I was thinking of this on the way back from my orthodontist so don't laugh.
I'm so torn inside.
I'm supposed to love one but I love another.
What am I supposed to do?
I love Aoyama-kun like a brother not like the way I love him.
Whenever he gets near me my heart races and I can be strange.
I blush and I yell.
But when he touches me that all goes away and my passion for him runs through my veins like a fireball straight to my heart.
He's in my head; he's in my heart, yet I'll never tell him.
How could I?
He loves another,
Or does he?
I thought he hated me,
I mean look at the way he treats me!
Who would love a man like that?
Apparently me, and another.
They go out and they flirt and when I see them it makes me want to cry.
I love him but if I tell him it could break up the team.
So I'll close my mouth and keep it to myself.
Killing myself from within.
Until his eyes open to the fact I love him in my silent reverence.
Oh, why can't he see that I act that way to try and hide my true feelings?
Please hear the calls my heart sends to you!
See the love shining in my eyes,
Tell me you too have always loved me since the day we met,
That fateful day my life was turned upside down,
I've loved you since the day you told me my future,
I may not have realized it until to late,
But now I do and my heart aches at the site of you,
The way your hair glistens in the sun,
How your eyes penetrate into my soul,
How come you missed that hint in my heart?
What happened to that soul-searching gaze that you would bore into me with?
Why did you not go into my heart to see the one you so hated was not the one I loved?
Why must you miss my true intentions?
Why am I dieing over you?
I hope you realize whom she's talking about. Because I'm not telling, or at least not till next chapter.