CHAPTER ONE
I am not that good in school but a plus sign to me means you add, and I love to add in math because it is the easiest. But the plus sign I am looking at right now, has nothing to do with math.
I was in my bathroom with tears coming down my eyes, as I looked at the pregnancy test, and the plus sign in the little screen on the stick. I don't now how long I have been there, but I didn't care
I was home alone tonight, my mom and step dad, Luke, are out of town for work, and my brother, Jonathan, was at his friends house for the night, since he has 4 months off of school.
I should probably tell you more about myself. My name is Clarissa Fairchild, but every one calls me either Clary or Risssa. I am 17 years old, with a 20 year old overprotective brother, who is already in college in California. My mother's name is Jocelyn, my biological father's name is Valentine. when I was 4, my mom and father got a divorce.
He was cought cheating on my mom with his secretary, Ellen. Soon after their divorce my mother's best friend since birth came back into her life. Luke, after years of being together, they finally got married when I was at the age of 13.
My father is still in mine and Jon's life though. He married Ellen, and they had my little sister, Kelly, who is now 5. My friend, Izzy(17), Alec(19), Magnus(21), Simon(18), Maia(17), Jordan(19), Aline(18), and Helen(19), but my best friend is Jace Herondale(18).
Alec, Magnus, Jon, Jordan, Jace and Helen all go to the same College which is in California, we are all going to that school, since we have all been accepted. Me, Izzy, Simon, Maia, and Aline still go to high school, but this year we are going to be seniors.
Jace has been my best friend since we were in our mother's stomach. He is our next door neighbor, and our parents are the best of friends, since high school. He is the 'golden boy'. literally. He has gold eyes, and blond hair, but when the sun hits it in a certain way, it looks like he has a Halo and his hair is golden. It is no secret that he is sexy as hell and everyone knows it, hell even he knows it, and let me tell you, he won't let you forget it.
I slid down the wall in my bathroom, beside my bath tub and pulled my knees up to my chest, with the stick across the room on the counter. I didn't know this would happen, it was just one time without a condom, and our first time together.
My boyfriend, Raphael, and I had sex in the heat of the moment. Everything was going so fast, that we didn't even try to stop and put a condom on, and theses were the results of that
The tears were falling fast now and I didn't stop them, I didn't want to. What am I going to tell? What will they say? Will they kick me out?, I couldnt stop my mind from, coming up with possibility of what my family would do.
I just won't tell them, I won't tell anyone, I could do that, until I am showing, and even then I will try to hide it. I have never been this scared before in my whole life.
I was pregnant at 17, and I was scared to death. What am I going to do, I can't take care of a kid, I am still a kid my self. I was debating about whether to tell Raphael or not, when their was a loud noise from down stairs.
"CLARY, WHERE ARE YOU" I quickly recognized Alecs voice, and stood up at fast as I could and started to rub my face, to get the tears off, while shoving the test in the cabinets underneath my sink.
I ran down the stairs to see Alec by the front door on his phone. "Hey Alec, what's up"
"Izzy wanted to know if- Hey what's wrong?" he asked as he looked up from his phone and seen my face red from tears.
"Nothing, what did Izzy want" I asked, trying to change the topic
"Clary... what's wrong, you now you can tell me any thing" he said putting his hands on my shoulders. I didn't know what happened, but I was suddenly in his arms, crying
"A-Alec i-i-im..." I couldn't finish my sentence as I stated to cry harder. Alec held me tighter
"Your what, babygirl" he ask, sweetly. Alec is like my second brother, if I ever need help, he is there, always.
"Pr-preg- pregnant" I felt him tence, and I mentally prepare myself for the disappointment in his voice, but to my surprise there wasn't.
"Ok, we will deal with this later. Go lie down and I will tell Izzy you don't feel good" he said calmly
"Wait, don't tell Izzy, don't tell anyone, please" I begged, he bent his head down and kissed me on the forehead
"Don't worry Rissa, I won't tell anyone, but I give you three months to do it, or I will" he said sternly but in a calm voice
I am so dead
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