Hey guys!.:D Here's some random fic that has just crossed my mind lately. Hope you'll like it.:D
Snowqueen1205.:)
"A thought that I always keep in my mind is to never fall in love with a close friend's boy friend. And guess what, on that same day I fell in love with my best friend and you know what's the worst part is that my best friend is my close friend's boyfriend."
I've never given much thought on who will be my first love and how it's going to be. But every time I think about it I feel all giddy and exited about it. Thinking that there would be someone who'd be texting me every time I wake up, someone who'd be willing to talk to me in the middle of the night. Someone who will be willing to wake up because I need someone to comfort me. Someone who is willing to wait for me outside the campus. Someone who's worried about me. Someone who can make me laugh every time I wanted to cry. Someone who's not perfect and shows that true perfection isn't really that important. And someone who's just like my very own best friend.
Let me tell you something about my best friend, my best friend is someone that you will never expect to be like that. He's someone you'd be some what afraid to approach. He's someone who seems to be perfect yet beneath all the seen perfection he still lacks something inside. He's handsome and cute and kind and sweet and caring and romantic and gentle and funny and he's just like everything! Haha! Obsessed as you might say but I will never deny that, because actually it's one of the truths that I can't hide from myself either. But one fact about him is that he's already taken and guess who's he with, my closest friend. Yeah, at first I thought it was some kind of a nothing but later on I realized that it really did matter. I tried to hide the fact that all I ever wanted from him is our friendship but as we became closer and deeper with each other that simple friendship turned into something more blossoming and more promising than I had ever imagined.
One of my friends always tells me to completely forget him, to avoid him. Every time they say that I always tell them even if I have the initiative to do it he's the one who always make the move and my conscience just creeps me out so I tell them that I've got no other choice.
You might want to ask me if it hurts. Well, let me tell you this there are times when it did hurt and a time when it doesn't. It hurts when you see them talking sweetly and especially when he has his time completely for her. It doesn't because I know that we still have that deep bonding. I still know that he cares for me.
Wait wait.. Here he comes!.:)
"Hey Mikan!"
"Hey Natsume, what've you been doing here?"
"Hotaru just wanted me to hand you this"
"What's that?"
"I think it's about Shakespeare's sonnet 42"
"Oh. I completely forgot about this. I think this is for our exams tomorrow"
"Oh I see. So I better get going. Hotaru's waiting for me. See you around."
"Okay, see you around too"
Well there goes my prince charming again, together with her princess. I better get going or my mom's gonna kill me.
Hey again! Here I am sitting at the corner of my room with my desk, pen, paper and the notes about Shakespeare's sonnet 42. Have you ever heard about this? For me this is one of the greatest sonnets written by Shakespeare himself. A simple sonnet about a love and friendship. I guess this sonnet could fit me in some time.
Thou hast her it is not all my grief,
And yet it may be said I loved her dearly;
That she hath thee is of my wailing chief,
A loss in love that touches me more nearly.
Loving offenders thus I will excuse ye:
Thou dost love her, because thou know'st I love her;
And for my sake even so doth she abuse me,
Suffering my friend for my sake to approve her.
If I lose thee, my loss is my love's gain,
And losing her, my friend hath found that loss;
Both find each other, and I lose both twain,
And both for my sake lay on me this cross:
But here's the joy; my friend and I are one;
Sweet flattery! then she loves but me alone.
Sighs. Do you think Shakespeare experienced what I experienced?. Haha!. Just a funny thought. Guess everything I need to do is done. Better take a shower before a refreshing good night sleep.
Back again!.:) I put an extra effort to look at my cell phone on my drawer before lying at my bed. Hoping that there would be a message that came from him. *walks* I guess luck is with me tonight! His message says "Hey, still awake?" of course! Haha! I need to reply back. "yep." Ergh. Why isn't he replying? Maybe he already fell asleep. Sighs. What a waste of effort.
"I'm irritated with her again"
"With whom?"
"Hotaru.:(" makes me remember a line from T. Swift song 'You Belong with Me'
"Why? What happened?" here I am again the ever famous best friend.
"Something about a little thing. She's such a cry baby and everything, she makes simple things complicated!"
"Hey, chill out. Try to understand her first. Don't get so mad. Chill. Smile.:) If you don't smile you'll get older faster. Haha!:)"
"You're right. You know what. This is one trait I like the most about you"
"What trait?"
"That you making me laugh in spite of me being so angry and sad.:)"
"What makes us best friends for?:)" ouch.
"Of course. Thanks best friend.:)"
Yawns. I already feel sleepy. But I still wanted to talk to him but I've got no choice. "Hey Natsume, I'm already sleepy. I need to get going good night.:)You might better want to sleep too.:)"
"Okay good night Mikan! Thanks again!.:)"
Well that's it. At least he's happy though.:) Before I fall into deep slumber I plug on my iPod and played random songs and one song perfectly hit me. A song of T. Swift entitled I'd Lie (author's note: You might want to try listening to this song.:))
a/n: done with the first chapter.:) so what can you say guys?.:) comments are highly appreciated. Constructive criticism is also welcome. Any grammatical errors don't be afraid to tell me.:) Till the next chapter!.:)
And to those who reads my other fic Capture My Stolen Heart don't worry I'll update it any time this week.:)
- snowqueen1205