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The Affair

We had an affair. It was something I wasn't proud of, but I don't regret it either. I would do it again. I would never forget those small amount of moments we shared together. Thinking about them now gets me week in the knees. It even pains me to know that it was only an affair and could be nothing more.

I remember the beginning of it all. I remember when I first really took notice of him. I remember when he really first took notice in me.

It began the first night of my 6th year at Hogwarts. It was his, Draco Malfoy, last year. Draco was with Pansy, of course. They were the new big couple. They were the couple that everyone was scared of. People thought they were right for each other. Me, Ginny Weasley, thought they were wrong for each other.

It was the night of the feast. It had just ended and people were making their way to the dorms. I was to caught up in my thoughts to go to bed. I strayed and left for the outdoors.

I walked out the big oak doors and made my way to the lake. I sat under a tree and looked up to the stars that were scattered about. The wind was blowing my hair. The wind was tickling my skin. I closed my eyes and imagined that I was somewhere else. A place that was somehow delightful.

I heared footsteps in the far distance after some time of being alone. I opened my eyes immediantly. Off in a far corner, Draco was walking around the grounds. He seemed to be deep in thought. I was surprised to see him there. He was alone and looked vulnerable.

I was glad that he didn't see me. I watched him as he kept walking in his slow pace. I was wondering what he was thinking. I was wondering why he wasn't shagging Pansy somewhere.

I didn't think of moving from my spot under the tree by the lake. I stood put and captured by his beauty. He was flawless to me. He looked like an angel in the moonlight.

Suddenly, our eyes met. He had discovered my existence. His eyes contiued to connect with mine. I found myself getting scared. After all, he was going to be a death eater.

He began to walk swiftly to me. I stood up and waited for him to reach me. I wasn't going to run away from him. I told myself that I was brave. That thought soon left my mind as he stood in front of me. His length towering over mine.

"What r u doing out here at this time of night," Draco asked me in a harsh tone.

"Same question to you," I responded.

Draco then pushed me up against the tree. The branches and rough bark was digging into my back. I let out a little whimper and he let out a smirk.

"You are scumb to me so don't think you have the right to question me," he spat in my face. "Oh, how I would love to hurt you right now," he contiued.

"Then hurt me." He did nothing for a few minutes. I spoke again, "Do you not have even enough guts to hurt scumb."

I enjoyed how I had angered him. I was glowing with the fact that he just stood there not able to do anything. As soon as I thought this, he made his attack.

He pushed me once agin into the branch that was already stabbing into my back. He then pushed me into the ground while pounding my head into the hard dirt that surronded us. After I was on the ground, he spit on me as if I was dirt. I guess I had now become as low as dirt.

"You deserve so much worse," Draco said as he put his heavy boot on my back and put a great amount of pressure on it which caused me to yelp. "You should be lucky that I didn't do worse."

He soon left me on the ground with brusies. I learned that night that I should never question Draco. I learned that he was rough. I learned that he wouldn't take the shit I dished out. I learned to be afraid of him. But I also learned that he now knew me. I learned that he would notice me. I learned that this was only just the beginning.

a/n: I hope to contiue this little story. I find it fun to write this. I hope you guys enjoy. If you wish for me to contiue then plz leave me a review. Until next time...