Hey yall I noticed something today that turned into this plot. The thing I noticed was that my muscles never relax and that lead to this story.

Today was the day that I dread every year. It was the anniversary of the day I lost everything that meant anything to me. I fell to my knees behind the charred ruins of what was once my home. I looked down at the three wolfs bane that were the only marking of where my parents and sister now lay. I felt the tears running down my face.

"Hey mom I want you to know that I haven't given up on finding my mate yet. I have done what you told me to do I am not searching for them I am waiting for fate to bring us together like you said its supposed to be. I miss you mom I miss waking up to a hot breakfast and how you used to rub my hair when I was scared the days before the full moon. I tried making your famous brownies as comfort but it never tastes the same there is always something wrong. The first few times I think it was because I burned them." I heard the barking laughter of a wolf in the distance or maybe it was in my head but I knew it was her.

"Hey! It's not funny cooking is hard." I couldn't stop the smile that rose to my lips it was the first time I had actually smiled, not smirked, in a long time. I turned to the flower that marked my dad's grave.

"I have been alpha for a few months now dad and it has been hard but I haven't killed anyone not even on a full moon Scott hasn't either he has been doing better in his training now that Allison know what he is. I think it's because she forces him to she definitely wears the pants in their relationship. I hope that I am making you proud." A fresh set of tears started to roll down my face. My dad had been who I looked up to and now I never do anything without thinking of what he would do.

"LaLa you left me too soon. I thought we were supposed to stick together. I'm sorry I wasn't there to protect you it was my only job as your brother and I let you down I'm so sorry." I let out a loud howl toward the sky pain evident even to my own ears. I hit the ground in anger at myself and at my uncle for taking the last person I cared about away from me. I kept hitting the ground until my tears blinded me. I sat there just crying my head in my hands for what seemed like forever. I didn't hear him drive up or walk over to me.

"Derek are you ok?" I heard stiles worried voice as I felt him fall next to me. I tried to answer but the only thing that came out was a broken whimper. What is wrong with me! I'm Derek Hale I don't cry in front of anyone. I tried to stop my tears but my inner wolf wouldn't let me hide not from stiles. Why?

"Ok please don't kill me for this." I heard stiles murmur then I felt his small hands move mine of my face before wrapping around my waist. I didn't think I just acted on instinct and wrapped my arms around his waist pulling him into my lap. I buried my face in his shoulder. I breathed in his scent deeply and was instantly comforted and for the first time since my family died I felt my muscles completely relax. As I sat there with stiles in my lap my head buried in his shoulder I realized something. I had feelings for this wonderful boy.

Well I intended this to be a one-shot but it will now be a multi-chapter.