Chapter 1
Another blank stare. Trying to go out to a bar, so I could get out, maybe socialize and people just don't get my 90's references. Maybe I should look into what's new. This one girl tried to hit on me, but she's way too young if she doesn't know who Kurt Cobain is. All she did was yap about this Justin Bieber guy, and then I had the unpleasant experience of listening to his music. Ugh!
This renown emotions thing sucks. How the hell do people do it?
Despite the way I'm feeling I have a slight smile on my face. A smile that probably looks like one of a damn maniac. It's probably from the drinks.
Why does everyone have to hate me? Bonnie I get, I hurt her. My family, I get even though it was only to get back at them. Strangers, well society is getting worse with every passing day. Society sucks, I mean I just saw a video of someone torturing a cat online the other day. It was sick. Hurting people is one thing, but hurting an animal is another.
I just wish I could sleep life away. Not deal with it anymore. If I were to die here I would die for real this time. Maybe a goodbye is what I need.
I look around my surroundings. The bar is long gone (thank god, no more pop music references). Just lots of water, and trees. How the hell did I even get here? Maybe I could drown…
I step into the water, enjoying the feeling of it dragging me down. Maybe this is what I deserve after what I put my siblings through. I feel my lungs start to burn, and close my eyes to let the darkness overtake me.