* Only the idea was mine, no songs, characters, or places mentioned belong to me. *
APOV
Oh thank god for the glorious oblivion hot, steamy showers created. The constant lull and throb of my whole body was getting to be a bit much. I forced the hot water nozzle all the way over and hopped in the boiling hot water welcoming the relaxing spray. After an undeterminable amount of time the water had eased the knots my muscles had become and moving my shoulders no longer felt like they were encased in concrete.
"The broken clock is a comfort that helps me sleep tonight; maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time." I softly sang the song as I thought of the lyrics, jack is my broken clock… without her I'd never sleep, and she tries to stop MI6 from stealing all my tomorrows too.
And I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts; I am damaged at best like you've already figured out." I gained a little confidence as I was sure I knew the words. I may doubt Jacks' ability to stop MI6 from using me but she does try… she truly tries to understand how damaged I really am.
"I'm falling apart, barely breathing with a broken heart, that's still beating" My voice was confidently matching every note with every syllable now. Falling apart… yes I am I…Ash…Ian…
"In the pain, there is healing, in your name I find meaning" I sung strongly now yes, not quite badly either. Healing in pain? What a contradiction, they obviously don't know real pain. Stupid lover boys, their whole life revolves around brainless chicks whose name would they find meaning in?
After I decided that a mental fight with myself over a song was not in the best interest of my mental health, I turned the water off and reached outside the stall for the blue towel that I had left hanging by the door. Not finding it I groped around blindly until at last my hand landed on a hand holding my towel. Wait…a hand holding my towel? Oh shi-.