Author's Note: Okay so this is my first ever fan fic that I actually will be finishing... hopefully. It's not so much a story as it is an experiment of artistic expression. I'm not much of a writer and there's no true plot. I pretty much go with the flow and whatever happens, happens. So keep that in mind ^.^ Thank you.

WARNING: This story DOES indeed contain yaoi (boy on boy love) so if that is not your cup of tea, I suggest you leave now.

Illicit Aspiration

Introduction: Building Castles In The Sky

"Sasuke," I whispered softly. He kissed me with more force than last time as he unzipped my jacket. I tugged at his short motioning that I wanted it off of him. He broke the kiss and slowly took off his shirt.

I couldn't take it much longer. This agonizingly slow pace driving me up a fucking wall! I swiftly removed my jacket and shirt. That was not enough. I began to attack Sasuke's pants. My hands were shaking rapidly. It seemed as if every pore on my body dripped with a nervous sweat.

When we were finally rid of our pesky clothing, we took a moment to stare at each other. God was he beautiful. His pale white skin glistened in the moonlight that came in from the window above my bed. His slick, black hair covered his eyes; good thing for me because I couldn't bear watch him look at me. As much as this felt right, it also felt sickening.

'Should we really do this?' I thought to myself.

"Sas-"I began to say before he cut me off with a kiss. His lips were so soft and smooth. Almost like flower petals. That simple kiss he placed on me grew deeper and deeper. We explored each other's mouths for what felt like an eternity. I had to stop for some much needed air. Sasuke just stared at me as we caught our breath.

"What?" I asked shyly. A blush formed upon my cheeks. I truly did not want him to see me like this; so vulnerable. He responded by biting the area between my shoulder and neck. I winced slightly from the pain his teeth caused as they dug into my skin. He pulled back and lapped up the trickle of blood I assumed was there. I wanted more.

He kissed his way down from my collarbone to my stomach. He bit areas of my flesh here and there. Then he slowly swirled his tongue over the damaged area. I started egging him to go lower. I felt so desperate. I felt so sick. I felt so…

I quickly opened my eyes and sat up. I looked at my bed and around the room.

"Sasuke" I said quietly while rubbing my eyes. He isn't here. It was another one of those vile and disturbing dreams.

So there you have it. Comments and suggestions are welcomed and highly appreciated.