Hey y'all this is my first Sasil fanfic I know that I will not get the language right as I am all new York without a ounce of country in me so I do apologize in advance but I will try. This is after the fight with James.
A lot of things have changed since James and Hasil fought. James doesn't speak to me at all he barely even looks at me and if he does it's with a look of disgust. I know that look he wants to hit me but he's afraid of Hasil so he doesn't for that I am grateful. But now my life is completely turned upside down. I enrolled in school, knowing Hasil has inspired me to become a teacher. If I couldn't read I would die. It's been weeks since I last saw him and when I did I said awful things to him I even smacked him and told him to leave me alone. When I walked away from him he looked broken like shattered glass. It was like I had taken the light out of his eyes.
"Do you have any idea what you've done!?" I yelled at him.
"I was just trying to protect you." he said softly and putting his hand to my face.
"You shouldn't have come here."
"Sally Ann I told ya I can't leave you alone. You have a hold on me I've never felt this way for anyone."
"I hate you." I cried.
"You don't mean that. You're just upset." he stepped closer to me and put both hands on my face. "I love ya Sally Ann. Ain't no escaping that. Not for me." he continued. He had tears in his eyes now.
"Go away. I don't want to see you again!" with that I took his hands off my face and stormed off leaving him there.
I closed my eyes and opened them back up focusing on my new task. That was a little over a month ago and there have been plenty of changes to my life going to college being one of them along with the new job down at the high school as part of the office staff. I got my financial aid money from school so I paid three months rent on a place for myself and brought a car it's a piece of junk but it runs. The door opening and closing brought me out of my current train of thoughts. I forgot that I was laying here in a doctor's office with my legs cocked up.
"Ok Sally Ann let's get started." Dr. Jones said and I took a deep breath and closed my eyes things will never be the same, I will never be the same.
Lady Ray…..
The dream the gods gave me was so vivid I woke up sweating and panting, I just shook my head and let them know I heard them and will obey.
"Quick go get me Hasil." I commanded one of the youngins that help me. She nodded her response.
Soon he was before me not the same Hasil as before now he was like a wounded animal broken. How had I not seen it earlier? He bowed in front of me.
"Why you don't go down to the town anymore?" I questioned. His face seemed shocked and scared.
"Ma'ma?" he questioned.
I tilted my head to the side and took a deep breath.
"The gods told me they sent you your other half the one that completes you the other half of your soul. So my question is why come you don't go down there anymore?"
"She don't want me. Last time we's together her words cut worse than that blade Foster used to cut my fingers. She ripped my heart from my chest." tears filled his eyes and I placed a hand on top his head to comfort him. He has always been one of my favorites.
"Hasil what the gods have given you, you don't give on. Give her the time she needs she has things ta figure. In the vision there was bears protecting our land and our family. One of those bears had your markings."
"Lady Ray?"
"When she comes back ta ya don't you worry bout the family or hers. You hear me? She brings new life with her and a power this family has not seen before. She will be a new breath that we need. The two of ya will protect each other and this family. Now go ready yourself for her return to you."
He rose to his feet a changed man light had returned back to him. I didn't understand what the vision meant but I don't question the gods.
