"I don't know if I can do this." He said in a whisper near her right ear. His hands traveled up and down her arms lightly. His breath was warm against her neck and it caused shivers to travel down her spine.
"do what?" she whispered back as her forehead fell against his, their hot breath mingiling and dancing together like their bodies yearned to do.
"stay away from you."
She looked up at his eyes, they were so brown she thought, like hot amber. She didn't think she could stay away from him either. To not hear his voice, not be able to smell his skin, to not touvh him everyday seemed like torture. She didn't imprint, but he had and it wasn't on her. She had to let him go, he was promised to someone else…fate had spoken.
She sighed and leaned up on her toes and kissed him hard, his arms came around and gripped her body to his, molding the spaces together. She pushed away with a gasp and left his arms.
"Leah…" he croaked as she walked away from him.
She looked back and smiled, "I'll always love you Jaocb…no matter what." And then she turned back and ran into the woods phasing into wolf form so she could run faster, and farther.
He watched her leave and crumpled to the ground. Even now he wanted to follow her to the ends of the earth…yet he wanted to turn around and go back to the cullen's to see Nessie. He knew he didn't love her like he loved Leah, yet he didn't know if that would change when she became a woman.
Jacob looked at the spot that Leah ran. He remenbered how it all started, Sue had bought her a used truck, similar to the one bella had, and of course it needed fixing. Jacob had volunteered and started working on it every other day. She would come in and watch and then started asking questions about different parts, soon he started having her put parts in and hooking them up through his instructions. She was a great student.
Leah was kind to Nessie and even treated her like a normal little kid, she would talk to Rose about how best to insult the other wolves and compete with Emmett about who was stronger and faster.
But then things began to change, Leah would tease him and make him laugh rather than make him angry. She started smiling and laughing a lot more. One day she actually went shopping with Alice, saying all her clothes were shredded from phasing. Alice more than obliged, she nearly purchased the whole mall for Leah.
The romance started when she was working on the truck by herself, she had just installed a new radiator and started the engine, however the coollent thermonater said the truck was over heating. Jake was walking to the garage when he heard her scream in pain. He found her on the ground cluthching her chest and arm, the coolent was still hot from trying to cool the car and pressure had built inside the container, when she opened it, the collent splattered all over her body.
Jacob carried her to the house and into the kitchen wher he sat her on the counter, the burns had already started to heal and her sobs became moans. As he took a dish towel and dabbed at her arms and moved up to her chest, her breast started rising for a whole other reason, his hand stayed on her chest while his eyes travelled up to look at hers. He leaned forward and she stayed still, not moving. When he was a breath away. It seemed time had stopped until it began picking up at fast speed when Leah leaned forward and swung her arms around his neck and kissed him hard. He was between her legs holding her head to the side so he could go deeper into her willing mouth. After a few minutes he stepped back and gasped for air, he was a little pleased to see she was breathless as well.
That day had started a flourishing romance, she would sneek into his house and he into hers, patrols were spent in meadows in the woods or caves on the beach. It was like they discovered a new drug and couldn't seem to get enough it. The high was to great a feeling to let go.
But what goes up must come down. Leah had started to withdraw and Jaocb had begun to fell guilty everytime he looked at Nessie. Finally they came to a clearing in the woods and held each other as they came to the conclusion to stop seeing one another. That if they kept going it could end messy. Leah felt she should try to dodge another heartach, but it was too late, the heartach was there as he held her. Jacob thought to try and ease his concionce, but his heart and sould were in turmoil.
Leah thought she would never fall in love with sombody without imprinting, yet she did and it was with another alpha and with someone who already imprinted. Jacob never thought he would love someone who wasn't Nessie, Quil and Sam never had any issues, they don't look at any other women except their imprints. But Jacob didn't think he felt the same for Nessie that Quil felt for Clair.
Jaocb looked back at the empty space that Leah was just standing, his chest hurt. he turned around and began walking towards the Cullen's. the more he walked away from Leah the more pain he felt. What was going on? It felt like when Nessie was walking away from him. It felt like an imprint.
His head snapped up. Imprint? He thought. It couldn't be. Could it? Could he have two imprints and not know it. Is that even possible, and can he choose which one he wants?