Bella's POV

It was a really nice day out and I was having lunch with a friend, I had forgotten everything about everything! This friend was special and I couldn't stay away from him he was my personal sun. We always had something to talk about never any defining silence always something to say.

I had moved in with Jake and was living with him and his father and I also went to school with him (it made Jacob feel better), and I liked being there I made a lot of new friends!

"So Bella what are you going to get to eat?" Jacob asked me.

"Well that depends are you going to eat all my food before I even touch it?!" I laughed.

"Bella….that was once and you didn't even touch it after like 2 minutes!" he smiled.

"Well I wasn't the one who had a mouth full of food and started talking and then I could see the food in your mouth because you never chew with your mouth closed, it's disscusting Jake." I was getting amused and so I faked being mad at him.

"Aww come on Bella!" he gave me the puppy dog face and he knew with that face it was hard to resist him.

"Jake you know I am just speaking the truth I am not lying…..ask your father for peat sake he would be on my side trust me".

"You are so hard to crack you know that?" He smiled.

"Ok, come on goofy lets head back to class the bell is about to ring I can just feel it" I smiled that wasn't my only reason I wanted to end that conversation. I knew where it would head so I was trying to avoid that..

I got up and headed toward the front of the school, Jake stopped me by trying to put an arm around my waist but I just removed his hand and put it back by his side. Jake knew I felt about physical contact. "sorry" he whispered

After that we walked in silence, we ended up being really late to class but I didn't really care, my grades were perfect being 2 minutes late for class wouldn't really effect my grade. But Jake on the other hand really needed to raise his grades, I even offered to tutor him but he refused saying "I can take care of my grades myself Bella you just worry about your work and I will worry about mine". He had the walked out the door to go talk to Sam which left me alone here in the house.

I came back to the present by a worksheet being shoved in my hand by the teacher, Damn that hurt it cut my hand and it looked like a paper cut. The last time I had one of those I was…..no I couldn't think of that I couldn't so I concentrated on my hand, it wasn't bleeding but it hurt like heel there was a little white line where it had scratched.

After I finished examning my hand I started on the worksheet ,it was easy because I had already done most of this stuff so I finished really quickly. When I got up to turn the paper in I saw a glimse of Jake looking at me like I was insane somehow!

After I went back to my seat I looked at Jake he was starring at me still. "What?" I whispered to him.

"Your nuts getting your work done that fast!" I laughed

"Jake that was actually pretty slow for me I got stuck on question 23, besides that it isn't that hard!"

"Oh, yeah right Bella for you maybe but for me…….you know I am horraible at Math anyway" I laughed again it was hard to resist not to laugh.

"Could you maybe……..you know…….help me maybe give me some answers?"

"Your not going to get off the hook that easily Jake and you know that"

"Your so stubborn" he leaned over his paper again.

I smiled "I know that" And I got out my really old book of Wuthering Heights, it was all torn apart and ripping from the scemes, but I still loved and read the book over and over again.

"Your reading that again?" I jumped and looked at Jake "can't you just concentrate on your work and let me read?"

"Nope your to distracting, besides it's easier to watch you then do this work!"

"Your impossible you know that right?"

"Yep and I am glad I always get your attention that way, it's very amusing" He smiled and looked into my eyes.

Then the bell rang and I gathered my stuff. So did Jake.

"Jake I am going to head out of school early I am not feeling the best……I'll just see you at home" I looked at him hoping he would understand, all I wanted was to be alone.

All I need was to be alone and maybe just crawl up in a hole and cry. I wasn't going to do this, crying in front of Jake I don't think I could put him through the pain I have been through, and what I was feeling now. All I could think about was the past and what could happen in my future and what I could have happened in my future.

I thought to myself I ran out of the building before he could even respond and got in my car and started driving I wasn't sure where I was going because I wasn't planning on going back to Jake's house not yet at least. I headed towards the forest and just kept driving deeper and deeper into it I didn't care where I was going I kept going not caring where I was going. But then I was falling and then I hit something and I knew I had to be dead.

End Of Episode

Sneak peak of the next

I know what I love

I know what I hate

But to love someone

Is to learn how to faint

Goodbye my Love

I know your fate

-Bella