A/N okay so when I first listened to cough syrup this came to mind. To be honest the song scared the crap out of me. So this is angsty/smutty. It's my first attempt at smut so tell me if it sucks (no pun intended) please leave a review

Disclaimer: I do not own glee, because if I did no one would watch it.

A dark figure slipped into the bedroom.

Have you been with him?

"Hi," whispered the love of my life.

"Hi." He got into bed.

Life's too short to even care at all, oh.

I'm losing my mind, losing my mind, losing control.

Control. Something I didn't have anymore; control. I turned around to see those beautiful eyes that once sparkled only for me.

These fishes in the sea, they're staring at me, oh.

A wet world aches for a beat of a drum, oh.

I leaned forward and captured his lips in a soft kiss. He even smelled like him.

Why would you do this to me?

I let my hands travel over his body.

Does he touch you the way I do?

Life's too short to even care at all, oh.

I'm coming up now, coming up now out of the blue, oh.

These zombies in the park, they're looking for my heart, oh.

A dark world aches for a splash of the sun, oh.

I rolled us over, hovering over him, I unbuttoned his shirt. His hands rested on my thighs, while he was kissing my neck. He slipped his hands under my shirt, stroking my abdomen. I returned to kissing him as I slipped his shirt off his shoulders. He wrapped his legs around my hips as I bit down on his bottom lip.

Why would you leave me?

My eyes got misty but I refused to let the tears fall. He pulled my shirt over my head and tangled his hands in my messy curls. He pulled me closer and hungrily attacked my mouth. I undid his jeans and he squirmed out of them, in the meantime taking off my pyjama bottoms. I growled when his teeth grazed at my nipple.

I was taking off his boxers when he tugged on my hair, like he knew I liked.

Don't stop loving me.

I spread his legs as he got a hold of my underwear and he pulled it down. I dug into the bedside table until I found a bottle of lube. I covered my fingers with the cool substance and pushed one finger inside the man I've loved since I was sixteen.

I didn't give him a lot of time to adjust to the intrusion. Swiftly I pushed another one inside.

"Blaine!" he hissed.

I covered his mouth with my lips and kissed him as I pushed in a third. He moaned as I stretched him.

Stay with me.

He whined a little as I pulled out my fingers and slicked myself up.

"I love you," I whispered as I pushed inside.

He let his head fall back and let out a loud moan. His hips bucked up as I pulled almost all the way out and pushed back in.

I love you, I love you, I love you… I saw him fall apart underneath me and I wrapped a hand around his erection. I started pumping him in time with my thrusts. He was squirming and writhing underneath me; he was close. It didn't take long for him to come all over my hand and his stomach. After a few more thrusts, I came hard inside of him.

I collapsed on his chest, trying to get my breath back while he was cleaning himself off. I pulled out and dropped beside him.

Please don't leave me, I love you.

He had closed his eyes as he was coming down from his high.

One more spoon of cough syrup now, oh.

One more spoon of cough syrup now, oh.

Silence fell and after a few minutes I felt his hand touch my shoulder.

"Blaine? I think… I think I should leave."

No! Please don't, I can't live without you. Please don't leave me!

"Yeah, maybe it's for the best," I said. As I turned around one single tear fell down my cheek.

I love you, no matter what. I love you…

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Hugs and love to you all.