted to say those ever regretful things to Eiji, never, but it had to be done and Fuji knew that. It was so hard to ignore the urge to embrace Eiji when he was crying, and tell him that it was all a lie, but somehow he managed to not do so, and that was causing Fuji even more pain.
He wanted to go back inside the apartment and hold Eiji close, but he couldn't do it, he forbid it of himself. It would be better for Eiji this way.
How was it?? I know it's really short but it's just the prologue...
But the first chapter is being beta-ed right now... (at least I hope so...xD)
Please review
°-Kiki