Every time I look at him I can see the pain he's going through, the regret and the guilt but this can't change what he did. It can't change that he's lied to my face more times in the last year than our entire life. It can't change that millions of people may die because he choose a demon over his own brother.
How could he do that to me? How could he throw away everything, all the things I've done for him? my whole life I've spent protecting him and making sure he was safe, my whole life I did everything for him!
I can't handle this, I can't handle how betrayed and stomped on I feel. To the very last second I tried as hard as I could to stop him from destroying himself, destroying the world. He never listened, he didn't listen when I told him that Ruby was a evil son of a bitch and he certainly didn't listen when I was banging on that door, practically begging for him to hear me out.
I don't think I can do it anymore, I don't think I can put everything into helping him anymore. I went to hell for him! I WENT TO HELL FOR HIM! How does he repay me? HE THROWS AWAY EVERYTHING I EVER TOLD HIM! I EVER GAVE FOR HIM AND BRINGS ON THE FUCKING APOCOLYPSE! Screw it, I'm done. He will always be my brother but I'm not sure I'll ever be able to forgive him for this.