Summary: The raven haired man lifted his arm, reaching out for his partner with a low, painful moan. He touched the cheek and noticed the blood leaking out of the three already existing scars.
His movements froze as he saw no respond.
His eyes began to overflow with liquid as he felt no heat coming off the still body of his partner.
Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto….. Warnings: Major character death, violence, insanity, a little bit of gore and yaoi (BoyxBoy) Authors note:
This is not a happy fanfic. So.. I'm sorry if you were looking fun happy sunshine xD
The sirens were deafening.
The pain was killing.
It was hard to breath.
It was impossible to see through the shattered windows.
The raven haired man grunted in pain as he opened his eyes. His head was pounding and his whole body ached with unimaginable pain. He felt blood trickle down his cheek and neck. When the headlights of an unknown source shone into the car, the man finally came back to his senses.
And it all came back in a flash.
The argue he had with his partner. The way he didn't see the deer running on the road. The rolling of the car which eventually ended with a loud crash upside down. And then nothing.
Sasuke's eyes widened. With a lot of effort he managed to turn his head to the passenger seat. A white hot pain shot through his neck and he knew that he shouldn't move his head too much anymore. His heart seemed to stop at the sight that had caught his eyes.
No.Bruises and cuts covered his arms. His right arm seemed to stick out in a weird way. His eyes were shut. Blood was seeping out of a big wound that hid underneath the blonde hair of his partner.
Please.The raven haired man lifted his arm, reaching out for his partner with a low, painful moan. He touched the cheek and noticed the blood leaking out of the three already existing scars.
His movements froze as he saw no respond.
His eyes began to overflow with liquid as he felt no heat coming off the still body of his partner.
You can't..He didn't notice the shouts and screams outside. He didn't notice the car door being pulled out of the crashed car. He didn't even seem to notice when the medics asked him questions in a hurried manner, or when they tugged at his shoulder without causing more pain.
No, he had only eyes for his motionless partner. He didn't care about anything else at that very moment.
It was when the medics tried to carefully pull him out of the car, that he began to whimper, then utter some words that no one could understand, not even himself, and then he just screamed. Screamed until the blackness took him into a dark void. And the last thing the thought:
"Naruto…"Several weeks later, Sasuke was finally released out of the hospital. He was healthy on a physical level, but his mental state was a mess. He used to be a man of status. A man with a passion and a goal in life. He was a man when he still had him.
The raven haired man arrived in his empty house which seemed way too big for only himself. He imagined a young man with blonde spiky hair rushing down the stairs and dashing towards him before throwing himself into the raven's arms, uttering words of welcome.
The corners of Sasuke's mouth moved upwards slightly at his own imagination and he closed the door.
I'm home.He pulled off his coat and hung it where he would hang it normally. He kicked off his shoes and walked into the living room.
It was then that he broke down all over again. Sasuke sank to his knees and cried, howled and yelled for his partner to come back to him. He smashed a nearby picture on the ground, not minding the glass shattering. He could only focus on the smile the blond man had in this picture.
His smile.The smile that this blonde man had was the only thing that could ever held the Uchiha standing. And it did at this very moment. The tears had stopped falling and he stood up. With one last glance at the picture, he picked it up, folded it and put it in his wallet.
After that, he walked slowly to the bedroom, his bed looking too big for just him but he fell onto it anyway. He didn't bother taking off his clothes, his mind could only focus on one thing, one person in particular.
Naruto.Sasuke felt his eyes close slowly and he drifted off into a sleep filled with dreams and nightmares of his partner that he would gladly not remember the next day.
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A few weeks had passed and Sasuke's mental state had worsened. He barely left his house, almost never ate, and didn't take care of his personal hygiene.
But on this particular day, Sasuke arose from his bed, headed towards the shower and turned it off. He pulled off the boxers he was wearing and tossed in into a corner.
After checking the heat, but barely caring for it, he stepped under the rushing water. He closed his eyes and let his tears flow again.
After a long shower, he managed to drag himself back to the bedroom and get dressed in his most good looking clothes. He took care of his hair and looked at himself in the mirror. Sasuke quickly looked away again, not wanting to see the skeletal face that was staring back at him.
He walked out of the house and onto the street after locking his door.
Today, he would go to the diner where he met him, where they had their first kiss and where he proposed a few years later.
The raven haired man arrived at the place he wanted to be and walked in. His eyes were fixated on the ground, not yet wanting to meet with the memories he had made there with his partner.
He walked towards the table they had always taken their seat on, but before he was able to reach that table, he bumped into something. Or rather, someone.
Sasuke fell to the ground, as well as the person he had walked into. He heard a soft grunt and Sasuke finally lifted his head.
Blue.
His eyes met ocean blue ones.
He noticed the blonde, spiky hair.
He saw three scars on each cheek.
He was blinded by a smile brighter than the sun.
And all he could think about, was only one thing. One word circling through his mind.
"Naruto…"See, told you guys it'll be sad.. Please review! That'll help me out a lot with motivation! I'll try to update this story tomorrow..