SARA POV
I sat in my bed thinking about final moving out of my over crowed house. I was moving into my dorm room today my mum walks in "honey are you almost ready we are leaving in half an hour" ever though she new I had been pack and ready for weeks. I was moving in with a girl I had been in love with for years, but I had only ever seen her date guys and all she talked about was a boy for her church that she had alway had the biggest crush on they never really dated but they had a weird thing between them she would always tell me how he would kiss her some nights and I can't say it didn't hurt.
I was final dressed and ready to leave my mother drove me the two and a half hours to took to get there I told her she didn't have to but I knew it was her way of saying good bye. When we got there I saw Tegan she ran and wrapped her arms around me I mean I knew it was because I hadn't seen her in almost a month and we were really close "friends" or that's all she would ever see me as. I didn't want the hug to end but she slowly pulled way. "When did you get here? Are you already set up?" I counting to quiz her "yesterday and of course". We said our good byes to my mum who didn't want to leave. She help me set up my thing I didn't have many clothes but my stacks and stacks of CDs and band posters seemed to fill the room nicely. When we were done She gave me the gummy smile she always did when she was really happy and I kisses her on the cheek in thanks. She flashed a bright red but as soon as it was there it was gone. "Do you wanna watch a movie" I didn't bring many but I did have a thing for scary movies and while I knew Tegan scared easily I agreed the thought of holding her ever if it was in a 'just friends' way was enough for me.
She picked one and put it on sit next to me on my bed. It wasn't long before she was in my lap "why are you making me watch this" she whined "you picked it remember. We don't have to watch it" "no no I want to" I know she is trying to seem tuff but I switch it off any way "we can just talk I haven't seen you in forever" that's what it felt like anyway. She grinned "ok so truth or dare" I roll my eyes "truth" "ok so do you like anyone" the smirk that ran across my face looking down I quickly shock my head I mean I wasn't lying I didn't like someone I was in love with someone that would never love me back "Lier come on what's her name" she had alway been ok with me being gay Even with her church back ground her dads the paster of a church. She was staying at my house when I came out to her I was crying because I was so scared that every one would hate me all she said was that she still loved me and everyone else would to and held me till I fell asleep in her arms. I will never forgot what she did for me that night and it was the night I realised I truly had strong felling for her.
"Come... On please tell me what's her name" shyly shake me head "I can't tell you but she is absolutely gorgeous" she flashed her gummy smile at me and nodes "well I'm sure you'll get her, you always get any girl you want" I half smile if only she knew how wrong she was.