A beautiful autumn day with a slight breeze ruffling the trees and seemingly whispering exotic things in your ears. The nippy mid-morning air making your skin feel just right. A slight cloud over, casting down shadows on the shedding trees making everything look mysterious, yet intreguing. One of those days you wanted to go out, do new things, meet neq people, and spread the joy. Nope. Not for me… Maybe for some lucky guy that I did not know and never wanted to meet (he'd make me jealous and I'd have to kill him).
I knew it right then and there when I awoke and sat up to fast, slamming my head into a low hanging shelf. The feeling grew even more when I accidently squirted toothpaste in my eye then managed to stumble out into the hallway and down the stairs. And yes sir, I knew it was for sure as I stood there in the pelting frozen rain as I waited for my bus on that horrible winter day that would forever change my life.