Authors's Note: It's not perfect but it's close, trying to explain how the war is affecting him. He's just back from a Deatheater's meeting the night of his birthday.

This Evil In Me
Suffocation,
recreation,
to the evil once dead.
Hallucination,
Destination,
of seeing it all in my head.

But now I see,this part of me,
That begins to fade away,

It's already beginning, and I'm not winning,
I'm losing me day-by-day.

It's my infection,
of it's selection,
that devours me from inside.
With no connection,
and no protection,
my cry for help is denied.

Time is fading, my minds degrading,
of the sanity I hold.
It's nestled in deep, and wants to keep,
everything I behold.

An angry temptation,
from an unknown reflection,
can't help me defeat what's in me.
I'm No more a creation,
of God's holy nation,
I'm not at all what you can see.

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