Entry 1:
Recently received this journal from my brother as a gift... Kind of unusual, but it really helps in killing time. This might actually be useful.
Entry 2:
My polar bear seems to be acting strange. He would always stay away from me now. Kind of unusual, again, but this never really happened...
Entry 3:
Alfred started avoiding me as well. Every time I approached him, he would just make up an excuse to leave... Same went for Arthur and Francis...
Entry 4:
I have just realized that my entries so far consisted of mere sentences... I guess it doesn't matter, right? Anyway, everyone started to avoid me... Like they're hiding something... I won't let this bother me, though.
Entry 5:
Am I really that unnoticeable? It's like i'm invisible to everybody now... At least Amelinda seems to notice me... At least...
Entry 6:
Amelinda and I went out today. We were able to get closer to each other and even discussed our history... It was a day that I wanted to last forever... No wonder Alfred acts all insecure when i talk to her... Even I am starting to feel envious of the other nations who seemed close to her...
Entry 7:
People are seeming to notice me now... Perfect timing I guess... My polar bear even started to get closer to me as well... What just happened?
Entry 8:
Looks like that day of recognition really was just a day. Everyone went back to ignoring me, again. Except for my polar bear and Amelinda... Amelinda...
Entry 9:
Amelinda and I talked again today. She seemed to be distant from Alfred at that time, which made me feel comfortable... because I don't like seeing her with anyone else... She was one of the first, maybe even the only one that could differentiate me from my brother. I won't give her up that easily... Not to anyone.
Entry 10:
It's my birth-day today. No one's around... How odd... but Amelinda was there, so it was alright.
Entry 11:
She'll be mine forever...
Entry 12:
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Entry 13:
I am definitely doing it... Tonight... On my birth-day... she'll be with me forever... I have my knife with me, told my polar bear to stay with Alfred for the time being and I have told Amelinda to meet me at my room... She'll be here any minute...
Entry 14:
She's here... I'm sure... She'll be the most beautiful doll...
A/N: An extra point to whoever got the idea of inspiration of this fic~ next up: Philippine's Journal. Stay tuned!