Dedicated to: Hikarui
"when all things fails,
I'll be here to help,
To guide…
And to tease…
Hehe"
_blackcolder_
I could, I should
Mikan had been a fool with her emotions towards Natsume, and the moment she realized what she really wanted, Natsume's heart changed.
I could've shot you with a gun myself
If it weren't for my wretched pride.
My mind could've functioned well enough
If only your face was not painted in my mind
I could've crossed the seven seas alone
But No… you just have to tag along.
I was living my life in bliss
'Till you came and, Shalt I say more?
I wasn't looking for a lover
The word love didn't even register my thoughts
But then you came and bugged me
Alas! I was confused once more
I tried to ignore every single detail with you
Your texts were deleted,
Your calls were ignored
But no matter how much I fooled myself…
You've grown up on me! That much I knew.
Love, seemed to have entered my vocabulary
I never thought that love would strike me this much
That I feel so vulnerable under your words
That I think I'll break down, the moment you'll leave my side
I was so deeply in love, that the words
Wouldn't come out of my mouth
I have been afraid that the moment I'll admit it,
That's the moment, where my fantasies would end.
That was the reason why I never spoke my true emotions
And in turn, I tend to neglect yours as well
I have been a little too late,
To realize that you're gone.
Too late to realize, that you've fallen for someone new…
A/N: this was a bit roughly done, but I hope you liked it.
Tell me if you want me to end it here or if you want me to continue it…
Thanks!