Duo sat on his bed staring up at the ceiling, black, just how he felt
inside. He felt horrible, bad memories, old nightmares, past loves,
anything that cold bring him further into the hole that he had been
creating for himself since he piloted Deathscythe. His thoughts replayed
his memories, from the burning church from his childhood to his present day
situation. He saw how he had slaughtered with his Gundam with his own mind,
without another thought, "How could I have done this? I killed innocents, I
have the blood their blood on my hands… I caused so much misery and pain.
And all for what…? For what? To hide from my past?! What!" he screamed to
himself slowly slipping from the haven in his mind he from himself in. He
couldn't answer himself, he didn't know, he'd never known really. Duo
touched the priest collar he always had around his neck, it held some of
his sanity. He thought of his past again, all the lives he had taken all
the thing he had been through. A bitter laugh escaped his lips, "I'm
sounding like Heero now." He ripped the collar from his neck throwing it to
the bed as it seemed to burn his skin. He shook his head and held it, "This
isn't right. I shouldn't.. I shouldn't be here….." he said as he stood. Duo
walked through the halls of the base that he currently resided to the
hanger where he kept his Gundam. A guard saw him, "Hey, Maxwell where ya
think you're going." He asked casually, since he knew the boy pretty well.
Duo looked at him with sad depressed eyes, but managed a half smile,
"Home." And he continued walking. The guard looked puzzled at the statement
but shrugged it off, guessing it was Duo just trying to be funny again. Duo
reached Deathscythe and got in from the cord and flew it off, ignoring the
guards commands to stop from the ground. He kept going until he reached a
clearing, and stopped there. A sad smile crossed his lips as he sat there
getting ready to do something he considered a last resort, "Goodbye to all.
I'm sorry for it to end this way." He said in a quiet voice the smile still
across his lips. He hit the self-detonate button. The dark gundam exploded,
sending its pilot out into the clearing. Duo lay there, taking his last few
breaths with a pleased grin on his face, "Finally, I'll be at peace.
Goodbye." He said gently as he closed his eyes letting out his final
breath.
THE END!!!
A/N: I was ~*~SOOO~*~ sad and depressed. I was thinking of suicide myself at the time. But instead I killed my favorite person. Well it was a lot better in my head, it was like a dream vision.. Anyway. That's it.
THE END!!!
A/N: I was ~*~SOOO~*~ sad and depressed. I was thinking of suicide myself at the time. But instead I killed my favorite person. Well it was a lot better in my head, it was like a dream vision.. Anyway. That's it.
