"What am I doing?" Jack thought to himself as he sailed away from the small island on his beloved ship, he stroked the rail of the Black Pearl, a tear came to his eye, he shook his head quickly looking around to see if anyone could see him, he couldn't let the crew see him cry "Why am I crying?" he thought to himself "I don't love her!" Jack shivered at the thought of actually loving someone, not saying Jack hasn't loved before but not properly, he would never give up his life to save another "or do I?" Jack questioned himself, he heard Gibbs voice behind him "Cap'n everything alright?" Jack looked over his shoulder to Gibbs "everything is fine, now get back to work!" Gibbs nodded "its just the crew…the crew are worried 'bout ya Cap'n, they've never seen ye like this before" Jack turned fully to face Gibbs "im deeply flattered by their concern, now didn't ye hear me the first time? Get back to work!" Gibbs nodded and walked back over to the on looking crew, Jack turned to face the island, which was now faded in the distance, he sighed "Goodbye…Ashley"
"Jack!" I rushed into the room "What? is it time?" she nodded I breathed in and walked towards her, gripping her hand, "ok Elizabeth you know what to do" the doctor told her as he spread her legs "Now" she screamed in Pain and tightened her grip on my hand, I felt like screaming with her, from the pain she was putting me through, She fainted from all the pain as the doctor picked something up from in between her legs "Everything is fine" I finally breathed out, I only just realised that I had been holding my breath, the doctor looked at Elizabeth, I followed his gaze and grimaced "erm…" I hoped he wasn't going to blame me for this, I always seem to get the blame, he held out his arms to me, I looked at the bundle of cloths In his arms and back to him "ha, no, I only helped make it, I don't do babies" I told him, but somehow I ended up with the child in my arms, looking down on it, I realised it was a splitting image of me" I looked at the doctor "Is it a boy or a girl?" I asked not really wanting to know but I thought I might as well play the part. "A Girl, congratulations Mr Sparrow you have a daughter" I froze at that point, I have a daughter, I went stiff, the words running threw my brain over and over.
Jack jolted awake, sweat pouring from him, he got out of the hammock and walked up on deck. "You have a daughter" Jack slapped his forehead with his palm, he was being haunted by his dreams "Rum!" he said lifting a finger into the air as he did, he walked over to the Rum room and got a bottle of rum and downed it in one. After a few bottle Jack soon again lying on the Rum room floor asleep, oh how many times had he wound up on that floor.
A sharp pain struck across my face "Lizzybeth, Darlin' we can work this, she'll grow up to be a hero, just like her daddy" I slurred, well technically all the rum I had consumed In the past 30 minutes slurred, I was once again stuck with a sharp stinging pain across my face, I rubbed it with my hand " that 'urt" I moaned "Good!" was her reply "My daughter will not grow up to be like you! She will not be a pirate!" I shrugged "ok! At least lemme' say goodbye to the young lass" Elizabeth considered the consequences for a minute, then agreed, I smiled and walked up to Ashley's room, peering over her cot, I stroked her head a softly as I could "sorry I can't be here for ye grownin' up" I whispered, I turned and went to leave the room, just before I did, I turned back to the cot and said something ive never said to anyone, not even Elizabeth "I love you"
Jack awoke, the splitting headache banging at his head, he shook it only making it worse he grimaced, "I love you" Echoed at the back of his mind, he got up staggering as he lifted himself from the ground "I do not love her!"